hello!
today was teacher's day celebration!
i was in charge of holding a card that wrote "english",
& walk in with the teachers in the english department.
i feel really awkward cos i was literally walking in the middle of the hall.
lucky the main focus was the teachers so it turn out kinda okay. (:

after the sch's celebration,
i rush back to bedok to meet siying & we head back to tpss.
talk to mr owyong & mr kenny tan.
it was really really great to see them again.
chatted really long & head to lunch at kfc with mr kenny tan.
:D
then me & siying went back to tm,
& we watch the proposal which turns out to be really niceee!
go watch it yea! 4/5 stars! (:
reach home at abt 9plus & i immediately went to slp after showering.
tired tired tired day yo! but funnn!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL MY TEACHERS! <3

heyo!
ahh, today im quite satisfied!
cos i went for retail therapy with my cousin todayyy!
bought a bag, dress, belt, shorts, blouse, 3pairs of earrings & a bracelet.
HAHAHA! sooo..
i officially declare myself B R O K E! (ohh my gawd how!?)

tmrw is teacher's day celebration,
& guess what! i have to reach sch at 6.30 tmrw.
i dont knw how am i going to make it in time, but i'll try. :/
guess im probably meeting siying tmrw after sch to head back to tpss.
hopefully my lovely teachers are still ard in sch!
(;

&&&.
my cough is still super duper bad!
im alrdy eating chinese med with western med (at different timing of cos),
but it's not working! im still coughing badly. :(

heylo!
i didnt go to sch today too.
well i think i did mention in my post ytd!
okay, sorry.

was like super bored today!
so i went expo sales with my mum, sis & aunt.
agree on going there because mummy's driving, no public transport!
i hate them like x100000,
& because im lazy too lol.

went to food fair first & guess who's the first person i saw.
its yufeng! & he's working over there,
so we had a short little chat.
he's going army on 090909. all the best yea! (:

ahh, shop for hours & went back home.
bought lots of snacks & things!
ohh there's a adidas sales going on there too!
go check it out! :D

Yes, they're right.
i'll never be able to walk out of that shadow.
it sucks to reach out but unable to grab a single thing.
no matter how hard you try, how hard you pray,
all you see is the connection still deeply holds.
like you're unable to even squeeze through even a tiny crack.
or maybe there wasnt even cracks at all to start with.

the door doesnt open cos its fully filled, tightly locked.
all i could do is wait outside, attempting to pull the knob.
but well, obviously its doesnt open at all,
no matter how tired or breathless you felt.

haha, crap.
my cough is damn damn bad.
didnt attend sch today, mc tmrw too.
& exams is here soon. like really really soon.
how how how how how?!

only solution; STUDY.

hello.
my cough is getting worse everyday.
& mummy scolded me again today,
just because i refuse to eat the western med.
i dont like western med alright! :/

i think mummy's going to bring me to the chinese doc tmrw.
haha, i seriously prefer that.
but i guess i would have to muggg at home then,
cos there'a a pure maths test on friday.
& i swear maths is the hardest sub to pass.
if i fail, i've got to see the HOD.
ohh my gawd im sooo dead i swear!

promo1 just ended not long ago & promo2 is here again!
how wonderful can life be! full of challenges. -.-
sooo irritating! exams are annoyinggg!
& its right after the sept hols,
so sept hols we were muggg & muggg & muggg.
ohh plus getting back to sch for extra lessons zz.
im soo excited abt sept hols, how fun can it be.
blah!

hey boy, i miss you still. :/

hey.
today im super duper ultra tireddd! :/
im feel so sorry to ms mada cos i slept in her lesson.
sorry ms mada! i still loveee you & love mob. :)

almost wanted to sign out today,
cos i was feeling giddy again.
& twinny isnt in school, come back soon twinny!
we've got to stay back for night study with BP & mitch. :D

studystudystudy.

HELLOOO!
ytd i went to stayover at my cousin hse with my cousins!
haha, okay sound complicated.
went seafood with my family & relatives!
its damn damn nice with sea breeze & the sound of the waves.
excellent atmosphere for seafood! :D

then reach back at my cousin hse at abt 11plus,
watch tv, talk, take photos! all these last till 2 then we went to bed.
woke up at 10plus, went for breakfast & then retail therapy.
bought a blouse, correction tape & i saw a nice pair of shoe!
but it doesnt have my size! :( okay, nvm.
but its a fun fun day still!
:)

tmrw's monday again.
ohh damn.

heyhey.
ohh man, super duper tired.
cos i simply spend my wonderful friday in sch!
doing preparation for teacher's day.
& i tried to learn the "wondergirls-nobody" dance.
i cant really do it! haha.

tmrw got to go out for PW with junchao & xinyi,
will be at national library! :D
i guess i can study a little there too.
& maybe take a look at raymond's dragon boat race at merlion.
go go ray! :D

&&&&
i loveee guys singing, playing any musical instrument to me!
its damn charming & cool!
& my lovely cousin just did it! :D
i love you limpinyow! <3
even if the sky falls, i'll be here for you yea!
dont be sad anymore! (:

heyhey.
im still constantly feeling giddy.
but now its worse, cos i feel like puking at the same time.
& i can tell you indigestion is worth $4.50.
i swear i was feeling super unwell yet i still have to run ard in pe.
haha, anyway pe was quite fun. we're all laughing like mad.

yes thinking that tmrw is friday & i finally can go hm early & rest?!
*pouts! dream crushed. -.-
i've got to stayed back for teacher's day rehearsel tmrw till 6.
& sat i have to get out of hse to do pw.
okay, im not really looking forward to wkends now.

& now,
im poorly attempting to struggle my eom draft2.
& my health isnt helping.
giddiness & indigestion is killing me i swear. :/

heylo!
i dont have much to say today!
except that im absent from sch again.
was super giddy & i went to the doc again!
got to recover fast yo! exams coming!
STRESSS! ohh my gawd.

anyway, imy boy.

Today i feel quite satisfied.
spent one whole day studying,
besides lesson, i had 2 consultations.
& i stayed back to study till 6.30 too.

i wished this carry on everyday.

im really really sick of life.
everything is like screwed.
everyone is driving me crazy,
forcing me to the corner.
i feel that i cannot take it anymore.
cried so badly, wishing that crying would get everything to work.
but it doesnt, everything remains the same.

even my parents are not supportive,
they only add stress to me which worsen the situation.
i feel as if im carrying like 50kg on my shoulder,
& my parents are adding another 50kg.
i couldnt breathe alrdy,
its just too much for me to take.

life's such a battle,
i give up. take me if you want.

im really tired abt life.
stress is driving me crazy!
pw, sch work, maths blah blah blah,
i really feel i cant cope.
& at times i feel like breaking down & cry.

idk if im heading the wrong direction in life.
life's turning really shallow, i cant see whats ahead.
you wont believe im crying right now,
i really feel that i cant cope.
why is life like this!

hello.
damn blogger is damn screwed again.
i seriously dont knw whats wrong with it!
must be old alrdy. :/

alright.
im feeling really down today or sld i say currently.
tried to help, worsen it.
i really didnt meant to, im sorry.
am i really so gullible?
i didnt think too much at that point of time.
im seriously sorry.

too much to do,
too little motivation to complete it.
if this contd, im dead.

super duper tired.
thank god its friday! (TGIF)
which means i have sat & sunday to recharge. :D
but damn! i have like tons of hw waiting for me.
& i need to studyy studyy studyy! okay soon.
:)

finally finally finally!
i found my eom material today at jurong library.
but i dont knw if its relevant though.
now i need the motivation to start typing my eom,
but wait i need motivation to read the book haha!

haha raymond,
i say i will blog abt this.
today we're coming out with some stupid names.
& junchao come out this ultra stupid name for raymond!
which is raymond rayray almond! -.-
LOL! its like super act cute & funny. :D
& thanks, i wont forget that lame hokkien joke of yours.
(i realise my class ppl gets lamer as days goes by). :/

heyo.
first day back to sch & im super tired.
i seriously have to do my eom & WR this wkend.
LIKE SERIOUSLY!
if not im sure my grp mate will kill me. :/

yes!
tmrw is friday again!
i want to rest badly!
though i just rest for like 5days before that.
but 1day of sch is enough to kill me.

got to recharge my battery again,
today's consumption of energy is too much.

hellooo!
im feeling alright alrdy!
& recharged for sch tmrw!
just that im afraid that i'll be so blur in class cos i miss so much lessons!
i guess consultations is needed badly! ):

&&&
im damn pissed with firefox!
its damn like ah gong!
slow slow slow! but im still using it!
cos haha i cannot abandon the old you see.
though now im trying opera at the same time & it isnt bad!
at least im sure they are both better than internet explorer.
which is sooo *#@%#&@^%! LOL!

okay!
sch tmrw! got to wake up early alrdy.
*pouts!

heyhey.
thanks for the care & concerns received!
im feeling better alrdy, recovering soon! (:
& i'll be back to sch soon too! on thurs!

ohh daddy bought me a new thumbdrive!
with 8GB function! cool!
more space to store stuff. :D

* Theres' a fine, fine line between together and not and there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.

hello.
im getting more & more sick.
this is really sickening!
went to the doc in the morning,
& i've got 2days of MC again.
i wished i could catch up with work! :/

& you knw what,
the doc is freaking fierce.
i told him im having stomach aches everyday,
& he ask what i've eat.
so i told him i drank lemon water everyday yet my diet remains.
& he shouted at me! wth.
he say, "stop your nonsense! unless you want a hole in your stomach!".
): damn fierce.

im still having a fever.
temperature once rose to 39.1 degree,
& my whole body is aching real badly.
its really annoying cos i cant get out at all,
too weak to do so.
all i could so is waste my holiday,
sitting ard resting.

& also,
i feel damn irritated.
cos i didnt sleep a wink last night,
was tossing ard in bed cos i was feeling real unwell.
cried throughout the night too as i was super sad.
at first my sis was sleeping with me,
yet my parents were afraid that i would spread the virus to her so they pulled her away to my bro's room.
leaving me to sleep alone. i was feeling really sad.
thought of calling that someone i miss to talk to,
but im afraid to say i cannot do it anymore.

but lucky while i was crying,
KJ called to talk, making me feel much better.
but i still didnt sleep the whole night.
& this is driving me crazy.
anything worse than this? i want to recover asap.

im sick again,
got a fever again.
& accompanied by my bad cough.
its really frustrating cos everytime i have a cough,
i cant do any vigorous exercises at all.
if not i will get asthma attack again.

& the stupid fever is giving me body aches again.
my mum refuse to let me go out!
cos she say at such times, H1N1 is spreading fast.
& my body immune system is weak,
i might get the disease easily.

but i want to go to the zoo on monday. ):

明明你根本称不上值得我的吻
别再忍 好应该摆脱伤心的噩运
而情感 怎么给踩过也不沉
偏要酷爱着你这坏人

heyo!
as i've mention,
today our sch celebrates national day. :D
& its also be yourself day! & the theme is retro.
soo today is like as if you have sat on a time machine,
& being bought back times lol.

took lots of photo today!
08b6 is super retro! almost everyone is wearing retro.
we had lots of fun as we take photos, sit in circles & play games.
ohh! we all sing a national day song & record it down too.
kind of retarded cos its requested by the sch haha!
but well we had funnn! :)

after sch,
went plaza sing with yq & rina to have lunch.
then i met up with jaren after lunching with them.
jaren & me went to walk ard first,
then we went secret recipe for ice-cream! <3
but that dumbdumb keep taking photos of me, tsk.
head back to tamp after that while jaren went to redhill.
back to tamp & i met daniel for chatting session,
cos its like been donkey years i last see him haha!

did so much walking today!
& smiling too. :D