Monday, April 30, 2007

I...

I dunno what to say. I dunno what to do. I dunno how i sld react. I dunno why i start to dislike the me now. And i began to ask where is the old mingli. The old mingli who has attitude towards everything who is unhappy with. The old mingli that don bother abt others feelings. The old mingli who treat love as not a serious thing. Until he appear, who turn me from a walking human with a dead heart to someone alive. He gave me the live. Thanks for lighting up my life. I want to love him so i change. I change to someone i couldnt even believe. But why do i dislike the new mingli that he has given me ?? I don want to share my LOVE with someone else. I am selfish also. I kept him in a corner of my heart, never hoping he will turn back. Bcos i no longer love him. I promised you i will live happily with the live u gave me. Find someone else i truely love and love him.


I will give them my blessing if they was meant to be..
I LOVE TALKING TO YOU. <3

I really love talking to u on the phone. Never regret knowing you lah !! lols. Althou we are just talking as a friend but i have never been talking so happily and till so late before. Hope to talk to you more !! lols. Just call me when u need someone to talk to or when u are bored.

Okay. sidetrack abit. Today my physics lesson was great lah. bcos the teacher was in gd mood so MINGLI WASNT SCREAM AT. lols !! he super gd mood lah. He even was singing while checking if we do our hw. LOLS. sometime he seriously very cute okay !! lols. But i still couldnt find my ruler. And then i had physics for the whole day. BOREDDD. During tutorial, i fall aslp and was dreaming in my dreamland. Guess who i was dreaming ??? lols. I am super tired today bcos of PHYSCIS. but after lesson i wasnt tired anymore. lols.

Hmm. Regarding my motivation to go sch...I love and want to go school bcos of him. But who's the him ?? hmm. Guess urself lor. I wont tell you. lols. Lalala. :)

I love talking to you. I wanna talk to you more.
and i hate gays. so gays scram. lols. don pester him. i jealous.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

I DON MIND.

I seriously don mind taking ur problems for you. I just want you to be happy. U don have to think that its unfair to me. Cos i am willingly to take it for you. U didnt force me. Yes, of cos i hope that i can get a return from you. But u need time, i wont make u feel pressure. I want u to be happy and make a decision when u eventually let go. And u arent usless, never in my eyes. TRUST ME. U arent useless. Don worry. *smiles*
MY BIRTHDAY WISH..

1 month later, its going to be my birthday. I am hoping and wishing.

I hope i can replaced her in ur heart just like how u replaced him in my heart. I wont forget him. I will buried our memories deep dw in my heart and never be discovered again. I want to have a new life. I want to build new happy memories. I want to love again. <3>
I want to tell you, i want you to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love you but i am just too shy and i dunno why.

Went to Paragon shopping today, and i saw someone. Someone that i don wish to mention who she is. Someone who i feel jealous abt. Don ask me who. i wont say. She is a fool who doesnt know how to appreciate LOVE.


I am sure i wanna be part of ur life, part of ur heart. Someone who is there for you always.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

THINKING BACK !!

Reading his post. Memories flash back. I just wanna ask myself. What have i done ? 3 yrs ?? what issit ?? simply just ashes now. And flown away with the wind. I simply don wish to think abt it anymore. I wanna start a new life waiting for the other him with her in the mind. I don mind the ending, cos i know whats the ending going to be like. I am just hoping my heart will die. Just like once being a walking human with a dead heart. I wanna be like that. Songs that remind me of you, i delete. Pictures that remind me of you, i delete. Msg from you, i delete. I want to delete you completely from my memories. Going to start brand new and i seriously mean it. Start brand new life with only him with the her in my mind. :(
GAMES PARTNERSSSSSS !! <3

Msn game partners !! love them all as a friend. lols. Especially siying !! lols. we played every game when we are like super bored. But honestly speaking. We are always bored, until recently when school reopens and we no longer had the time. I miss her and other friends. Okay, sorry to Ruoxuan and peeps. Sorry i couldnt go watch SPIDERMAN 3 with ur on labour day. I also hope i could make it but i think of reserving for someone else to ask me out for a movie. lols. Missing all of you. sobz.

Benjamin also my game partner !! lols. we played reversi. Of cos i won 2 rounds out of 3. but i think that nice Benjamin let me win one. Cos i actually lose so much to him on the last round. lols. Actually ben not only my msn game partner, also my lab partner. WE BULLY EACH OTHER. lols.

Okay. I just rmb something bad.
I GOT PHYSICS HW AGAIN !!! OMG. i must do it. If not that " nice " teacher is going to scream my head off. I got to remind myself to bring calculator, that semi circle thing and ruler and eraser and that triangle thing and blah blah blah. I forgot and i am suppose to remind myself. Oh great.
MINGLI IS GOING TO BE SCREAM AT. sobs sobs. I am sure.
Thinking of physics hw, i simply tremble when i take flip open the book. The questions i saw in the book is simply. MINGLI + PHYSICS = DISASTER. [ M + P = D ]
simply that equation. lols. got to approach Bryan for help again. BRYAN !!
got to meet bryan earlier on monday. lols.


he make me love him for who he is. not bcos of his looks.

Friday, April 27, 2007

FEELINGS.

已经微笑地放电. 已经暗示到极限. 没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间. 幸福就飘过面前. 我知道他不爱我. 他的眼神说出他的心. 我看透了他的心还有别人逗留的背影. 他的回忆清除得不够乾净. 我看到了他的心演的全是他和她的电影. 他不爱我尽管如此他还是赢走了我的心.
ALL OF WHAT I EXPECT FROM my PARENTS.

All i expect from them was simply FREEDOM. I want to go out with my friends. I want to have a bf openly. I want to go out with him openly. I want to go watch movies with him or friends. I want to stay out till late. I want to go sjab frequently. I want to go for all sjab camps. I want to tell all my relatives i have a bf. I want to bring him hm to show your. I want to tell u parents that i am going out with him. And all you parents have to do is nodd ur head and tell me not to come hm so late. And most importantly, TRUST ME. Trust that i wont lose myself. Trust the bf i choose wont bluff me. Trsut i wont turn bad. Trust i wont smoke. Trust the friends i choose. Trust my commitment to sjab. Its a passion. Just trust me. Its such a easy job. Just say nothing. I am already a student in poly. Let me make my own decision. Let me have my own time. Let me go out with my friends after school.

i wanted freedom so much. for the sake of him.
Okay. this is li chin as i have mentioned. she's my best friend in school. lols. we were super bored in the toilet so this photo was taken there. lols.
See. this is what u do when u are super bored in tutorial. and i seriously mean super bored. lols. and shhh benjamin. he caught me doing this. lols. don tell ppl my secret okay. BENJAMIN my partner !! lols.
Can u be with me ?
i miss him. i waited for him to go online for 6 hrs le.
I HOPE I WAS AS INVISBLE AS U MAKE ME FEEL.

He make me feel so invisble. I feel so sad. I dislike being treated as invisble. How i wish he could approach me and talk to me. Just even something will do. How i wish Icould replace her in his mind and heart. Even not as replacing, just followin by him, when he needs me i will be there. Need ur attention !! :(

I know u do not love me. How i hope those guys around me who treat me so well was you. Yet they are not. Not you !! what i want is not only their concern, i wanted urs most importantly.Why don you give me a chance to prove that i can love u better ? wont make you sad and heartbreak. But think of how u could broke my heart nt letting me try. :(

let me love you. <3

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I wasn't pretty. I wasn't beautiful. Nothing extraordinary abt me. Nothing abt me make me stand out in the crowd. I grew up in a family of 5. I am the eldest yet the most spoilt. I am not beautiful but i am going to make others feel beautiful abt theselves. I am going to.
MY LAPTOP IS FINALLY DONE !!!

okay. my laptop is finally done. At first i had this prob which is rather irritating, the svchost prob. Luckily i took it to look for some computer expert in my sch. U see. i mean my teachers. Not my friends. thay had this prob also. so we went together. but they didnt try out a new method. and they use me as testing. lols. luckily nthing happen to my com. there goes my 3hrs break. managing the computer, eating and going for student union briefing. zZzZ. Not much lessons today. YEAH !!

Tml is super boing. Cos w need to bring all sorts of stuff for lab usage, a lot of stuffs lah. sianz. tml bag is going to be super heavy. my shoulder s going 1 side down !!

Okay, abt the student union briefing. Actually it was nothing, just take camp form and to bring list. And the to bring list reminds me of SJAB camp. OMG. i got 3 camps in 2 months. i can just die of tireness. Also dunno if my mum let me go a not. i seriously hope so. i love camps lah. its just the way that let me felt belong to the school. Despite its NYP or SJAB or TPSS. i just felt best in camps.

he's absent today. he's sick. i cant help worrying for him. :(

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

CRIED. BCOS OF THOSE SAD STORIES.

Hey peeps, a nice blog to intro to u ppl. www.romantic-4ever.blogspot.com . Its a blog of a guy i think. He call himself Mr.Romance. But honestly speaking, his stories are very touching and nice. I dunno if i am too emotional a not but xiaosi read it she also cried. I wonder if his stories are true a not. Yet its so romantic and touching that after reading it, u become totally emo. Try reading it. I intro it to Bryan, Jia Wen, Li Chin and Zyma. So everyone was reading sliently in the e-learning plaza today. Actually we spent more time chatting on msn. Lols. But only i cried till Bryan need to offer me tissues.

i will stay by you no matter what happen. Let me wait for you. :) falling deeper and deeper.

Monday, April 23, 2007

RELATIONSHIP EQUATIONS.

Relationship = Love + Trust
For this equation. Everyone has all the components, its just whether they know how to use them a not. Some ppl say they have none of it, which is not true. This is how u sld maintain a relationship.

Trust = Confidence + Confidence
I felt Trust is very important in a relationship. The first Confidence in the equation is the confidence one party to give himself or herself. He/She need to have confidence in them. Then they are able to use the second Confidence in the equation. The second Confidence is the confidence u need to give to ur partners. As in u need to have confidence in them that they will not leave you, love you as much as u love them.

Love might not be forever. Yet it can be forever also. Depend what u could do to bring every moment of ur relationship to happiness. Trust urself and trust ur partner. Love them as much as u could now, although they might leave u one day. Yet what u sld treasure is the happy moments and memories u shared. Let go of the past and never run away from it. :)

he makes me learn to let go. makes me learn to love better. :] thks a lot.
SIGH. WHAT MORE CAN I DO ?

Okay. Tell me what more do u expect me to do ? I hint you till its so obvious and yet u cant even get what i am trying to mean. What have i done in my previous life ??? why issit like everything is never smooth for me ?? Getting more and dissapointed with life. I use to have confidence like nobody did. But he smash all my hopes. I become just like him, no confidence. Afraid of getting rejected, afraid of this and that. I can no longer act brave. I can no longer try to build ur confidence. Cos i cant even help myself anymore. As u have smash all my confidence.

My life is full of waiting. Waiting for the previous person and do i have to wait for you also ? I really dunno what more hopes can i hold. I am no longer holding hopes abt relationship just like he did. i cannot manage heartbreaks now. Not ready.

Dont break my heart.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Cherish your Gal....Guys...realize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in her own special way.The way she laughs..The way she sleeps..The way she loves you..The way she tries to please you...Always remember that.She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love her more.For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already,but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..There might also be someone out there..who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.Understand that.She loves you not because you are good looking,have talent,have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car.She loves you for who you are.Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.Guys.Cherish and appreciate your girl.Don't break her fragile heart.She is the only one who can love you that way.You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.For everything she has done for you,the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.
SORRY AND THANKS.

Sorry to melissa for unable to help out much in planning the leisure camp althought i am the Deputy Camp Commandant. And thanks to boong for helping in melissa in the leisure camp planning.

i told boong that DCC sld be her but she don let me change it. :(

Might be leaving soon, after national day ? unable to commit in it makes me feel so sad and irresponsible. I held a gd post in it but couldnt commit much already. And this post require lots of commitments. Sorry peeps. I think i sld at least go and attend all those camps i have promise to help out and also those events that i am suppose to help out in planning and duty. Anyway, its not confirmed. Maybe i couldnt bear to leave all those memories ? Depends on my timetable. Maybe it would turn better ? BUT my seniors say. it would turn bad instead. Like i am going to have lesson from 8-9.30p.m soon. -.-". haiz.

i dunno. =X
为什么你 为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了 害得我你害得我在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我先别看我我的脸红就快要爆料了 没什么哪有什么我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办 感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲 你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样 笑容打败太阳 甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡 但是日子还长总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么 你为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了 害得我你害得我连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我 别靠近我 到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了 我完蛋了 我整个人眼看就快不是我的了
怎么办 感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳 甚至比我还要更好看 我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长总有一天换你为我疯狂 为我疯狂
怎么办感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办 爱却不能讲你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样 笑容打败太阳甚至比我还要更好看 我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长总有一天换你为我疯狂

my feelings for him. <3
I DISLIKE PHYSICS !! :(

I don like physics !! i have been struggling 3 days with it. Fri, Sat and Sunday. I still dunno how to do. Can anyone teach me ?? i need to pass up hw tml. sobz. All the qns like so difficult lah. He say he might be able to teach me but he scared he cant. How i wish he could teach me lah. Then i wont be so 辛苦. =P

Sld i wait for Xs to tml till 7 ?? i actually got something going on tml. From 6-9 but i wont be going lah !!
Maybe i ask Meng Qian to stay back and revise hw with me then wait for xiaosi also ? LOL. so i can go hm with xiaosi !! 2 hrs of waiting. lalala.

Super bored. heard a shocking news which make me feel so shocked lah. but it's a secret. lol.

misses.<3

Saturday, April 21, 2007

The NYP corridor after 7.
The food junction in NYP after 7.
We study after school at 5 plus to 6.

Sorry just upload pics.

Friday, April 20, 2007

HAPPY AND SICK !!!

So SUPER TIRED again lah. Why am i so tired everyday ?? Going to school is like going there to waste all the energy lah.

Today stayed in school till like 6 to wait for xiaosi. So i was studying in school with Meng Qian, Chris, Li Chin, Hao du and Alwyn. Meng Qian and Hao Du are my maths tuition teacher. And i eventually understand abt Trigo. My maths lecturer repeat the same thing 3 times. We all don understand. She makes maths complicated.
And Meng Qian and Hao Du only say once and i finally get it. like WTH. After waiting for xiaosi, at first we wanted to eat dinner with leslie and the others. But i couldnt make it back, so me and xiaosi got to eat in NYP. So its mac again. i am getting so sick of Mac. We stay till abt 8. If u stayed till so late, u will get to see what odd NYP. Which u will be the only one walking in the whole long corridor, which u will see all the canteen lights is gone, no one is inside. And u will see quiet and soundless environment. Let me say the truth, its scary !!

And OMG. i haven done my physics HW. AHHH !! got to do by monday or that OLD lecturer is going to scream at us again. isnt he tired ?? i don like physics lah ! :(

And today as i was super tired and sleepy, i went to the canteen to buy nescafe before tutorial. And then, die !! i know i am allergic to coffee, but seriously i am so sleepy. So i drank and then wierd symptoms became to come, i feel like vomiting, my heartbeat increases. I lie down headache, cant stare at something for too long. So i was restless today. lol. I WILL NEVER DRINK COFFEE NO MATTER WHAT AGAIN.

Today i have like 3hrs plus break. Splited into 1 and a half hr and 2 hrs. That 1 and a half hr we played poker in canteen. And then the other 2 hr we book a research room in the library and played. Because there is aircon. BUT. its a very small room, actually only 4 person can be inside. BUt we squeeze 14 person inside lah. Very stuffy but fun. Before me, Bryan, Jacky, Benjamin and Jiawen went inside. we almost cant stand it, it totally stinks inside because of the previous user. And we laugh so hard lah, cos they were kidding and joking abt it, and thinking of what the previous user has done in the room. All of us just run out of the room for fresh air lah !! hahaha. Cant even breathe. and then we off all lights, and we played poker straight again. lol. so-very-gamblers. MY CLASS IS FUN !!


Thursday, April 19, 2007

BRAND NEW START !!

A brand new start for me !! I am going to start afresh !! hahaha. Yes !! forget what has past and onli rmb that smile of his which given me a new target to move on with life. No longer going to hold on to the past. Cos i am going to give myself another chance to look further away in the crowd. Probably they are better guys ?? nobodys knows if there is no tries. So i shall try !! hahaha.

And i saw him again today !! hahaha. super happy lah !! hahaha. okay. i look idiotic. =X

thanks Benjamin for helping me with my laptop today !! hahaha. its finally done lah. or else i would be struggling to understand what the com wants me to do lah.

Okay. My schedule is going to be totally packed up. Mon-fri all taken up by CCAs. i join so many lah, like Judo, netball, badminton and foreign bodies. Eventually i will only choose one of cos. i still got SJAB lah. i am not MAD or CRAZy okay. hahaha. i don torture myself to death by being so tired.

SUPER TIRED TODAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

GIVEN UP !! TOTALLY.

Sorry i decide to give up on you. I think i sld waste any more youth waiting. 3 yrs later u will be 21 and i will be 20. Its old le. Sorry. Whatever happens in future, its not up to us to decide. So all the best to ur Studies and Relationship in future. smiles*
WHAT SLD I CHOOSE ???

Hmm. Today tutorial and lecture is super boring again. I like cannot get use to poly life lah, and the sch is so big. Again i have to mentioned. Bcos today is club crawl and its held in Sports Hall, which is at blk G. It may not sound far, but honestly its super far. Like walking from TPSS to Tampines interchange ?? or to stadium ? its simply very far !!

Club crawl in NYP is just like CCA display in TPSS but obviously there is more cca than TPSS lah. There is Akido, Kendo, Foregin bodies dance and blah blah blah. Got this wierd out of no where CCA okay. NPCC. Wierd to have it in poly lah. Who will join ??? LOL.

I also totally confused lah. Dunno what to join also. so many choices, cant make decision. My mum ask me don join any, cos sjab has already taken some many time and then my lesson in poly from 8-5. And then CCA from 6-9 after that. Next day lesson at 8 again. Super tired lah. And i wont have time for SJAB lah. But need to join lor, ARGGGG. I think i just join whatever interest me. Heck care.

Tml got 3 hrs of tutorial !! SUPER BORING. And i saw lots of ppl in sch today. I saw Alvin from EVSS corp, and he was asking if i could cope with lesson. And i saw Evelyn from PHSS. So many SJAB ppl. LOL. And most importantly, i saw him !!!! He so cute lah !! hahaha. I blush *

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

BORING LECTURES !!! ZzZzZ

Lectures super boring okay, and i realli mean it when i say super boring. Maths is super difficult lah. I dunno what the hell is the lecturer is talking abt lor. i think i need some tuition lesson. And that lecturer make me doze off in her class lah, cos its super boring and its super difficult.
MINGLI CANNOT UNDERSTAND !!

But poly damn shuang lah, everytime tutorial cancelled then go hm and slp. shiok lah !! Cos poly life is so tired lah, u seriously need plenty of slp to replenish ur energey used up everyday walking around in school. Just by walking get my foot with blisters. And those blisters burst okay !! its painful.

And someone really got me irritated. STOP msging me okay, my bill cant takes it. And i am not at all interested in listening whats ur hobby, what u doing now and ur past experience. Never tell me what u are doing at that moment when i didnt ask. And don msg me the 2nd time when i don reply you. i will get irritated !! And when i get irritated by you, don come and talk to me. i will scream at you no matter what u say. Or i just talk to you with a bad attitude. So scram !!

My laptop is half done. I just need to get the product code form my NYP mail and it will be finally done ! hahaha. but its takes super long cos i am super lazy to do anything. hahaha. Anyway, got new classmate again. One is Jeff and another is a guy from India.


i am trying to give up. :(

Monday, April 16, 2007

LAPTOP !! NOTEBOOK !!

i got my acer notebook !! hahaha.
my dad soo nice lah !! and also i needed it in school.
hahahaha. i love dad and mum !!
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL IN NYP.

Today is the first day of school.
and it proves 1 thing. NO MORE HOLS !!!
omg. so bored.
in the morning went school with swee yee.
not so lonely lah.
today didnt have much lesson lah.
i wonder why some teachers are so lazy.
happy then teach. don happy don teach.
TPSS teachers are so much better lah !!
i miss secondary school life lah.

First lesson i got physics !!
SUPER SIANZ.
WTH lah. the teacher like so fierce and naggy.
first day then got hw.
he keep repeating : " u get what i mean a not ? "
and really is keep repeating okay.
in the morning then attend these kind of freaking shit lesson.
makes me totally sianz abt school.
anyway, meet a new friend today !! his name is benjamin. Bryan's friend.

then after that is break !!!
i saw xiaosi in the south canteen.
i felt so homely.
to see someone i am familiar with.
canteen food not nice lah !!
i don like !!

After break even better. LOL
half and hr lecture then actually got tutorial.
bUT.
that lazy tutor cancelled the tutorial. -.-"
so we went hm early !! hahaha !!


send me some movtivation to stay awake !!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

I AM A HEALTHY KID !!!

Yeah !! thanks to siying !! i got a new blogskin. new blog address.
www.im-a-healthy-kid.blogspot.com
new blog song also. a happy song !! hahaha.
A brand new start ??
i miss siying. thanks lots lah.

tml is school le.
omg. so sianz. no more hols le.
need to chiong studies again lah.

okay. sidetrack abit to SJAB.
yest we had meeting with Leeling for games day in HQ.
the meeting only got me, Xiaosi, Guanwei, Yinzhi and Ya li.
pathetic strength lah.
actually still got Ken, Jian Nan, Kian Yong and Aszlam.
but they got something on.
we believe we can make it de.
Listen ppl, games day this yr in TPSS is going to be fun lah ! okay.
少人也会好办事. 不要小看我们 !
Just wait and see !! LOL
i am in charge of coordinating with the sch, prize and reception and programme facilitator.

For Coordinator part i worked alone.
prize and reception i got Ya li to help me out.
while programme Facilitator, i got all my best buddies. Xiaosi, Guan wei and Yin zhi.
the games is going to be damn fun okay. cos we going to plan it !! hahaha.

Today my last day of enjoying, last day of hols.
i have been rotting at hm for 5 mths le lah.
soo fast start sch again.
hahaha.
Timeto refresh myself.
ZzZzZz.

hoefully i don fall aslp in lectures this year. :)

Saturday, April 14, 2007

3yearsforthepossible??? or impossible ?

Am i was causing him troubles, by waiting for him ??
or issit i realli sld get on with my life ??
it isnt easy.

i start to not sms him.
bcos i have no reason to. and i think i am quite irritating if i keep msging him.
i never get to see him.
bcos there is no event held that i am able to see him.
so we began to lose contact.

slowly and slowly.
i can think of my future.

slowly and slowly.
he is going to be busy.

he is going to NS.

he is going to FORGET ME.

everyone can tell that.
everyone has been telling me abt my future.
they have been telling me to stop waiting or do something abt it.
so what ? what can i do ?!
if i am able to choose and change my future ???
will i still be in TPSS ?? i might as well go Raffles Girls.

but i cant. thats the problem.
if i have magic.
i make him love me.
but i don have any.
so i cant do anything.

so the conclusion is what ???
accept the fact that he no longer likes you idiot !
everyone must be thinking of how to tell me this in their mind.
they must have.

wake up mingli wake up !!!
ur dream is never going to come true.
NEVER !!
but do i rather choose to never ever wake up from this dream ???

Friday, April 13, 2007

will be missing all of them !!!
see see !! what they doing ??? O level soon. Work hard lah !
Informal_* some of us decide to skip this.
taken on std4'07 POC.
WHAT A MIX UP DAY !!

today was extremely tired for me.
its was those std4'07 POC.
so i wake up early to meet Hwee chin and melissa to go lavender to tk those trophy.
then we took bus num 10 back to tampines.
and its an hr trip. -.-"
MRT only need 15 mins or 20 mins.
we took bus bcos melissa has no money value in her ez-link.


i was in charge of arranging the room for the POC.
obviously i didnt do the job.
its was the std 2 who done a gd job. LOL
me and xiaosi only sit there and watch and eat cheese fries !!
soo bad right ?
bcos of some reason lah.
the event was quite well done lah.
then we had buffet after that !! hahaha.
not my type of buffet.
so i don like it. but well, thanks to those planning this.

AND THEN.
SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN.
someone say something wrong.
and then i make a comment to xiaosi.
and some idiot heard it.
its terence. honestly speaking.
and he make a comment abt my comment.
and he repeat it 3 times.
i got very irritated.
and i scream : " shut up MJ !!! "
i was very angry.
He say i sld look at myself before commenting on others.
then did he look at himself before commenting on me ????!!!!!!!!!!
its a circle. it goes round and round.

dunno why i miss him so much today. hopes he turns back <3

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I WANT TO CHANGE PHONE ALSO !!!!!!!!!!

i read boong's blog !!
and i meet Grace in NYP yest during orientation.
and she show me her new phone. SAME AS LESLIE !!
oh man, so unfair !!
she change phone like changing clothes.
AHHH!!
i wanna change phone also !!
CONT'D OF NYP SEG ORIENTATION DAY 2.

hahaha. i say i will talk abt the bad things today.
the only bad things is the sch is tooo big.
and its soo hard to differentiate those tutorial rooms and all.
okay.
i love my school actually. hahaha.
so overall not bad.
oh ya, my orientation tee is so nice lah.
black jersey.
with prints behind written.
PASSION
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_* its nice. hahaha.
i always wanted a black jersey.
hahaha. which SJAB cant provide me with.


And no more SJAB Instructional meeting for me and xiaosi le.
bcoS OUR timetable CLASHES.
fri we study till 5 and 6 plus.
therefore, no more IM. sobz.
siying say juniors sld be very happy. LOL
my timetable still okay. not sooo mad.
and NYP got sooo many choices of CCA.
cannot decide leh.
soo many. i was thinking of joining student union.
sounds fun. and at first i was thinking that it might be not soo busy so i still can go back to SJAB.
but seems like my timetable doesnt allow too.
so i can decide on joining other CCA.

_*we had ice CREAM. i LOVE mag-a-CONE.
NYP SEG ORIENTATION DAY 2.

its another tired day. but a more interesting day. LOL
lets start with the gd things.
Firstly, i get to know my classmates better.
ME0703 rocks !!
my classmates also best lah. Meng Qian.Li Chin.Chris.Jacky.Ray.Bryan.Hao Du.Jia Wen.Benjamin.Alwyn.CS.Chun Yang.Li Xia.Lin Lin. and 2 malays.
Oh man, i got bad memory. did i miss out anyone ?? if i did, sooo sorry !!
AND my OGL rocks too. Kaimeng.

Okay. the programme in the morning was MATHS LECTURE !!!!!!!!!!!
madness. and its only ORIENTATION. we had maths lecture and do maths qns.
but very fun. cos it was a recap of secondary sch maths plus lots of chim chim stuff. and its very difficult !! i almost forget what mr.ow yong teach me lah.
Now the maths so difficult, no more mr.ow yong. sobz sobz.
WHAT TO DO ???!!

And meng qian called me COBRA. cos i keep suan chris.
hahaha.
my classmates are nice.
hahaha.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

NYP SEG ORIENTATION FIRST DAY.

BORED. 1 word to describe.
starting was the official opening of SEG orientation.
so some wierd ppl like directors and stuff launch it.
then some dance.
but it was nice.
at least much better then the malay dance before that.
hahaha.

2nd part; TOUR in NYP.
seriously. NYP is tooo big.
touring makes 1 die.
hahaha.

and then is all lectures and briefing. SUPER BORED.
and the lunch provided SUCKS.
but overall get to know my class and other friends.
and those lovely OGLs.
ITS GREAT !!!!!!! :)

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

that $6 plate of rice.
280 5cent COINS i mentioned. hahaha.
TPSJAB FLAG DAY 2007. <3
SORRY !!

sorry to those ppl i treated badly yest.
as in u ppl talk to me on msn and i like reply with anger or what.
cos i wasnt in the right mood yest.
SORRY !!

QING MING FESTIVAL.

Going to m'sia today.
so shouldnt have the chance to blog.
anyway, its qing ming fest thats why.
LOVESSSSSS<3.butilovehimmore.

Monday, April 2, 2007

NYP IS SUPER FAR !!!! I DON LIKE IT :(

oh man. NYP is super far.
today XS has her orientation. and i need to submit some documents to NYP admin office.
and great, the orientation starts at 9. and we had to wake up at 7 plus.
why ?
bcos NYP is super far !! its at Ang Mo Kio. near Anderson JC and opposite Anderson Sec.
i meet her at 7.45 and as usual she came late. so we board bus 72 at 7.57a.m.
and then, we talk and talk and we found that 1/2 hr has passed and we are still in tampines area. wow !! so great !! -.-"
WTH. if our parents allowed. shall really consider abt living in the apartments there.
or i could just live in JIAYING's hse.
hahaha.
and we reach NYP at 8.50.
and NYP is super big. no map can just die.
and then both me and xiaosi got lost. hahaha.
one from Pulau Ubin and another from St.John island. LOLS.
We got lost !!
and we search and search for block A. but we cant find it !!
so we just walk and walk and search like 2 idiots.
hahaha.
and then we went separated. she went for Orientation and i went to submit my stuffs.
great !! i cant find my way out. sobz. -.-"
so i spend like 15 mins walking and searching for exit again.
hahaha.
SUPERB PULAU UBIN AND ST.JOHN ISLAND !! LOL
don go out with ppl like us.
foongming = pulau tekong.
me = st.john island.
xs = pulau ubin.
Oh, we dunno SINGAPORE.

misshim.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

COUNTING $$ DAY.

its counting money day today. at SJAB HQ.
all i see is $$$ the whole day.
现在我眼里只有钱 !!
so many money. the most amt of money i have counted.
and most of them are coins. 50cents, 20cents, 10cents and 5cents.
and our hands were filled with digusting smell of money.
yucks !!

i am in charge of counting notes, 50cents and 10cents.
so many 10cents lah. hahaha.
and foong ming in charge of 5cents and 1cents bcos she need to record the amt.
and guess what. someone. okay. i sld not mention the name.
actually collected 280 5cents coins.
and boong gets mad abt it.
hahaha. she roars and groans.

after looking at lots of coins and money after like straight 2 to 3 hrs.
u get sick of money. and gets dizzy.
now i guess me and xiaosi is allergic to $$$ le.
hahaha.

after counting finish those coins and notes.
we head for lunch !!!
at army market at beach rd.
which is just opposite HQ.
it like all pack with SJAB ppl lah. from OTC and count money.
me, foongming and leslie had some stupid plate of rice which cost $6.
$6 !! for a plate of rice !! damn ex lah.
we were shocked. hahaha.
but we ordered already so no choice. hahaha.

and then we walk to lavender MRT station.
and miss 2 trains each.
cos me and xiaosi heading for paya lebar.
and leslie and foongming heads to raffles place for donuts. -.-"
heading for paya lebar to meet him.
and i didnt saw his msg to ask me to meet him at enous.
so i was wrong. not him.
but xs nag and nag at me scolding him.
but its my fault lah.
so i finally handed that birthday gift to him personally.
if not G will say i coward again.
hahaha.
then we headed hm together.
at first me and xiaosi thought of heading to parkway.
but she was tired and i was lazy.
hahaha.
so we went hm.
WHAT A TIRED DAY. :)

but i get to see him lah. its great. <3>