雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來
比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗
還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天
我常常會夢見
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願
你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事
多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你
用我自己的方式
我在你的心裡
有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現
我還在你身邊
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願
你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事
多希望你對我的誠實
一直愛著你
用我自己的方式
愛你是孤單的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事
多希望你對我的誠實
一直愛著你
用我自己的方式
Saturday, March 31, 2007
FLAG DAY 2007. 31/03/2007.
today was flag day !!
as usual the cadets went out to ask for donations.
and get rejected most of the time. HAHAHA. :P
but they tried their best.
YEAH !!! GD JOB BRAVO TEAM !!!
which consist of Area I/C : ME.
Team leader : JUN AN.
and members like- swee ting, wendy, qian yi and karin.
althought we did not came in first cos we got 5 person.
but the spirit is there. u ppl did a gd job.
hahaha. jia you next time.
Bugis and cityhall has too much competitors.
but i can see ur put in the effort and feel very happy abt it.
hahaha.
_* :)
today was flag day !!
as usual the cadets went out to ask for donations.
and get rejected most of the time. HAHAHA. :P
but they tried their best.
YEAH !!! GD JOB BRAVO TEAM !!!
which consist of Area I/C : ME.
Team leader : JUN AN.
and members like- swee ting, wendy, qian yi and karin.
althought we did not came in first cos we got 5 person.
but the spirit is there. u ppl did a gd job.
hahaha. jia you next time.
Bugis and cityhall has too much competitors.
but i can see ur put in the effort and feel very happy abt it.
hahaha.
_* :)
Friday, March 30, 2007
TODAY WAS GREAT !!!!!!!
went to sjab today. and it was great.
hahaha. cos after SJAB. we all went out and eat.
me, xiaosi, boong, melissa, leslie, gerald, chen hao and zhengyee.
then grace join in after that.
but before that, it was even better.
i saw HIM !!
okay. its leslie who spotted him.
leslie told me he saw him and i thought leslie " bluff " me.
cos he usually did that.
so xiaosi went to check it out.
realli its him.
i was surprised also. hahaha.
he was there. with his friend i suppose. hahaha.
i couldn't believe it also. OMG.
sad memories flash past.
went to sjab today. and it was great.
hahaha. cos after SJAB. we all went out and eat.
me, xiaosi, boong, melissa, leslie, gerald, chen hao and zhengyee.
then grace join in after that.
but before that, it was even better.
i saw HIM !!
okay. its leslie who spotted him.
leslie told me he saw him and i thought leslie " bluff " me.
cos he usually did that.
so xiaosi went to check it out.
realli its him.
i was surprised also. hahaha.
he was there. with his friend i suppose. hahaha.
i couldn't believe it also. OMG.
sad memories flash past.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
HOW ????!!
Going for sjab today !!
at TPSS again lah.
tml is flag day !!!
* everyone if u see us on the road. pls kindly donate to the SJAB ppl.
its hard to ask someone for donations. so pls donate. * smiles *
meeting boong later and i suppose she is going to be late again.
but i gotta go shopping later.
need to buy his present.
and uncle ask me to help him buy thumbdrive.
so end up who knows i might be the one late.
hahaha. :)
and i haven decide how to pass to him. :(
Going for sjab today !!
at TPSS again lah.
tml is flag day !!!
* everyone if u see us on the road. pls kindly donate to the SJAB ppl.
its hard to ask someone for donations. so pls donate. * smiles *
meeting boong later and i suppose she is going to be late again.
but i gotta go shopping later.
need to buy his present.
and uncle ask me to help him buy thumbdrive.
so end up who knows i might be the one late.
hahaha. :)
and i haven decide how to pass to him. :(
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ISSIT REALLY THAT BAD ??
buying a birthday present and give it to the person through someone is it realli that bad ?
as in like cowardly. :(
by mail its expensive.
or i mail it myself.
i know his address.
but it sound so far. and i felt that i will look like a idiot ??
We already had no more chance.
Ask around for ideas then.
FLAG DAY !! 31/3/07
this coming sat is SJAB flag day !!
will i get to see him ??
where is he going ?
SUNDAY IS COUNTING $ DAY.
going to HQ to count money.
is he going ?
i wonder. :)
buying a birthday present and give it to the person through someone is it realli that bad ?
as in like cowardly. :(
by mail its expensive.
or i mail it myself.
i know his address.
but it sound so far. and i felt that i will look like a idiot ??
We already had no more chance.
Ask around for ideas then.
FLAG DAY !! 31/3/07
this coming sat is SJAB flag day !!
will i get to see him ??
where is he going ?
SUNDAY IS COUNTING $ DAY.
going to HQ to count money.
is he going ?
i wonder. :)
THKS XIAOSI !!
Yeah. thks xiaosi.
she promised to help me to pass the gift to him !! hahaha.
if not i don think i have the courage to do so also.
so thks so much.
i more or less have the idea what to buy for him.
although i don know if he might like it a not.
at first i thought of mailing it to him.
but its seriously stupid i felt.
sending someone a package when he also live in singapore.
HAHAHA.
and its expensive also. :)
lastly, i wanna thks xiaosi again !!
MEDICAL CHECKUP !!
went for my medical checkup todaY !!
at SATA at bedok.
at first my mum was there to accompany me.
but.
she went shopping after that.
SO nice of her leaving me alone.
then i waited and waited.
and disturb eugene while waiting. HAHAHA. sorry abt that.
and eugene told me that it might take at least half a day for the check up. -.-"
but i only waited an hr plus for registration.
while the check up which include X-ray, urine test, blood pressure check, BMI and eyesight checkup.
ONLY take 15 mins.
eugene told me and hr for each check up. -.-"
okay. i hope my medical report was okay.
cos i eat too much sweets nowadays. :)))
Yeah. thks xiaosi.
she promised to help me to pass the gift to him !! hahaha.
if not i don think i have the courage to do so also.
so thks so much.
i more or less have the idea what to buy for him.
although i don know if he might like it a not.
at first i thought of mailing it to him.
but its seriously stupid i felt.
sending someone a package when he also live in singapore.
HAHAHA.
and its expensive also. :)
lastly, i wanna thks xiaosi again !!
MEDICAL CHECKUP !!
went for my medical checkup todaY !!
at SATA at bedok.
at first my mum was there to accompany me.
but.
she went shopping after that.
SO nice of her leaving me alone.
then i waited and waited.
and disturb eugene while waiting. HAHAHA. sorry abt that.
and eugene told me that it might take at least half a day for the check up. -.-"
but i only waited an hr plus for registration.
while the check up which include X-ray, urine test, blood pressure check, BMI and eyesight checkup.
ONLY take 15 mins.
eugene told me and hr for each check up. -.-"
okay. i hope my medical report was okay.
cos i eat too much sweets nowadays. :)))
Sunday, March 25, 2007
SINGAPOREANS DOESN'T KNOW WHERE PARKWAY PARADE IS LOCATED.
Guess what ? during SJAB that day.
We had some " SINGAPORE MAP " and " EXPLORE SINGAPORE " lesson with foong ming.
hahaha. she doesnt know :
1st equation :
MARINE PARADE = PARKWAY PARADE = OPPOSITE ROXY SQUARE
2nd equation :
MARINE PARADE not equals to MARINA SQUARE
Of cos. she got to memorize this equations or leslie, me and xs will kill her.
* Singapore govt need to tk note that Singapore has got to place more road signs and make " SINGAPORE MAP " as one of the subjects in school. :)
_*i wonder abt flag day with ppl without sense of direction.
MR.BEAN'S HOLIDAYS.
At first i thought i could watc it with my cousin.
but he watch with his friends.
*sobz.
anyone wanna watch that ??
there is so many movies i wanna watch.
but no $. no time. no one is free.
HIS BIRTHDAY.
abt one wk later or more is going to be his birthday !!
Should i buy him a present ??
but how do i pass it to him ??
haiz. or should i just wish him ??
MISSING HIM.
Guess what ? during SJAB that day.
We had some " SINGAPORE MAP " and " EXPLORE SINGAPORE " lesson with foong ming.
hahaha. she doesnt know :
1st equation :
MARINE PARADE = PARKWAY PARADE = OPPOSITE ROXY SQUARE
2nd equation :
MARINE PARADE not equals to MARINA SQUARE
Of cos. she got to memorize this equations or leslie, me and xs will kill her.
* Singapore govt need to tk note that Singapore has got to place more road signs and make " SINGAPORE MAP " as one of the subjects in school. :)
_*i wonder abt flag day with ppl without sense of direction.
MR.BEAN'S HOLIDAYS.
At first i thought i could watc it with my cousin.
but he watch with his friends.
*sobz.
anyone wanna watch that ??
there is so many movies i wanna watch.
but no $. no time. no one is free.
HIS BIRTHDAY.
abt one wk later or more is going to be his birthday !!
Should i buy him a present ??
but how do i pass it to him ??
haiz. or should i just wish him ??
MISSING HIM.
Installing Love
Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?
Tech Support: What programs are running ?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?
Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components." What should I do?
Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?
Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?
Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you, God.
Okay. i got this from Jaren's blog after reading boong's blog. yeah. i find it very interesting. so i copy and paste just like what boong did. HAHA. :)
Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?
Tech Support: What programs are running ?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?
Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components." What should I do?
Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?
Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?
Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you, God.
Okay. i got this from Jaren's blog after reading boong's blog. yeah. i find it very interesting. so i copy and paste just like what boong did. HAHA. :)
Thursday, March 22, 2007
NO TIME !!
wont have much time to blog today.
so i wake up earlier to blog.
i am going SJAB today.
back to TPSS.
so if i have the time.
i blog again at night. :)
so i wake up earlier to blog.
i am going SJAB today.
back to TPSS.
so if i have the time.
i blog again at night. :)
[ a POEM gabriel CREATED]
I'm in despair
My darkest days
Fleeting as a dream
was the sight of him
my passion,
my loveburns
without a trace
and he doesn't take
a glance at my face
my soul will turn cold
why can't you see
the day you said no
your words have pierced me
i'm sick and weak from this condition
love, a vampiric addiction
I am a prayer
for your loneliness
or do you consider
the binds of my lowliness
folded your arms
your mesmeric sway
to dance with you under the moon
will be my golden day
i am held within
my heart, a barless prison
love has conquered
distorted my vision.
BY: GABRIEL !
hey. thks gabriel !! hahaha. actually he think the poem was not realli okay.
but i felt it was great. honestly lah. hahaha.
its great. :)
meeting XS tml !!! go buy new sjab uni.
excited !! okay, what am i excited abt ???
hahaha. new UNI !! new start ?? hahaha.
LOVING SJAB !! <3 AND HIM.
:)_*
I'm in despair
My darkest days
Fleeting as a dream
was the sight of him
my passion,
my loveburns
without a trace
and he doesn't take
a glance at my face
my soul will turn cold
why can't you see
the day you said no
your words have pierced me
i'm sick and weak from this condition
love, a vampiric addiction
I am a prayer
for your loneliness
or do you consider
the binds of my lowliness
folded your arms
your mesmeric sway
to dance with you under the moon
will be my golden day
i am held within
my heart, a barless prison
love has conquered
distorted my vision.
BY: GABRIEL !
hey. thks gabriel !! hahaha. actually he think the poem was not realli okay.
but i felt it was great. honestly lah. hahaha.
its great. :)
meeting XS tml !!! go buy new sjab uni.
excited !! okay, what am i excited abt ???
hahaha. new UNI !! new start ?? hahaha.
LOVING SJAB !! <3 AND HIM.
:)_*
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
hey. one day blog so many.
hahaha.
sooo BORED !
oh ya. that day zone 8 had our FAC competition at Greenview.
oh man. i seriously miss those days when my team join FAC.
1st yr(2004):
Venue: Peicai secondary.
Team: NC 10.
I/C- farhah. 2nd- ME. 3rd- joanna. 4th- cleone. Reserved- siying.
oh man. i miss those times. althou we didnt win any trophy. but the training we had was great with mdm vanessa, mdm grace andall different lecturers. Sir zhi wei also. that yr we got 6th among 13 teams.
we quite happy lah. cos we promise vanessa to get 8th and below.
hahaha. and we own her lots of pumping for our mistakes during trainer.
2nd yr(2005):
Venue: Duman high school.
Team: NC 2.
I/C- farhah. 2nd- ME. 3rd- Joanna. 4th- siying. Reserved- shimin.
cleone didnt want to join. so siying took over.
every yr we practice very hard with our seniors.
hahaha.
its was a great time. and good memories.
I MISS THOSE TIMES !!
YR 2006.
we didnt join as nursing adult.
we regreted.
cos we can no longer join FAC anymore.
=(
hahaha.
sooo BORED !
oh ya. that day zone 8 had our FAC competition at Greenview.
oh man. i seriously miss those days when my team join FAC.
1st yr(2004):
Venue: Peicai secondary.
Team: NC 10.
I/C- farhah. 2nd- ME. 3rd- joanna. 4th- cleone. Reserved- siying.
oh man. i miss those times. althou we didnt win any trophy. but the training we had was great with mdm vanessa, mdm grace andall different lecturers. Sir zhi wei also. that yr we got 6th among 13 teams.
we quite happy lah. cos we promise vanessa to get 8th and below.
hahaha. and we own her lots of pumping for our mistakes during trainer.
2nd yr(2005):
Venue: Duman high school.
Team: NC 2.
I/C- farhah. 2nd- ME. 3rd- Joanna. 4th- siying. Reserved- shimin.
cleone didnt want to join. so siying took over.
every yr we practice very hard with our seniors.
hahaha.
its was a great time. and good memories.
I MISS THOSE TIMES !!
YR 2006.
we didnt join as nursing adult.
we regreted.
cos we can no longer join FAC anymore.
=(
Monday, March 19, 2007
Sunday, March 18, 2007
MATTER 1:
today is FAC competition.
the cadets did well.
realli well. i am proud of them. =)
i am touched to see how like perform.
MATTER 2:
i feel like crying bcos of his smile today.
it wasnt normal.
he treat other so friendly but me ?
its just isnt normal.
he make me felt like giving up.
but i dowan.
i dowan. can we try again ?
i need to talk to him.
A gd talk.
MATTER 3:
someone smile at me today ?? hahaha.
SHOCKED !!
" C " smile at me ???
then a nice friend of me.
say " HEY !! the person u are looking for is there ???!! "
i was like: " who ???!! "
She say :" there there there !! "
i turn and OMG shocked of my life.
" C " is there, WC,HIM,kk,Z is all there ???
then she was pointing right at them.
they stared at me cos she say it so loudly.
i blush. so paiseh !!
and she continues: there !! Z is there !! u looking for him right ?? "
all of them stare at me ??? and Z also.
she say sooo loudly !!
i blush double.
so i pull her away and ask: " what do u know ?? what u heard ??? "
she say: " arent u looking for Z ??? "
i say: " where the hell u heard that from ??? "
she say: " i anyhow say one lah !!!?? "
Oh man. she scared the life out of me.
AHHHH~ so scared.
i am scared that he might misunderstood.
NOT Z. its HIM.
LETS TRY AGAIN CAN ???!! <3 sobz.
today is FAC competition.
the cadets did well.
realli well. i am proud of them. =)
i am touched to see how like perform.
MATTER 2:
i feel like crying bcos of his smile today.
it wasnt normal.
he treat other so friendly but me ?
its just isnt normal.
he make me felt like giving up.
but i dowan.
i dowan. can we try again ?
i need to talk to him.
A gd talk.
MATTER 3:
someone smile at me today ?? hahaha.
SHOCKED !!
" C " smile at me ???
then a nice friend of me.
say " HEY !! the person u are looking for is there ???!! "
i was like: " who ???!! "
She say :" there there there !! "
i turn and OMG shocked of my life.
" C " is there, WC,HIM,kk,Z is all there ???
then she was pointing right at them.
they stared at me cos she say it so loudly.
i blush. so paiseh !!
and she continues: there !! Z is there !! u looking for him right ?? "
all of them stare at me ??? and Z also.
she say sooo loudly !!
i blush double.
so i pull her away and ask: " what do u know ?? what u heard ??? "
she say: " arent u looking for Z ??? "
i say: " where the hell u heard that from ??? "
she say: " i anyhow say one lah !!!?? "
Oh man. she scared the life out of me.
AHHHH~ so scared.
i am scared that he might misunderstood.
NOT Z. its HIM.
LETS TRY AGAIN CAN ???!! <3 sobz.
Friday, March 16, 2007
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
COUSINS attack !!
my cousins are flooding my hse.
AHHHH~ 3 younger cousins.
attacking my PS.
i cant play. =(
its my last mth of hols okay.
i am going to start school soon.
i am excited abt it !! yeah !!
AHHHH~ 3 younger cousins.
attacking my PS.
i cant play. =(
its my last mth of hols okay.
i am going to start school soon.
i am excited abt it !! yeah !!
Friday, March 9, 2007
New blogskin !! steamboat outing..
look at junwei.kevin and denver. not 18 buy beer.
Qy and me. =D
see how clean rx and kevin table is. but, that kevin went both sides of the tables to gobble what we cooked. baddy !!
Look at the mess me and qiying have done at the steamboat restuarant. one attacking the cockles. another attacking the crab !!hahaha. i love crabbs. =P
and they say i am deep frying the chicken meat. cos i put too much butter on it till it looks so much like deep frying. hahaha.
Qy actually has no two bowl of cockles eaten. however, one of them is fake !!
she took too much beef and she cant finish it so she put some shells to cover it.
i knew it !!
sorry boong also. suppose to hang out with u today but i seriously don feel like going out after eating steamboat with my classmates yest. SORRYYYY !
and credits to JuvOne for my nice blog. thks a lot !
<3missinghim.
Saturday, March 3, 2007
Workplan seminar + Snco POP part 2._*
TPSJAB STD 4s 2007. =D
the ACSM. zheng yee.=XX
singyuen.=)
kwok chiang's turn. =O
Jun an. =D
chen hao. =p
bing cheng receiving rank from sir william.
preparing for photo taking.*
ppl busy wrapping gifts._*
look at those door gifts ???!! =PPP
busy with those gifts for workplan seminar._*
RSM. =)
ice breaking inbetween those juniors.=DD
see how tpss juniors help out in the workplan seminar with the others._*
look at the trainees in the parade.*
how nice with the colours_*Snco POP 2006_* parade_part 1
how nicely done !! *
lots of ppl helping out in this event. i saw sir ben !! _*
see how neat. where is terence ??
ugly posture of me and cass._*
me and cassandra. the parade's orderly.
sir pia tat trying to form up the parade.
snco 2006 pop at CCHM. Snco 2006~
look at how well terence acting skills is* =p
those seniors.*
Snco trainer. orangeeeee tee. 2006_*SNCO 2005_*
team 1 to team 10 in snco 2005._^
whole snco 2005. missing everyone i know.*
jasmine and me trying very hard._*
hold on peeps ! team 6 2005.*
struggling to get everyone up. team 6 with their advisor._* andy and jun xiang.
just found this pic from somewhere. my team in snco 2005._* i lovesss them.
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