I still trust you despite her appearance. Cos i don trust her.

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGE.

I hate her. I seldom hate someone that much.

And i hate her a lot. Because of her, everything change. And i dislike this changes. Why does she wants to enter my life ? what motive does she has ? Why she wanna know if that is true ? Why she wanna tell me that ? why why why ? Totally no link okay.

She got a bf then stick to him. Leave us alone.

Everything she do, has a motive behind. A bad one.

She is out to destroy.

Can she scram ?? I dislike her to the core. Cos she made everything in between us change.

Trust gone. Everything is gone. It becomes meaningless again.

Walking human with dead heart.

GET OFF SINGLE TRACK !!

Eh. Pls. Guys who are already attached. Don do things that makes u look like u are not. Or do things that makes ppl think u sooner or later will break up with ur gf and run away with someone else okay !! All this actions make me wanna puke. It also makes me wanna run to ur gf and tell her all abt the things u have done. Don show too much care and concern for other girls if u are attached. All this actions beside making me wanna puke, doesnt really make any other effect. Get ur freaking legs off that single track. Stop pretending u are single okay ???!! I am not at all interested. If u wanna carry on staying on the single track then get of my way. And don let me see you again. Or get back quietly to ur attached track, and stay loyal to ur gf. Never ever use " i got no more feelings for you " as a EXCUSE to break. And this apply to all girls also okay. Damn ****ing pissed okay !!!

Girls who are attached also. Pls arh. Don flirt around with guys. Or stick around with them. Its freaks me out. And i just feel like running to u and slap u right in the face. ( most importantly, u arent pretty at all ). Then stick to ur bf now, u may not even find another one if u break up with them. Okay, i know i totally sound like a bitch but i seriously don give it a damn alright ???!! My personal blog, don spam, leave if u are unhappy. :)

Attached-stay loyal. Single- stay on track.

SU FAMILY !!! =P

Grandfather act cute. =/ opps. jk.

Er jie so cute. lols.

Me and Granduncle Ben. =)

HUNGRY GHOST !! lols. opps. =P

I love Er jie !! lols.

Random shot.

Me and Er jie acting mad. lols.

Da jie and MOTHER.<3

XIAOMEI. DA JIE. ER JIE.

Da jie and me. =)

Sister-hood. :)

Friends Forever.

More more more.

May 19.

Sweet !!

More coming :)

Neoprints.._*

THANKS MUM AND DAD !! I LOVE YOU.

Went to some webbie and saw some slideshow which make me cry again. The slideshow is super sad lah. Let me realise how much my parents have done for me. Let me think back abt childhood also. http://parentswish.com/site01/big.html . Try to visit it lah. Its super saddening. I didnt want to cry also but my tears just cant listen to me. I can only say I LOVE MY PARENTS FOR EVERYTHING. :)

Abt today. Nothing much lah. Didnt see him. Sad. Had engineering drawing test. Okay, i know how to do. lols. happy !! lols. but as usual i was slping at maths lecture. Today is wednesday. I need to save money. I need to buy lots of thing, like pants and tee. lols. Save and spend. New quote. SAVE AND SPEND. lols !!!

U promise me u wont stop me from anything. So i just wanna love you, treat u nice forever. :)

29 MAY.

29 may in my 16 yrs of life has always been extremely memorable. But this yr is EXTREMELY EXTREMELY MEMORABLE !! lols. I love my life now. Love the ppl around me. Love everything.

Okay, thousand of thanks to this ppl. Firstly is my SU family. lols. Mother Shikin,Poh lin papa, Peiying Da jie, Theodora Er jie, Granduncle Benjamin, Grandfather Lucius. Secondly is my classmates, Li chin, Chris, Bryan, Alwyn, Jackie, Jiawen, Chye seng, Benjamin, Meng qian, Haodu, Ray and Jeff. Thanks u ppl for that surprise. And also ppl like, Yeeleng, Fiona, Jay, Matthew, Chin and Jialin. lols. And Siying and Leslie. lols. Thanks for everything.

Okay, thanks a lot to ppl who wish me a happy birthday on msn or sms or phone call or friendster. Ppl like Geraldine Chem, Qiying, Benjamin Lim, Sir fairus, Xiaosi, Joanna, Joey, Jia ying, Lishi, Eugene, KJ and HIM and blah blah blah. lols. Thanks thanks thanks. :))

I really enjoy myself yest. A lot. Thanks for the cake. Its super nice. ( althou super fattening ). lols. I had a big piece. lols. And those presents. All really very nice, i love it a lot. Thanks ppl.

I arent unhappy today. I really enjoy myself. What happen yest was all plan. All plan by ppl who wants to spoil my birthday. Its not anyone fault. Not even that ... that tag my blog. Anyway, its all over. I don blame anyone. So no one is suppose to get guilty abt it. :))

Don stop me from loving you. :)

Family cake. lols.

Card from siying !! lols.

Brought myself new shoes.

From Yee leng and Fiona. Thanks !!! lols. love ya.

I like the pattern behind. lols.

From my family.

From my classmates. thanks.

Card from Da jie. :)

A card from Leslie !! thanks !!

A birthday present from Lichin, Chris, Haodu, Meng Qian and Alwyn. Thanks !!

This is only 1 quarter of the plates of food we eaten. lols.

SUPER UNGLAM !! ( eating Cha sabo )

Eating and eating. lols.

Jia lin act cute. lols. Jk.

Went to sakae to eat eat eat !! lols. Cha Sabo. Jia Lin's favourite. lols.

Neoprints !! lols. On my birthday !!

SCREWED UP.

Whatever lah. Regarding the person who frame me and Jessica on Norton's blog is simply childish. Say i act then act lor. Whatever lah. I had enough. AND I MEAN ENOUGH !! EVERYTHING OKAY !! I feel totally screwed up today. Thanks a lot arh. I guess thats ur motive right ? see everything screwed up on my birthday ??!! HAPPY ?? See it now ? Let me tell you even better things, i cried myself to slp ??? HAPPY ??? Arent u smiling away ? WHATEVER OKAY !!?? scold me all u like here in my blog. Not in others and make a scence over there.

And regarding that matter, I simply dunno what to do lah. If mother and granduncle Ben didnt band me from saying vulgarities. I dunno how many words is going to appear here.

And also thousand of thanks to ppl who msg me at night saying happy birthday !! Thats when u will see true friends around you. Thanks ppl !!

GTG. needa rush to sch. late !! Happy birhday to myself. :)

Mingli is getting unfriendly.

WHAT THE HELL !!!

Who the hell anyhow use my name go tag ppl's blog lor. want tag the person blog also don dare to admit, don dare use his/her own name. What a coward. ARGGGG~~~ super pissed off. What a birthday gift. I now super bad mood. SCRAM !!!!!!!! I so long never cry le and now u succeed le okay, making me cry. I dunno lah. Its just too much lor. Whoever dislike me, come tag my blog scold me lah. Need to anyhow sabo ppl mah ? whatever it is, if i ever did anything wrong that makes u dislike me. Sorry okay ? Leave my friends alone. And i meant it. Leave my friends alone.

ABT TODAY AND TML.

Today is 28 may 2007. Tml is 29 may 2007. And its my birthday !! lols. happy !! ( i hope my birthday wish will come true someday. )

Okay, today is physics day. Ppl who regularly read my blog sld know what happens every monday. Dowan to elaborate further. Today is great, cos i saw him. lols. lalalala. How i wish this happens everyday. lols.

And my friends ask me bring extra clothing tml, i have a extremely bad feeling abt this warning. lols. Water ? Eggs ? Flour ? or what ?? omg. I cant imagine it. After that i am going to go out with Da jie and Er jie to town. lols. boredom. nothing i dislike abt this days. maybe just some ppl around ? lols.

Okay, lets emo-ing again. From what my heart tells me. I needed you a lot. And i mean A LOT. A lot more than i expected. Everything becomes a habit. I dowan to shake those habits off. Will god make my wish come true ? how many percent ? thats qns really makes me think. But all i could say is i dunno. I only know doing all the best i could to prove to god that i really love you deep down from my heart. Although all this is 1 sided. But i will never give up. If this yr, god doesnt make my birthday wish come true. There is always next yr, always next next yr. I believe one day god will be touched and let my wish come true. I believe in us. :)

I love to treat you nice. Love to accompany you till you slp. If i am allowed to do so. :)<3

2 BIRTHDAY WISHES FOR YR 2007.

I wanted 2 wishes from god. First wish is a secret. Second wish is god will work harder to fulfill my first wish. Ppl usually get 3 wishes. But i only want 2. So god can concentrate on my 2 wishes instead of 3. To god : " pls work hard for my 2 wishes. thanks :) ".

Okay, thanks Siying !! lols. I have received the birthday card u send to me by mail today. lols. Rather touched by it. lols. I love Siying !! ( as a friend ). Friends forever !! I wont forget you girl. lols. I will try my best to organise a squad outing soon. lols. Missing Std4'06. :)

Boreddd. Today i slp till 11 in the morning and wake up to help my mum with some work. Then back to slp again at abt 2. Then slp all the way till 5. Okay, i am bored thats why i slp a lot.

My cousin and her friends left my hse already. lols. Rather inconvenient but once in a lifetime sld be okay. lols. Okay, nothing much to say. Stop here today. :)


Treating you nice becomes a habit of mine. I miss you lots.<3

THANKS ARH XIAOSI. -.-"

See Xiaosi see. I say i gonna blog abt you. Cos Xiaosi is my bff. My best friend forever. And then she did something really hurting to me that i dunno i sld laugh or cry over it. Thanks arh. SHE FORGOTTEN ALL ABT MY BIRTHDAY !! thanks arh. Okay, i never say i expect a present. But at least my best friend sld rmb. sobs sobs. :( haiz. its okay. i am use to it. lols.

I will rmb ur birthday de. Don worry. lols. I wont be so mei liang xin. I love xiaosi soo much. :(

JEALOUSY.

Jealousy jealousy jealousy. Thats bcos i care too much for you. Not bcos i am sensitive or think too much. Its bcos i love you too much althou u don feel the same. Thats why u think i think too much. But female most sensitive tastebud is sour. Sour - Jealousy. I don think u guys will understand. lols. I also don like to be jealous but thats bcos i care for you too much. And i arent a unreasonable person. Just like what happen last night, i can understand one. No worries. * smiles *. :)


I always think too much cos i love you too much.<3

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever.

NO MORE GEOK.

No more talking abt geok. So irritating. Dunno why, i don like her totally. And never going to like her. I dowan to talk abt her anymore. In case someone gets interested then the world is going to end for me. arggggg. geok geok geok. yucks !!

Okay, Just woke up. Cos i super tired just now, and i slept in bus. Lucky i woke up before my stop. If not i die lor. And i am rather happy, cos i finally understand abt CNC programming after 4 lessons. LOLS. Like finally lah, decided to really learn something before the exams and hols. Cos hols i like super busy with SJ camps. So ya, no time to study. Thinking of maybe bringing books to study there. But MINGLI where will realli study, got free time she might as well slp. LOLS. I know myself well. lols. okay, nothing much to say for today.

Why i was happy that day, and why was i sad that day. The ans is so clear, i don have to say it out. Happy or sad bcos of him. He sld know. But if he wants to ignore my nonsense then i dunno lah. I just wanna love the way i want to love. Even if he wants to DON CARE it, i cant do anything. I can only wait and wait and wait for him to care cos i care. lols.

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side, forever and ever.

SOBS.

Hmm. today arent a gd day !! lols. cos firstly, i was late for school. First time, late bcos i overslept. Dunno why, super tired today. Maybe not enough slp last night bcos i am thinking too much. yawns. Had breakfast in the lesson, and rush my assignment. boring lah, lesson is boring !! lols.

Had 3 hrs break today, boredom. Didnt go AMK hub cos no one wants to pei me go. sobs. I want to eat mango ice !! Tml tml tml !! 2 hrs break. lols. Went to library with those guys, play with laptop. lols. Then mother ask me go SU room. So i went to SU room with Jiawen. lols. And see Granduncle ben practice singing. But he didnt sing at all. Just mumbling sometimes. lols. Then Jiawen wanted to go back so i went back to the library. LOLS.

Today is bad. I never see him. :(

HAPPY DAY !!

Don ask me why i super happy. I am just happy of what happen today. lols. :)

Today lesson was okay, i was rather tired today. So i slp during maths and manufacturing tech lesson. yawn. lols. omg. exams coming !! I super worry lah. Super worry abt my maths and engineering mechanics. I simply cant get them right lah. I sound stupid. argggg~

Today morning took 969 with Zyma and we tried a new bus to Yio chu kang mrt from yishun. lols. lucky never get lost. I scared trying new bus will get lost and then i dunno how to go hm !! sobs. The 2 bus is much more faster than 72 lah. lols. okay, tk less of 72 cos its super long and slow.

After school went to Tampines inter to meet foongming. Pass her that csm thingy and head hm. boredddddddd. I miss her so much and we talk less. sobs.

Am i going to leave sjab ? still a qns mark. Sickening JUNE !!! argggg. :(

JUNE IS NIGHTMARE TOO.

Course day 1 is on 2nd June 2007 from 0745hrs to 1730hrs
Course day 2 is on 3rd June 2007 from 0745hrs to 1300hrs
SNCO Pre-camp is on 12th June 2007 (Time will be given in due course.)
Camp days are from 14th June 2007 to 17th June 2007.

There will be a promotion interview on 4th June 2007 (Monday) outside St John Headquarters Zone 8 room. All involved personnel are to report by 1915hrs in full brigade uniform. All personnel are reminded to be punctual. ( can skip ? ) AHHH !! lols.

June is equally sickening and busy like May.

My birthday in 7 days time !! weee~

CLASS TEE !!!!

YAY !! my class is making our class tee. Its just the design and colour prob now, we have ask quite a lot of ppl. They super on. They just say okay !! lols. Last time i ask my secondary sch class, their reaction will be like, " u paid arh ? ". so no class tee till now. lols. Lucky now my class super steady now.

Then after school went to SU room for like 10 mins, Granduncle and Grandfather practising singing. Then mother went for lesson, super bored. So i only stay for a while. lols. SUPER SIAN !! then weiming uncle keep irritate me. So off i go.


I miss you like hell. :)

HAPPENINGS.

So many stuff happen today lah. lols. Today morning i took 72 lucky never meet that pervert. Yucks. lols. okay, after physics lesson we went koufu and eat, then went for lecture. lots of pictures to upload also. boredddd. lols.

Okay, today had a surprise class test on engineering mechanics. Omg, so surprising for me lah. cos i know nothing ?? lols. nah, lazy to elaborate further. Just guess my score. lols. 5qns = 100 marks. thanks arh teacher. :)

Then after that we went back early at 4. Thanks CS for fetching me and Zyma to Enous mrt station. CS driving skills best. lols. steady also. Then me and Zyma took 67 back to tampines inter. Then went TM shop shop. Great singapore sale coming !! save money and go on diet. So i got money to shop !! lols.

After that, on my way back hm. I meet KJ !! who i haven seen for long. I was so shocked lah, and all he did was to make my hair messy and walk off by saying " u are still as short ". Thanks so much lah bro. sobs. okay. let the pics do the talking.

See. she's shy taking photo.

Me and THEO SIS. GEMINI AND LEO. :)

Me and SIS again. lols.

Our legs !!! lols.

Me and Peiying ( my sis )._*

Me and Yeeleng. :)

SU DINNER !!

Yest night was SU dinner !! lols.SUPER FUN i could say. Make more new friends and form a family tree with it. LOLS. Introducing our mother, Shikin. My 2 elder sis, Theo and Peiying. Our grandfather, Lucius. Our uncles, Wei ming and Benjamin. Erm, anyone we miss out ?? shit. I got STM. Sorry arh, our family tree a bit messy. Like join everywhere lah. lols.

Sorry benjamin uncle and Wei ming uncle arh ( sound so old ). Peiying and me have been causing blueblacks on u guys hands. But Peiyng more fierce lah. Her piniching skills best right ?? lols.

And Peiying my dear sister. I wannasee those pics. Monday bring cable and camera okay ? i upload to my lappy. lols.

And advertising time, Blades of Glory is super nice. lols. GO watch it. Its super funny. Watch it yest with -Peiying, Yeeleng, Justin, Poh lin, Alex, Matthew, Jay and blah blah blah. Forget le. LOLS. That show is nice !! lols.

I hope u are happy. don be sad. :)

I dowan to make a comment on anthing. Just don drag me into it. I am not the hindrance between ur. Carry on ur way.

STAND STRONG.

Okay, this heading and my post is totally not related. Just that i read somebody's blog and i felt he should stand strong. I want to help him but I cant really do much for him cos i sldnt interfer, but i just want to let him know that they are ppl in this world that seriously treasure ppl around them. Not the whole world is like that. Shouldnt elaborate further, cos i shouldnt interfer. This is just a comment. :)

Okay, back to what i wanna say. Today got SU ( student union ) dinner. lols. Movies before that, and i am going to be broke. lols. Going to watch blades of glory. The planning is totally screwed up actually. Wasnt plan well due to short time, so whatever it is. U wanna go, just join.
Venue : Plaza singapura GV.
Time : 1.15p.m. ( pls don be late )

And guys who are meeting us later after the movie. Pls jus msg me or the others abt what time u meeting us. For ur info, that movie starts at 2.45. So it sld end abt 5 or 4plus.

Sldnt have the time to blog tonight. Thats why i am blogging this morning. Yawns. Peiying !! are we meeting earlier ?? i want go walk walk. :)


*Rmb i am always here for you when u feel helpless. I will stay by u. :)

ALONE.

Today i am alone. Sad, my family went malaysia. I am going to slp alone. I am scared and lonely.

Okay, today is a wierd day. I was late in the morning, bcos Xiaosi was late meeting me. And then I call ben asking him help me tk my lab stuff from our locker. Then i was thinking of a reason to ask ben help me tell teacher. Then Xiaosi ask me say bus broke down. I was like oh okay. Then after hanging up with ben. Guess what ???!! the bus really broke down after that. I am already late for lesson le lah, and then the bus broke down. Thanks Xiaosi for that comment lah. I love her so much.

Then in the afternoon, went AMK hub with Ben, Bryan and Jeff. Eaten mango ice again. And my 60 bucks is running away. lols. Then we went to play pool. S0 much fun, we play till we pon maths tutorial. lols. Then went back to school for CNC programming lesson. Very tired.

After school, actually wanted to go library with the guys. But i went hm with Xiaosi instead. LOLS. Then again, something wierd happen. Xiaosi was sitting beside me. And then my phone rang, Caller Id show its calling with Xiaosi's hse. I was like : " huh ???!! " Xiaosi beside me how to call me ? Xiaosi also shocked. Then i pass the phone to Xiaosi, she ans and it was her dad. Actually her dad want to call her, but call wrongly, and so JUST NICE i was beside Xiaosi. So they talk through my phone. Xiaosi dad is also blur. LOLS.


I only want to watch with him. :)

NONSENSICAL.

Pain in my mouth !! that stupid ulcer. Its like rotting, i need to drink plently of water and i feel quite sick. Seriously, i felt today is seriously stupid. Cos its simply boring and i just find out that the exam on sat is from 1 to 3 if i wasnt wrong, at HQ. HQ is at lavender. I not going for the exam lah i think. I forgot all my CPR and first aid, then i got to burn midnight oil to study for it. Aiyo, So long never do that le.

Somemore, if its in the morning, i can go hm and bath after that go meet Theo and all go for SU dinner. But its in the afternoon, no time to go hm. And i dowan to wear sjab clothes go dinner. Hey come on. Its sucks. No way. Okay, i see how. screams* bloody exam.

Today tk 969 to schwith Zyma, and then that mrt was simply packed up with ppl. Cant even fidget, so uneasy. This teach us a lesson, don tk 969 in the morning. LOLS. Ouch !!!

Then after sch stayed back with my class to do some revision. End up what do we do ?? play games. AHHH !! i seriously need studying. Especially for freaking maths and engineering mechanics. :(

WAITING IN PROGRESS... :)

See. i am bored. so i draw ah geok. lols. my soulmate and my everything.*puke*

Bryan n me join forces. and see !!!

WHAT IF..

What if i was to say i wait ? what if i really waited for you all the way till u finish ns ?? Will u still say LOVE is not forever ? Will u ever bother to take a look at me ? Will u turn around to look at me ? I also cant imagine how crazy i was for you. Like a habit never to be shake off. And i dowan to shake off. My mind is all filled up with u, ur back views, ur actions. Even if i meant nothing to you, I seriously don mind. I am just waiting for a better day, a day which i hope u will at least turn back and look at me. A day where u would bother abt me. Just waiting for a better day. :)

What if i was to die tml ? I will have thousands and thousands of regrets in my life. I dowan to leave this world with regrets. I never love the way i want. I never say i love you to anyone truely. I seriously dowan to die with regrets. If i die, will u attend my funeral ??

- letsjustbefriendsifitwasmeanttobethisway -

HELLO there. lols. today i like a bit mad. I need some medicine. lols.

Okay, today was a short day as it is tuesday. Tuesday lesson has always been short. lols. That's gd. Today was scandaling day again. Today is Jackie, my scandal. Everytime he make me angry, i will say i want to divorced. lOLS. sorry Jackie. LOLS. I do not love my scandals. They are just my classmates. we are bored thats why. lols. i love him, nobody but him.

Actually today nothing much to blog abt. Maybe at night ??

Life is quiet, without him. :( time is all what ppl need and time is the best thing i could give now.

Friendster Horoscope for May 14, 2007

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)
The Bottom Line
Who knew you had such patience? When someone is worth waiting for, you'll wait.
In Detail
Who knew that you had all this patience?! It seems that when someone is worth waiting for, you don't really mind waiting. Your ability to keep yourself entertained has always been strong, and today it will come in mighty handy. The answer you've been waiting for is still nowhere in sight, and you can expect to be given yet another vague explanation as to why. Don't let it bother you, though. Find a way to distract yourself, perhaps with one of your favorite hobbies.

OMG. HOROSCOPE CAN BE SO TRUE.

I WANNS SAY I STILL LOVE YOU ALTHOU I AM GIVING YOU TIME, ALTHOU I AM BACKING OUT. BCOS I AM JUST WAITING FOR YOU. :)

Okay. Let me start to go on diet again. I stop my dieting during the SU camp. I need to eat cos i need the energy to play games and complete stations. So need to start from scratch again. Obviously i need to eat, i just munch on fruits will do. Its healthy, i am a healthy kid althou my blog is unhealthy kid. LOLS. JIA YOU MINGLI !! :)

Today school was okay, as usual physics whole day. lols. I am getting use to it. And most importantly, i must state that i got 3 scandals. LOLS. Like Ben, Jackie and Jeff. lols. Monday is reserved for Ben and Jeff and tues and wed is reserved for Jackie. Aiyo, so shy. Got so many scandals. LOLS. It all started when Ben say I love you to me after finding out that ah giok got stead already. Okay, ppl outside of my class except PY wont know what i talking abt. LOLS. And someone in our class is slow enough to not know also. :)
SCANDALINGGGGG~~~~~~~

Okay, i meet a freako guy in bus 72 today. I am scared. Once xiaosi told me abt her experience taking bus 72, she was sitting on the second floor and the sit inside. Then this guy came and sit beside her and then start moving nearer and nearer to her. She was terrified. So she stand up and went down to tk another sit. Then a while later that guy followed her down and sit beside her again. And ask her if can make friends a not. Then obviously xiaosi rejected him.
THEN TODAY I MET THE SAME FREAKO !!!!!!! WTH.
He also came and sit beside me. Then i rmb xiaosi telling me abt this guy. So i was a bit scared. Then he keep looking at me and attempt to sit closer. WTH WTH WTH. And there is a lot of seats around. And i really mean a lot !! like there were only 6 person on the second floor. Then he sit beside me ???!! I felt very uneasy. So i scolded him, " WHY OF SO MANY SEATS, U WANT TO SIT BESIDE ME ???!! " then i stand up and i say " EXCUSE ME !!!!! " very loudly and walk off. Then i went down, a while later he came down also. And he sit opposite me. WTH. Then he change target to the 2 girls beside him. Then he act dozing, trying to lie on them. I feel totally digusted !!!!! YUCKS. And i am still fearing. :(

MINGLI MINGLI MINGLI. :)))

Me and Jay. lols.

Me and Theodora.

Abit blur. cos Jia Lin was trembling while holding the camera.

Me and Peiying._*

Me and Shu Jun.

Me and Jialin in SU camp. :)

See see. i broke bryan's score while playing alien shooter. lols.