HAPPYYY TEACHER'SSS DAYYY TO MY LOVELY TEACHERS !!! :DDD

Hello.
Went back secondary school to visit my teachers and friends today.
Super fun luhs, saw lots of my old old friends.
Suppose to meet Siying, Xiaosi and Cleone to go back.
But well, all was late.
So i went to school to look for Eugene, KJ first.
They were waiting for Pin chen and Zhen Hao.
Quite long never see them already. :DDD
Not for KJ thou. hahas !!

Was crapping for very long with Jovene, Qiying and all.
Even tk photos with Mr. Kenny Tan.
hahaha !!!
Mr. Ow yong was scolding me for failing my maths.
Well, i miss secondary school maths.
Because at least there is Mr. Ow yong to teach me. :(
hais.

Roam around school for a while and bid good-bye to them.
Siying and me headed to Bugis to do some shopping.
Bought a shoe and a jeans.
And then walk around and head back to Tampines and then home.
I book Siying during Oct.
After i get my first pay, we going shopping again !!!
hahaha !!



* Happyyyyy Dayyyyy todayyyy !!!
ILOVEMYTEACHERSANDOLDOLDFRIENDS. :]

YAY !!
happyyyyy.
Because tml i am going back to my secondary school.
Althou i go back often, but i am excited.
Excited to see my old old friends.
hahaha !!! ;]

Meeting Siying in the morning to go back together.
but Siying say we only staying for a while.
After that, heading to Bugis.
Need to buy some new clothes for work. :DDD

Oh ya, our escape trip is change to sunday.
Yet just heard from Jiawen that he cant make it. :(
Sadddd~ i want a outing with everyone together soon.
Don care !!! Make urself available ppl.

Yest night had a mass conference with my cliques.
Bryan, Ben, Jiawen, Chye Seng and Jackie.
Its fun luhs, althou some bickerings and quarrels in between.
hahas !!! but its nothing.
We aren't petty ppl, thats why we don bear grudges among us. :)

okay, stop blogging here.
i guess after i start working, there wont be much time to blog le.
i will try my best to update. :D




* I wonder who will i see tml ?? :)
bye bye._*

傻瓜 by 温岚.

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Hello.
Nothing much today, went to cut my hair.
Cut a bit shorter, yet Mummy say she don see any difference.
Thats cause i never cut my fringe like usual. hahas~

I realised i super long never watch tv le.
Always watch vcds and dvds, a bit lost track of those advertisements.
hahaha !! Mum say i was outdated. :(

Today i suddenly miss J a lot.
Well, i dunno why. He still stays in my heart till now.
Affection or forever love ??
I dunno. Just suddenly misses for him.
He is the nicest guy i have ever meet and the guy that stays in my heart forever.
The sugarcane drink, the chicken biscuits, the shopping trip at NTUC.
The rumours that spread like mad.
I miss them. :))

Tml i am going shopping with Mummy. :DDD
I love shopping with her, because i don need to pay. hahas !!

Teacher's Day is coming !! :P
Excited. Because i am going back to secondary sch again.
Not to see teachers, cause i go back often.
But to see my friends !! =]


Sat would be wonderful.
Heading for Escape Theme Park with my cliques.
Cool !!
i hope i don scream like mad. hahas~



*I miss Grandma lots today. :DD

BOOO !!
Oh man, today had my last paper.
Finally its over !!
Enjoying my last week of freedom before start working.

I've found a job !!
At Aussino.
Thanks Bryan for introducing this job.
Yay !! i will start working next Monday.
Got to clear Leslie's Starbucks treat before i have no more time.
hahas~ Happy working to me. :DDD

Went for interview just now and straight away got the job.
After that Bryan and me went walk walk at Taka.
Ate some snacks and then went Perlini's Silver.
He buying his gf a gift. :)
Head home shortly after that.

But i am working at Great World.
Boring luhs.
Bryan say can smack mosquitos.
Omg. I hate boredom.
And Great World is very far for me.
I might request a change with Bryan. :DDD



* HAPPYWORKINGDAYS. :))
I saw a handsome Angmoh today.

Hello.

Had some mugging session in the morning.

Mugging for the digusting module.

Manufacturing Tech.

Study and study yet cannot understand a single thing.

Zyma also cant.

Give up already luhs.

My brain isn't functioning properly.

Daddy just came home.
He bought me a 1GB thumbdrive.
yay !! i don need to use my mp3 to save documents anymore.
hahaha !!
I am going to look for a job this week.
I need to work. :DDD

Wait till i find a job then i start worrying SJAB stuff.
:)




*IMISSSSSSYOUUUUU.

Tired !! Pain !!
My face very painful. :(
all because of Games Day 2007.
Sunburn, now my face seems so red.
Pain pain pain !!

Super tired luhs.
Still have to wake up early today.
Mummy ask me go shopping together a chinatown.
Yes i love shopping.
but the sun is super hot luhs.
I am already having sunburns.
sians.

Tml got to study for my last paper on tues.
Yes !! finally last paper.
hahahas !! :DDD


*Lets think it through. :]
byebye. ILOVELOVELOVELOVEMYSELF.

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY !!
Why why why ??!!
Why Benjamin in Campus superstar cannot get into the finals ??
and let that Shawn get in when he freaking hell cannot sing well ??
Super kelong (Unfair) !!
arggg !!! angry !!!
What can you do with bad voice yet lots of supporters ???!
wth luhs.
Bryan, i am going to anti you !!
Because you support Shawn. :(

Okay, enough of that.
I had decide to shut my tv since Benjamin is out.
ARGGGGG~

Okay, lets talk abt today.
Today morning is Zone 8 Games Day.
Honestly speaking, i thought this event might flop.
Because i do not have any confidence and due to the lack of manpower.
but i told myself, i need to do my best.
Because i do not wish to see my corp event just flop like this.
So i did my best and well, i can see that it goes pretty smooth.
Except some miscalculations here and there.
Overall, quite okay luhs.
hahaha !! :DDD

And today was very worth it and fun.
i get to see lots of my old old seniors, hahas.
Like Harvey, Zhenglin, Zewei, Aaron, Angela.
And plus my own squad mates, Siying, Cleone and TzeChow.
Shall not mention someone which i had to INVITE him down despite he is still in SJAB.
Wtf, i need to invite him to come down and help me when he is my squad mate.
and he came down, did he help ??
freaking hell NO !! then come down for what ?
might as well scram, waste space only.
Asshole.

After everything ended, went to eat with those seniors.
Had some catching up session, super fun !!
they change so much luhs. hahas~

Serious thing to say, i seriously do not understand why some ppl from TPSJAB want to sabo and TPSJAB ppl.
I mean everything that they do is not helping the corp, not pushing the corp to be better.
but pushing the corp to the extent of closing down.
All of us start as friends, why push a friend to the extent until they no longer can take it.
This type of ppl is damn fucked up.
Seriously, nothing better to do.
Too free ?? think of a better way to improve the corp then !!
Don waste time saboing ppl, so old le still cant use their brains.
Fuckers man.

Nothing much to say le.




* Benjamin from Campus Superstar is handsome.
bye bye.

Hello !!
Wake up in the morning to meet my "Qing Fu" - XIAOSI.
hahaha !!
Went to walk walk at East point and then eat Long john together.
After that we head to lavender to take those medals for tml.
Took bus 10 back to Tampines.
Went back to TPSS and settle some stuff and then head home.

Tml is St.John Ambulance Brigade Zone 8 Aunnal Games Day.
Yay !! excited.
But i had a bad feeling that it might flop.
hahas~ Bad feeling.


Got to wake up extreme early tml.
And omg luhs, i am the host for tml.
Just imagine, oh my goodness !!
* faints.
Okay, i am scared now.
CSM also will scared okay !! hahas~
Shhhh...

Not much today, blog again tml.
hahahaha !! :DDD









*ILOVEWUCHUN.
And thank you loyal reader, Alvin Sha. :DDD

* 不能说的.秘密

WOOOHOOO.
Had extreme fun today.
Celebrate Jackie's birthday with my cliques today.
Meet at 11 but as usual these ppl were late.
I am the earliest, hahaha !!
So went shopping first.

After all of us have reach, we head to watch movie together.
I mean we went to watch movie, but different movie.
Bryan, Jiawen and me went to watch *不能说的秘密.
Omg, after so long. Finally watch it, hahahas !!
Its super nice luhs, super touching.
Ben, Jackie and Jeff watch Rush Hour 3.
I should watch that sometime also. :DDD

Movie ended and we went to Yamaha music shop.
Ben and Bryan wanted to have a Piano Battle.
So lame luhs. hahas~
Bryan say he is going to find the notes for Secret.
then he is going to play it and go 20 yrs later.
Erm, nothing to say. :)

After that we went Sakae and eat and eat and eat.
So full luhs, we eat lunch but i think we can skip dinner also.
After that i head home, but i dunno where they head to.
hahaha !!
I think Jackie loves that present we gave him. :DDD




* Jay Chou is cool. :)

Hello.
Today had maths test in the morning.
Bryan, Ben and me set a time to come out of the examination hall together.
Bryan first to went out because he doesnt want to treat us sakae.
hahaha.
Waited for Jiawen and head to Marina Square to shop for Jackie's Birthday present.

We went to quite a few shop but nothing caught our eyes.
went to wallet shop and saw lots of nice wallet.
Choose the nicest one and head to Creative shop.
Because something in Creative shop caught our eyes.
hahaha !!
Zen stone, the new mp3.
6 different colours and 2GB.
Jackie, Jeff, Me, Ben, Bryan and Jiawen is going to buy one each. :DD
Blue, Red, Pink, Green, White and Black.
Cool !! hahas~
After that head home.

Tml going to celebrate Jackie's Birthday.
Going to meet up with my cliques to eat together at Sakae.
It's going to be ultimate fun !! :)
Happpppyyyyy.





*ILOVEYANYALUN. ;D
Bye bye.

I am so excited abt everyday.
because i will never know what wonderful things is happening. :)
I cant wait to go ZOO, not Zouk.
hahahaha.

Today spent half a day helping Mum with some house chores.
And i love Mum and Dad.
Because they finally agree to letting me work during the coming hols.
For my first time luhs.
I have never work before.

Some ppl was just plain worried for me.
hahahas~
Don worry luhs, i okay de. =X
happy with my friends around.
hahaha !! No worries.
thanks for your concern :)

Tml is maths paper, I am so very worried.
:( Worried.





P.s *ILOVEWANGCHUANYI.
(opps, I love a lot of ppl everyday) =p

Happy happy !!
i am soo soo like excited to go the Zoo this thursday luhs.
Plus Sat is going to be wonderful also.
yay !!
Siying and my other squad mates is going to visit me back in corp.
omg luhs, miss them like hell. :DDD

Engineering mechanics is down !!
hahahas~ happiness. :DDD
Next paper to mug is Maths.
Then Manufacturing Technology. hahas~
And it will be over !! yay !!

Yest night was a SUPER fun and chatty night.
hmm, chatty night sounds so wrong. hahas~
Oh well, yest had a long conference with Ben, Bryan and Jiawen.
Ben wasnt paying attention.
Bryan is playing piano for fun.
While Jiawen and me was drifting to fantasy land under the piano melody.
Omg luhs, i am Bryan's top fans okay. hahas~
Jiawen is 2nd top fan.
Bryan is a talented Pianist. :)
My god luhs, i am totally stunned when he play cannon in D and those classical music.
Superrrrr Niceeeee !! i am going to make him teach me.
hahahaha !! :DDD

This week is a busy week for me.
Monday test, Tuesday rest, Wednesday test, Thursday Zoo, Friday SJAB, Sat SJAB.
oh no, all taken up.
Only tuesday is resting day. hahas~





Seriously, i am excited abt the trip to Zoo !!! :DD
P.s Ben, its Zoo. Not Zouk.

Dumbdumb.
I am such a dumbdumb luhs.
I got the exams details wrong.
tml is engineering mechanics, not maths.
oh my goodness.
but lucky Lichin inform me early.
If not, tml i am going to faint.
hais~

Has been mugging for it since July.
it has been a rather hard time for me. :(
MINGLI can de.
Just 1 wk more.
and exams is gone. Hols will be here.
hahahas~

lalala !! Off to mugging. ;D




p.s ILOVECHENYIRU.<3

Mingli~

SOBS !!!
Was sick luhs. having a flu now.
Ohh gosh luhs, monday got paper then now sick.
Damn sad~

Didnt went for SJAB today.
The juniors must be happy luhs. hahas~
No screaming and scolding.
Idiot Zhuling still laugh at me.

At first thought might be able to rest well at home.
But i realise lots of SJAB stuff have not finish luhs.
Just send out emails to TIC and Boong.
Plus settling things abt medal.
Haven discuss script with Wen Jie also.
Omg luhs, so many things not done.
Jialat luhs.

Monday got maths test also.
Oh my goodness. :(((

Had a nice chat with Siying just now. :DDD
My XIAOWANZI squad mate.
Talk abt political stuff.
like omg luhs. Scary~
Siying say i am political also. -.-

Yesterday night had a chat with Kevin and Geraldine.
HAHAHA !! had great fun.
Kevin is retarded. Slow poke. Dumbass.
Geraldine is lame totally.
Getting so excited over a sticker she received from a friend.
hahahas~ my lovely friends. ;)

I have let go.
Forgotten the pain.
And Benjamin say i am looking for a bf.
Yes i am, No i am not luhs.
contradicting. hahas~
Yes i am looking for bf, but i am not eager.
Love talks abt feelings.
So slowly bah. hahas~













ILOVENICHOLASTEO. :DDD
byebye.

YAY !!!
My eyes recover le.
Thanks to Bryan and his intro of Optrex.
I think he can go help advertise for that eye sloution.
hahahaha !!!
Optrex is real good for eye infection.
Like i am advertising it also. hahas~

And Jaslyn.
its not because i LOOK AT GUYS TOO MUCH thats why got a sore eyes okay.
hahahaha !! i didnt have enough water only. hahas~

Boring boring boring.
Until now i haven watch *不能說的秘密.
argggg !! i wanna watch luhs.
Anyone wanna accompany me ?? hahas~

Tml is saturday.
But i am burning it for SJAB also.
sians~
My uniform is still hanging to dry.
and got to reach tpss at 7.15 in full uni.
SUPER EARLY. :((

I am having sore throat and running nose.
I wonder if i can still scream at those juniors tml.
hahahaha !! i super mean. :PPP

Okay, shall not talk much.
BYE. :DDD

LALALA~
Today stay at home again.
Suppose to meet my cliques to study.
But i got sore eyes luhs. :(
So Bryan cancelled the whole thing.
Next time okay ?? :DD

This song is nice. ~缺氧.
春天慢慢一点点发芽
快乐开始都有了想像
旋转木马前那个广场
爱情开始滋长
想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧
无法移动的梦想
就算没有人鼓掌
我也不会受伤
不会稀释的信仰
心穿越砖墙在你的身旁
想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
胸口微微得发烫
不知不觉又缺氧

Sat got IM.
SJAB SJAB SJAB !!
sians.

ARGGG.
Been tag again. hahas~
So i must do this for MR. NORTON NG.
hahaha !!

Answer the following question
1. The person who tag you is? - Norton
2. Your relationship with him is? - Friends.
3. Your 5 impressions of him - Friendly, funny, kiddish, crappy, smart.
4. The most memorable thing he had done for you - err, like don have arh. hahas~
5. The most memorable words he had said to you - cant think of any at this moment ? hahas.
6. if he becomes your lover, you will - hahas, i will have to look after a kid. :)
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - hahas. HIM NOT REPLYING MSGES.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - be very sad.
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - misunderstanding ??
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is - Be a good listener.
11. your overall impression of him/her is - Funny.
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you?) - i dunno.
13. the character you love of yourself are - i dunno.
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are - temper.
15. the most ideal person you want to be is - myself with more confidence.
16.for people that care and like you, say something to them - thanks !!

And wth wth luhs.
Some asshole prank call me.
Dunno where he get my number from.
Ppl help me check this asshole out okay ??
Maybe its someone u know ??
His Hp number is 98587424.
Dumbass !! sick in the brain.

HELLO !!
Staying at home is super boring.
Going school is super lazy.
I also dunno what i want. hahas~

Mum don let me work during the hols.
When can i work luhs. arggg !!
Forget it, i just need MONEY !! hahas~

Oh ya, tml gotta meet my clique to study in sch.
Sooo lazy.
But i miss them. hahas~

Okay, blog again soon. hahas~
BYE BYE !! :DDD

Sad sad sad. :(
Why i dunno that news luhs.
Only until Riena told me then i know he has come.
And he went to tp, not NYP.
Angry and sad. :(((
I wanna see him luhs.
SAD SAD SAD.

Oh ya, realise i haven been contacting my friends.
Yest msg them gd night msges.
And been msging Yufeng since then.
Dumb Yufeng, change so much.

Boredom kills.
sians' Do the test ppl.
Be nice. :DDD

MINGLI LOVE NICHOLAS TEO !!! :DDD
handsome. hahas~
I'm going crazy over him luhs. hahas !!!

Today has been rotting at home.
i think i shall do some studying later.
SUPER TIRED !! i am yawning like mad.
I wanna slp luhs. hahas~
AHHHH !! Mingli must buck up luhs !!

Buck up !! hahas.
I love my blog song !!
王心凌—羽毛.
Super nice. :DDDD

Yawns. Off to slp and then study.
bye bye. :)))

AHHHH~
I think that test must do a lot of times if ppl keep tagging me.
But, oh well. Its a gd way to know how ppl think of you. hahas~

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
( i will skip typing this part) hahas~.

Answer the following question
1. The person who tag you is? - JiaQian
2. Your relationship with her is? - Friends.
3. Your 5 impressions of her - Friendly, funny, nice, helpful and fun.
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you - err, like don have arh. hahas~
5. The most memorable words she had said to you - hahas. don have.
6. if he becomes your lover, you will - omg. *faint. i not les.
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - wont happen luhs.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - be very sad.
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - misunderstanding.
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is - get to know her better. GO OUT !!
11. your overall impression of him/her is - FUN !! hahas.
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you?) - i dunno.
13. the character you love of yourself are - i dunno.
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are - temper.
15. the most ideal person you want to be is - myself with more confidence.
16.for people that care and like you, say something to them - thanks a lot.

Okay, i shall skip the others.
If not i tag them and they tag me back. I gonna die.
My blog wil become a quiz blog. hahas~
it is never going to end.
hahaha !!
ppl who haven do, hurry up do arh. hahas~
Erm, i know my blog cannot copy and paste.
So can u guys go to the link "GRANDUNCLE BEN" and copy his copy ??
paiseh. hahas~ THANKS !! love you guys. hahas~

Thursday having BRYAN'S STUDYING SESSION with my cliques !!
that dumbdumb purposely leave out someone's name. hahas~
but thats good.
Blog again soon. BYE BYE !! :DDD

YAY !!
I finally finish watching " Wei xiao pasta". hahas~
and now i am in love with Nicholas Teo.
Omg, handsome !! =X

Okay, shall study study study already.
No school today but got to go sch for SU meeting.
My god luhs, i live at Tampines ppl.
hais~ sians.

And i read Benjamin's blog.
Now i got to do the quiz that he tag me to do. -.-

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
( my birthday is over luhs, nevermind wish for next yr then. hahas~)
1. High heels
2. Clothes
3. New hp
4. Converse shoes.
5. New mp3.

Answer the following question;

1. The person who tag you is? - Benjamin Kwek.
2. Your relationship with him is - Friends.
3. Your 5 impressions of him - Friendly, nice, good listener, helpful, funny.
4. The most memorable thing he had done for you - talk on the phone with me when i am bored or sad. Thanks a lot :DDD
5. The most memorable words she had said to you - erm. like " you sld go commit sucide." hahas~ but that makes me want to live my life to the fullest.
6. if he becomes your lover, you will - oh well, that wont happen. hahas~ don need to think.
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - wont happen so no need to think luhs. hahas~
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - i will be sad to lose a nice friend.
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - i disturb him too much. hahaha !!
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is - erm. rmb his birthday. and be his listening ear when in need.
11. your overall impression of him/her is - NICE
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you?) - i dunno.
13. the character you love of yourself are - erm. i dunno luhs. hahas
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are - my temper.
15. the most ideal person you want to be is - Someone with confidence.
16.for people that care and like you, say something to them - I love all of you. hahas~
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you -
1. Benjamin ( do it again arh)
2. Kevin
3. Lucius
4. Jessica
5. Norton
6. Jaslyn
7. Joey
8. Jia qian
9. Jaren
10. Boong

who is no.6 having relationship with?
- erm. she's single i think. hahas~

Is no.9 a male or female?
- male.

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- no. they both are attached. and they are girls.

How bout no.8 and 5?
- oh my goodness. *faints

What is no.2 studying about?
- IT.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- erm. never before. we chat on tag board and msn.

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- aiyoo. so hard luhs, i dunno. =X

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
- yes yes. a lot. hahas

Will you woo no.3 ?
- hahahaha !! NO. he's my ahh gong.

How about no.7 ?
- she is a girl. i am not a lesbian.

Is no.4 single ?
- yes i think.

What is the surname of no.5?
- NG

What is the nickname of no.10?
- BOONG, hamster.

What is the hobby of no.4?
- shopping ?? i dunno. =X

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
- they dunno each other luhs.

Where is no.2 studying at?
- NYP.

Talk something casually about no.1?
- Nice but bully me always.

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
- I NOT LES LUHS.

Where does no.9 live at?
- Tampines.

What color does no.4 like?
- i dunno. pink ??

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
- erm. no ?

Does no.7 likes no.2?
- as a friend i think.

How do you get to know no.2?
- SU.

Does no.1 have any pets?
- don think so.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- hahas. no. -.-

--- END ---

Xuan and me.

Huan and me. :)

She's trying to peace. -.-

My sweetie !!

Mingli's ribena tree.

Joey and me !! at NDP'07

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER !! :DDD

In uncle's car.

Granny's Swing.

不应该再等待

Crystal ball. hahas~

Bubble !!

L.O.V.E

Boredom !!

And now, his leg. Poor "yang yang".

Poor "Yang yang" broke his arm.

Me and Xiaosi.

我飘呀飘, 飘啊飘, 飘不进你的心中.

The pool we love. :DD

BOOO HOOO !!
Back from that "Mosquito island".
Ohh gosh, i got lots of mosquito bites.
hahas~ Dumb moquitos.
As if they starve for thousand of yrs. hahaha !!

I haven been posting pictures for long.
Soon luhs, rather busy watching drama series nowdays.
hahas~ opps. shouldnt i be studying ??
Promise will post pictures tml. :)

Okay, not much of things nowadays.
Lazy to blog much also, i want watch drama series.
Cos Nicholas Zhang very handsome. =X


For him:
Actually i know long ago that i sldnt be pinning hopes on you. And also, u have been constantly reminding me. But being stubborn, i ignore and told you not to tell me all this again. Thats because i refuse to accept the fact. Its really dumb of me. Because i always thought that maybe after all those things i have done for you, u might get it someday. When you are happy, i am really happy for you. Slowly, ur happiness affects mine also. But its wrong, not all the time when you are happy, that goes the same for me also. I felt i did try my best to acheive my happiness, but i always never realise that doing the best will not get you what u want. I think within these months, i never regret loving you. Because i learn a lot of things. Like things doesnt always go the way u want despite you did your best, therefore you have to take things naturally as it is. If it is meant to be yours, it will. If not, no matter how hard u try it will also not work out. Therefore i learn to take things easily, take it as it goes. I think you made me learn a lot of things within these months in poly, therefore i am really glad to have a good friend like you. :)
I believe i can find my happiness and i believe in you also. U can do the same. Erm, but i see someone already found someone already, don you ?? hahas. All the best then, i expect to see you happy everyday.
But if anytime, feeling bored or troubled. Don worry, i am just a call away. :DD
And don worry, i will disturb you also. hahas.

BOO HOO !!!
Had physics test today.
Don wish to mention how was the test :(
hahas~

Tml i going m'sia.
its going to be boring luhs.
Feeding mosquitos.
I don have many blood luhs. hahas~

I realised i still think of you sometimes.
but i no longer feel sad because maybe you were really not meant to be mine.
Well, just see FATE.
Just purely missing you from the bottom of my heart.
Especially when i have nothing to do.
U will just flash through my mind. hahas~

Oh well, 笑一笑没什么事过不了 !!!
MINGLI JIAYOU !! hahas~
Smile, everything is VERY EASY !!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!
National day was so fun luhs.
we all went crazy !! hahas~

Post pictures next time.
I saw JOEY !!
super shocking. hahas~

Cutting short, i need to rush for sch for tests. :(
Meeting Bryan.
If i am late, he will murder me. =X

Probably going m'sia after that.
so wont be blogging for like 1 day. hahas~
BYE BYE !!
miss everyone. :DDDD

BOOO !!!
No school = Boring
Really damn bored staying at home. =X

Morning wake up very early.
because EARLY BIRDS GOT WORM TO EAT !! hahas~
so i wake up to have breakfast.
and after that i have been playing and doing SJAB stuff until 2 plus in the afternoon.

Had afternoon nap till 5 plus after that.
Super tired luhs. hahas~
Mum say i went to steal chickens yesterday. :DDD

Tml is NATIONAL DAY !!
happy national day people !! hahas~
Got to go for NDP'07 duty tml at marina bay.
Not at all excited, hahas~
i watch it for 4 times already.

Oh ya, got a test on friday.
awww~ sucks.
Physics, kuanko subject. hahas~
BORING. got to study again.
Mugginggg !!! :DDDD

Blog again after my test on friday. hahas~
Tml wont be at hm. :\
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!

Hello ppl !!
Today was a tiring day for my hands.
Because.
POOL AND POOL AND POOL !!

Very addicted to it. hahas~

And i must state !!

I won JACKIE today in pool.

Although it is because he hit the black ball in. hahas !!

but i still won.

Jiawen say ppl who play pool with me like got curse.

Always hit black ball in. hahas~

Okay, lazy to blog.

Spend a lot of money this days playing pool.

We all broke already. :((

hahas~

Bye bye !! :DDD

*Every day i fight back the urge to text you, or call you, telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would. There's a sadness in my smile that only he can replace, but then he was the one who took away the happiness in the first place.

WOW !!!
Wonderful day today. hahas~

Okay, in the morning went out with KJ.
As usual, that dumbass was late. hahas~
So end up meeting him in NYP.
KJ say he hasnt been to NYP before so brought him ard to see see.
But well, we had breakfast at Koufu.
I hate it when he keep saying that NYP sucks and TP is better.
Pls luhs, TP better ?? my foot okay.
hahas~

After eating, walk with that SMOKER to AMK hub.
I told him to walk 10 feets away from me when he smokes. :)
Anti-smoker. :DDD
We went to watch "The Simpsons".
Oh well, I could say its very funny and nice.
Highly recommended !!! :))
" Spider-pig Spider Pig !! " (singing)
Loving spider-pig. hahas~

After the movie, brought him to eat Mango-ice !!
but this troublesome guy is ALLERGIC TO MANGO. -.-
* faints *
so end up he ate milk ice with chocolate.
but he feed me some, and i found out its quite nice luhs.
but i still prefer mine. :)

Walk back to NYP again after eating.
Thanks KJ for accompanying me walk back.
Went back NYP to meet Jeff and Ben.
After that we went to AMK hub again to play pool.
actually wanted to play at Grassroot club.
But Ben was wearing SLIPPERS again.
So we took a cab down to meet Jiawen there.
Jeff pay for it. hahas~

Pool is VERY VERY fun !! :DDD
Because i realised my skills has improved.
and honestly speaking, I played pool so many times.
I never win before, at all.
BUT.
Today is different, I WON JIAWEN 4 TIMES !!!
B A H A H A !!!
he told me not to mention it but it is a must.
hahas !!!
But to give him some face.
Actually i only won once.
As in square and fair.
The other times, is bcos Jiawen hit the black ball in thats why he lose.
But i am really glad i improve a lot.
Because every match i lose, i only left with 1 ball.
hahas !!!
HAPPY HAPPY !!

After abt 2 hrs of pool.
Me and Jiawen decide to head home.
While Ben and Jeff wanted to eat subway. hahas~
And Ben always lose to me.
Jiawen say me and ben are the same.
STUBBORN. :DDD

I think i am quite sick abt Mango.
After eating mango ice today.
Mummy is giving me mango for fruits today.
Ohh gosh, sick of it.

Tml after school either playing pool again or watch *不能说的秘密 with my cliques.
Moviesssss !! hahas~

I still love you just don wish to get hurt anymore.
Therefore, i shall take a step back.
If we were ever meant to be, we will be together eventually. :))
I take it easily.

Stop here today. :\
Bye bye !! tiredddddd.

I AM READY TO START AFRESH.
Well, thanks to the way you treat me.
Made me DON CARE ANYMORE.
Dowan to care abt L.O.V.E anymore.
Seriously it sucks.
I have tried my best, didnt i ?
what more do u expect me to do ??
I am very tired and sick of that feeling.
WHEN U DIDNT EVEN CARE ???!!

I think this wounds and hurts u given me is far more than enough.
Looking at someone who don even care abt my presence is hurtful.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
Thanks for letting me agree with you that LOVE sucks.
Oh well, i learn something through all this.
I think FRIENDS would be just nice for us. * smiles *

Today i fall down, Tml i stand up on my feets again.
Big girls don cry.
I shall let things take naturally.
If we will ever meant to be, fate will prove everything. :DD






We are good friends, don we ??
I will still do my job every morning. :))
You can still call me and share your sorrows with me. :DD
Nanny is always here. :\

Joke Joke Joke !!
Everyone laugh at this joke.
Even James come ask me abt it.

Ohh gosh okay !!
TAY QI HAN is attached.
hahas !!
he's madly in love. :\
Awwww. Yucks.

He forever cannot change his habit of boasting around.
He say althou he don look very handsome.
But he has a lot of Girl-friends.
Laugh my ass off.
Don look very handsome ?
Honestly speaking, he don even look average ??
Don sad Qihan. :DD
I am just stating the truth.

If you hadn't get me on my nerves.
I wouldnt even bother to shoot you this way.
I seriously hate it when u called my name so loudly in sch !!
When i am trying to act as if i dunno you ??!!
Asshole.

Think before you speak luhs.
Gangster, hooligans.
Childish. :\

BOO HOO !!!
Sunday is always a boring day to me.
Tv programmes sucks.
So all i can do is stare at the com and listen to songs.
Now i feel like sleeping.
* snores.

Got lots of new songs today.
Thanks LUCIUS Grandfather for sending me. :))
hahas~ Thanks !!

Okay, i must watch 不能说的秘密 no matter what.
Anyone wanna watch ??
Ben don like to watch chinese movies because he cant understand. :(

Oh ya, anyone got 微笑pasta and 天国的嫁衣 ??
I wanna watch luhs !! hahas.
Anyone has ?? :DDD

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEODORA !! :DD

Okay, blog till here today. :DD
Mingli smiles as she turn back. =)
My eyeslid are closing.
yawns. Bye !! ;)

HELLO !!!
Today whole day stay at home and watch tv.
Watch tv and fill up my thoughts with Tv drama series and tv programme.
Comedy and Horror. Watch over 5 shows today.
I don dare to watch Love movies. :(
Even more horrifying than Horror movies. hahas~
In case i think too much. :)

On monday, I am going out with KJ !!
He's has never been to AMK hub before althou he have just move to Yew Tee.
Dumb dumb KJ.
Say i so excited to go out with him. -.-
I didnt okay ?? hahas~

and i am trying to ask Ben to watch *不能说的秘密 with me.
Asking my cliques also.
wondering how many ppl will pang seh, watch with GF.
hahas~ althou only 1 attached.
but well, i am refering to BRYAN !! hahas~

Boring days before exams. :(
Blog again tml, nothing much to say.
Back to Tv-ing.
Aim to watch as many shows as possible.
My hp is quiet. :(
BYE BYE !!

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORTON !!! :DDDD
Be happy okay !! And i am sure you can do the best out of everything.
Jia you !!
HAPPY KID WITH BIG FAT SMILE !! :))


* 我要我自己坚强我知道我能做到. 我就要活得比从前更好

Today is a GREAT DAY !!

BECAUSE..
Semestral Project is finally down. hahas~
Presentation was alright though i felt nervous at the start.
First time doing presentation in NYP thats why.
Not like SJAB, facing bunch of juniors. :)

That Engineering Mechanics teacher and David Chua shoot lots of Qns.
They very bad, all shoot at Meng Qian.
But well, my group was quite gd at shooting the Qns back. :DD

However, before and after presentation while waiting for the others.
We take photos all along.
As this is the first time we all wear formal except some dumbass.
Everyone wore except that dumbass.
So not into the class luhs.

Okay, honestly speaking.
Those guys wear formal is like so super HANDSOME.
I call them Handsomes. :DD
Especially my cliques !! Ben, Jackie, Jiawen, Bryan, Chye Seng.
Erm, i purposely miss out someone.
Cos seriously he wear just like my uncle. * ah peh *
hahas !!
The others seriously wear formal super handsome. :DDD

After presentation, went for material tech lecture.
and OMG luhs, issit snowing today in Singapore ??
the first time we saw the teacher smile after uncountable lessons ?
and he is extremely friendly today ??
I think we sld buy 4d. hahas !!

When i went out of school at 10 plus, i saw him, i walk past him.
But he was too busy studying his notes that he doesnt notice me.
Oh well. Its okay. :(

After lessons, went to play pool with them till abt 2pm.
Went for maths tutorial at 2 and we seriously was enjoying ourselves.
Because Ah ben and Bryan was playing with tie.
Lame shit. hahas~
I was in the middle of them and therefore being entertain a lot.
hahas !!
With you guys ard, my life is never dark. :DDD

Head for CNC test after maths tutorial.
okay, everyone after test say " FLUNK ALREADY ".
hahas !! super difficult okaY !!
Ben then pester me for his wallet.
And i love bullying Ben !! hahas~
snatching my foolscape and i snatch his calculator.

Okay, I love my classmates.
My cliques. The 7 guys and 1 girl. :DD
I did miss you.
But i need to control my thoughts.
Cos you DIDNT CARE.

刮风这天, 我试过握着你手
但偏偏, 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久, 我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天, 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前, 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏, 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远

翻开随身携带的记事本, 写着许多事都是关於你
你讨厌被冷落, 习惯被守候, 寂寞才找我
我看见自己写下的心情, 把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久, 想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么, 爱的痛了, 痛的哭了, 哭的累了
日记本里页页执着, 记载着你的好, 像上瘾的毒药, 它反覆骗着我
爱的痛了, 痛的哭了, 哭的累了矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手, 闭上眼睛让你走, 烧掉日记重新来过
I CANT DO IT. :((((((

BOOOOO !!!
Today is a long day with short lessons. hahas !!
which means spend a long day in sch, but only had 3 hrs of lesson.
3 hrs of autocadd. Honestly, its madness luhs.
hahaha !! so sick of it. Yucks~
And Autocadd makes Mingli bored.
So Mingli plays with autocadd.
Draw my cliques name and my name.
FUN FUN FUN !! hahas~
Can i pass my exams just doing that ?? hahas !!

After that we got nothing to do already.
Chye seng and Jeff went for some DOTA competition thingy at Suntec.
The others including me was lazy to tag along.
So we went Mac to have breakfast.
I AM VERY VERY SICK OF MACDONALD BREAKFAST GUYS !!
wanted to eat koufu yet no one wanna tag along. :(
So got to eat mac with them. sians~

After eating, pass my lappy to Jiawen and went to meet Lichin.
Went AMK hub together.
She accompany me go find skirt.
Got to wear formal tml. hahas~
Sld be super funny i guess.

After shopping ard for a while, head back to sch.
and stay in the library for quite a while.
Then Xiaosi call me and ask if wanna head hm together.
So went home with Xiaosi.

OKAY, I AM SO LIKE SICK OF THAT HORRIBLE FEELING.
MISSING YOU AND YET U DON SEEMS TO CARE.
THAT KIND OF HEART-BROKEN FEEL IS HORRIBLE.
I REALLY MISS YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
AND LOOKING AT HOW MUCH YOU DON CARE.
I FEEL TOTALLY " NOBODY " TO YOU !!!!

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE YEE !!! :DDD

My name !! :DDD

When you have nothing to do during autocadd. hahas~

I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise this forever
your the PEANUT to my BUTTER
your the STAR to my BURST
your the POP to my TART
your the MILKY to my WAY
your the FRUIT to my LOOP
your the LUCKY to my CHARMS
your the ICE to my CREAM.

But is my promises useful ??

AND I FORGET TO SAY AND SHOUT YEST.
So shall SHOUT AND SCREAM TODAY !!
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR KWEK KIAT JUN !!! "
Old le old le. Must be more mature luhs. hahas !!
Don smoke and smoke okay !! Don drink and drink wine also.
Cigarrette Crave. Early Grave.
Save money and buy me my birthday present which u owe super long.
hahahaha !! i still want them okay !! =P
I dowan prata. =\ hahas.

Lastly, all the best okay.
Miss bullying you. hahas~
Happy birthday BRO !! :)

HELLO !!!
As requested by lots of ppl.
The convo below is cut short already.
hahas !!!

Firstly, i must say abt my dream last night.
Because its a happy dream.
I dream abt us.
I dream we smile, i dream we were together happily.
I swear this is my dream.
The feeling is super realistic.
I could still sense the happiness after i wake up.
It is super realistic and sweet luhs.

However, after i wake up.
I feel sad, because it is merely just a dream despite feeling realistic.
I say i don believe in dreams, but can i trust this ?
I dreamt you say u love me.
But i know that is not true.
I hope i could just slp through just to be with you.
Super sad !!!!! :(

********

Okay, today wore a dress to school.
And everyone start asking me if i have a presentation.
Whats wrong with wearing a dress to school ???
And people start looking and staring.
I don dare to wear le luhs, dumb ppl.

Okay, and i saw Huimei today !!
didnt know she was in NYP also. hahas !!

Had autocadd test today.
And ohh gosh luhs.
I feel like slping totally.
I was doing and dozing once i am thinking of the dimensions and not doing.
Yest slept very late thats why.
Waiting and waiting.
But its okay. :)

I must learn to depend on myself. :DD
Missing you very badly.
I feel like telling you loudly that i love you.
but i don dare see ur reaction. :(