helloooo.
i haven been doing anything today.
this is bad, except maybe emoing which wasnt a gd thing too.
some emotions i dont knw who to share to.

you knw the importance of those words.
it express your feelings so that other ppl can understand how you feel.
i need them as much as anyone else,
even probably more.
i need reassurance. :/

when i cant do anything to solve my unhappiness.
i give in & compromised.
cos i really do not wish to lose something or someone so important to me.
ahhh ! well, im just emoing.
ignore me.






* say you love me will you ? but if you really do. ):

yo yo yo !
okay, im really bored to the max yo !
super bored rotting at home,
my lappy isnt interesting enough boo.

anyway,
you knw what i black out for 5s today.
i really dont knw what was happening but i found myself on the floor when i rmb i was walking.
this is bad. very bad.
i really need to do a check up.
& im really sorry dear for those negative thinking making you worried.
i shall repent haha ! :P

ohohoh.
thank you bryan & jackie !
bestie yo ! :D








* dear, i really love you & im sorry.

woots !
today we went over to nyjc for a match,
ehh maybe not a match cos we played against njc, nyjc yr1 & yr2.
& we won all the match. :)
yay !! clap clap !

but the journey to nyjc was tedious,
the bus ride make me dizzy & we had to change buses here & there.
nyjc is not a gd place to go cos its damn ulu.
& dear told me its at paya lebar when it is at serangoon laa !
zzz -.-

anyway,
i think its pretty hilarious to say that being a 18 its time to go clubbing ?
cos i think there is no advantages of clubbing & it might bring you disadvantages instead.
alright, terence stop suggesting to bring me to clubbing.
i wont !







* i have a cut again !

@.@
i having eyes like this now.
ytd i only slept for abt 6 hrs.
have been chatting on the phone with bryan & jackie.
crapping & bullshitting all the way until i cannot stand it anymore.
i was halfway to dreamland when the guys were talking abt engineering.
snore. zzz -.-

& guess what,
we are going to continue tonight.
yay crapping !
well, they teach me lessons also.
like H2 pampering bf,
im working really hard okay ! :)

okay,
i gtg.
going for touch rugby match at nyjc.
bye !! :)







* imissdear.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME !!! xDthis bouquet of roses are nice right ?
well, bf gave them to me yay ! :)
its damn sweet of him laa,
but he claim its the birthday present he giving me. -.-
no no no ! :/
but im still loving the flowers,
though he was complaining how ugly the flower is.
thank you dear !! <3

ohh yar,
i went to sakae with dear today at TM too.
& then we went to walk ard before we go home.
& while walking ard,
i bought my birthday cake.
dont ask me why i buy this cake though it doesnt look appealing.
i just think as long as i like to eat, nothing else matter. :X
& when i reach home,
i saw a envelope on my table.
i opened it up & this is what i saw..

a hand-made birthday card from THEBESTJOTAN,

well thats what she always call herself haha ! :P

but the card is really damn nice to the max.

the fairy soo look like me laa,

jotan your drawing skills damn good hahaha ! :D
& i cant believe im 18 alrdy. :/

& i flip the page i saw these full page of words that jo written.

i feel damn touched laaa !

except for that fairychongmingli part.

if you dont understand what that means,

dont bother to. =X

upon turning over,

i saw this.

jo will forever rmb to emphasize THEBESTJOTAN part.

never failed to.

but well,99% love.

i love you JOSEPHINE TAN !!! :D

she even thanks the postman. :)

anyway, i just wanna say thank you to all the people who sms me to wish me happy birthday or wishes me happy birthday.

people like: dear, jotan, pin yow, weizhi, keli, mr.idris, selwyn, kevin, siying, farhah, xiaosi, yangtze, jackie, benjamin liang, bryan, jiawen, chyeseng, benjamin, leslie, siewhong, charmaine, eugene, nawal, jaren, boong, weesiang, alex, fathi, sufie, eddy, yuhang, may, gabriel, zhenglin, lishi, ruoxuan, brian, alicia, siewli, issac, hwee ing, magaret, xingjuan, xinyi, zhengyee, marisa, riena, yijue, jeff & blah blah blah.

sorry if i didnt list you here. :P

well, thank you everyone !! <3

rawrr !
i think, no its i have econs make up lesson tmrw or fri !
this is bad.
tmrw is 29 may laa,
how can go school for lessons !
okay. i shall think abt whether to go or not. -.-

anyway,
lazy dear never go to sch for his extra lessons.
so i went over to look for him at 11. :)
i love you dear !

oh yar,
i shall pray for victor & all.
poor them trying to handle that dumb lecturer.
i wish you guys doesnt fall into his trap.
gd luck guys !







* counting down !

2nd day & the last day of SEL camp,
i didnt attend.
why ? cos i had a headache when i woke up in the morning.
must be the motivational talk & that mouthful of soya sauce.
yucks ! :\
that taste still linger around yeah.

ohh well,
i just visited the MI touch blog.
& sadly to say,
i have lots of trainings !
30th may, 2nd, 4th & 6th june.
but well, 6th june i will be flying off to china so i cant go. :/
gotta work on double hard,
i have been missing trainings for 2 wks plus.

but..
i dread schools during the holidays.
cos dear cant go sch with me & the mrt journey is way so long.
probably i gotta get use to it cos dear wont be ard to take train with me anymore after his As.
yes, i gotta get use to it !
but if i can do it or not,
thats another problem hahaha. :D

reminders for me !
29th may- MINGLI's BIRTHDAY !!!
3oth may- touch rugby training.
2nd june-touch rugby training.
3rd june- MOB extra lessons. zzz -.-
4th june- touch rugby training.
5th june- MOB extra lessons again.
6th june to 14th june - china china shanghai yay ! ;)
after that i dont knw whats up for me but its definitly time to study for MYE.

okay,
thats all for today.
tata ! ^^







* hectic june arising.

helloooo.
im feeling a little upset now.
probably mood swing,
or probably im a little uphappy with today.
its really bad.

SEL camp is no fun at all.
its super boring & total waste of my time & money.
& obviously ppl got A level MT exam,
still want to play game around the sch to disturb them.
& end up it seems to be my fault just bcos im a pre-uni 1 ?
fine fine fine.

moreover,
im super pissed with my mum asking me to do these & that when im alrdy super tired after that super boring camp.
so she think im a robot & i can store up energy when i eat batteries ?!
what bullshit.
come'on, im made of flesh & blood that you give me just like you do ?!
another whatever !

&&&&,
i hate it when some idiots(refering to my brother) mess up with my stuff & does not put it back.
so when i scold him, it turns out to be my fault ?!
seriously, i have no choice but im too angry.
wtf lor.
fine fine fine !
everything is my fault happy ?!

yeah,
the whole world can blame me for everything today.
its totally my fault.
if that makes everyone happy,
go ahead & blame me.
rahhh !#%$#&&*







* i'm too tired to speak up.

hello hello hello !
went for the sjab event today afternoon.
with terence & xiaosi.
its really great seeing them.
i miss them soooo much :D

taken the extra time to visit those teachers.
like mr.owyong, mr.kenny tan blah blah blah.
ohh man, i think they still rockkkk yo !

after a while,
joanna, swee yee & farhah came.
& we started to chat + playing ard.
its a damn gd chance to catch up haha !
well, there was really lots of guests today.
quite fun laa, except some spoiler was there bleahs.
heck care him.

well, im tired.
bye !







* barry barry berries !

farhah & me.

cleone & me !

wanzi(siying) & me !

sweeyee & mingli !!

Joanna & me.

Boredddd. :P

Tze chow & me !

BEST FRIENDDDD !!! :) tanxiaosi.

tired tired tired.
today we went to yew tee primary sch & entertain kids.
well, actually we are suppose to ring across the msg of bring your own bag to them.
but i think they thought we were like some animal from the zoo
stare at us as if they dont have sister or brother hahaha !

i spent a lot of money there helping them with the charity.
rawrrr ! officially announce broke.
nevermind for charity yo ! :D
i shall be kind.
ehhh, im really kind today haha !

ohohoh !
& i played badminton with them.
i was really lousy though, why cant they learn to play touch rugby instead ?!
HAHAHA ! okay, that was out of the way.
ohh well, i did enjoy myself though it was tired & boring sometimes.
& i swear primary sch food is 1000 times better than our sch food. -.-

tmrw im going back to tpss for tpsjab bbq & ceremony.
& zhenglin ask me dont be shocked.
i wonder why ? rahhh, making me nervous.
i shall see. haha !







* H2 pamper bf- learning in process.

young entrepreneurship.

siewhong & me.

siewli.audrey ?.adli

that primary sch kid who miss us in spilt seconds.

its 1.60 in pri sch, its 2.60 in MI.

50cents roses.

im here to blog again cos dear ask me to.
so i shall talk abt him rawrrr.
not something good though. :\

HE..
seriously dont knw how to take care of himself properly.
every single day he wants me to worry abt him.
especially today,
he went for rugby & he injured himself again.
his rib, his hand, his knee & his toes. -.-
if he dont take care of himself,
i will blame myself everytime he's injured. :(

soooo,
dear if you dont want me to blame myself.
you better dont injured yourself anymore okay ?!
hais. dont knw what to say.

shhhh !
tell your a secret.
i think he's trying to take revenge cos i always make him worry.
so he is worrying me now hahaha. :/







* barry im going to kill you if you injured yourself again !

spidees !
time to scram arh, 2nd time im warning you boo ! :D
opps ! helloooo !
super long never blog, spidees come again rawrrr.
scram spidee scram !

ask me why im here.
because poor mingli has got a sore eye.
just went to see the doc & the doc say i will recover soon yay !
tmrw there is CIP,
sooo i must go sch even if the sky fall hahaha ! :)

anyway,
HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR !! :D
time passes really fast,
its been 1 mth me & dear are tgt.
i love you dear ! :]

well well well,
i just came here to blog abt this.
haha ! bye.
& i think my cousin is really lame to the max.










* wishing on the wishing star.

helloooo !
ask me what have i done today ?
i can only say,
watch tv, play com & eat.
wah, sounds damn like a pig's life. -.-

my family went to m'sia in the morning.
at first wanted to ask dear to come over to my house.
but though to mis-communication,
he didnt.
nvrm laa. there is always another chance haha ! :)

ohh ohh,
tmrw is vesak day.
& its a hw day for me.
i'm going to stay at home & study ! :D
bye !






* i miss you dear !

To: Dear.

once someone tell me that when i fall in love,
i always fall too deeply.
but thats me & i cant help it.
you're right,
i love you too much.
but i cant help it too.
i hope you feel the same too.

i think you knw how awful & sad i feel when you hide secrets & things from me.
but i knw you cant tell me,
i wont force you to tell me.
but when you are ready to tell,
rmb im always here.

& when you solve your troubles.
rmb to come back as the first barry i knw.
i really enjoy the times i spent tgt with you,
& i hope they will come back soon.
come back soon dear !
i'll be waiting for you. :)

i really love you & i meant it.






* wont go home without you.

i, i dont know why i miss you so much
yeah i, i dont know why i still feel your touch
you, you left me feeling high and dry
with nothing, nothing but the question why

yeah you, i guess you had another direction
and leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

if you call me today
i'll say that im fine
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
its just a lie
you knew what you had
you still walked away leaving me in this mess
my love for you is deep and meaningless

you, you knew what you were doing to me
and i, i guess i was too blind to see
well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
but i'd do it again to relive what we had
(damn thats sad)

there are many things left to remind me
of a love that i just cant leave behind me

ohh well,
i knw i have blog alrdy but im just here to say something.
you knw what ?
i actually cant believe im out of sjab.
i really miss it a lot.
miss the days im the juniors,
miss the days im the seniors.
miss camps, miss thoses scoldings, miss being csm.
miss my juniors, my squad mates.
everything is gone with the wind now.

my gosh.
i happen to glance at the chinese newspaper ytd & i stare at it for like 10s ?
too stunned to say anything.
a pile of kids being buried tgt when the earthquake occurs in sze chuan. -.-
my god laa.
what have this kids do to deserve this type of ending ?
please, china sld improve its infrastructure by building hazard-resistant building.

hais.
today dear didnt went to sch again.
so i went to sch with siewli & i save her day hahaha !
well, we are almost late though. :X
& dear didnt come,
i was bully !
afian keep calling me ong ming li when my name is chong ming li.
this is damn retard.
& joel who is dear's friend ask me where is barry super loud can !
make me damn pai seh laaa.
rawrrr ! :(

ohh haha,
tmrw is gp exam.
screwed.
i hope its fine.
bye !







* mrs.ong -.-

shoo spider shoo !
stop making webs on my blog hahaha !
ohh well,
currently im eating honeydew sago made by mummy.
superrrr niceeeee lalala~

ohh yar,
i just now happen to read the chinese newspaper & i read a news that made me damn pissed.
there is a rich woman in china that say people born in 80s & 90s are useless freakkk.
ehhh ! thats super rude laaa. >.<
she is the one that is useless lor !
brag abt her branded stuff,
waste money on branded goods.
who's useless ?!
if she think she very good then donate all her money to charity lor.
rawrrr ! my gosh. thats emotional. :/

anyway,
ytd we had car washing for fund raising of MI mart.
its fun & tiring though.
but all the cars was sparkling clean haha !
good job guys ! :D

hmm nothing much happen these days.
except gp exam & trackandfield meet & another round of car washing on fri.
so yar,
i need some rest zzz.
&&&& !
i love my dear. :D






* never-ending love.

helloooo im backkkk !!! :D
miss me anyone ?!
i knw there is hahaha !

on thursday & friday.
its my great grandmother's funeral.
we had to stay there & rot.
opps ! yes i mean rot haha !
i have nothing to do except entertaining ppl who i cant rmb yet rmb me.
pretty dumb okay ?!
lucky they never ask me if im married. -.-

ohh on sat & sunday.
its almost the same.
rot & rot & rot at my granny's house.
until my cousin drive me & my cousin out to but flowers for mother's day.
those flowers are really pretty laaa !
i want also !! :P
anyone buying for me ?
haha !

&&&,
i cut my hair super short.
super short i mean.
i cant believe it also.

okay,
im back like finally.
& there is school tmrw.
you will never knw how much i miss my bf.
hais.
& i have a present for him haha !
okay, bye ! :D






* imissyou.

& my mum's flower. i hope i get a bouquet of flowers too !! *hint.

my auntie's flower.

my grandmother's flower.

the other moment she's happy ! :)

she's angry with me. =(

yucks !

i found this fake butterfly in my grandma's house. -.-

yes its barrrryyy deliciouss ! :X

I LOVE DEAR !!! :D
im sooo going to miss him when im in m'sia.
i'll be away for 4 days bcos my great granny passed away sobs. :(
dont miss me peeps !
be back soon lalala~

ohohoh,
today i manage to finish 1 station for my napfa test.
the only thing i can do,
which is sit & reach.
& i got a A for that yay !
*claps claps.
way to go yo !! :)

after school dear & me went to downtown east to watch ironman.
wow cool !
its a damn cool show laaa.
i was like wow-ing all the way hahaha !
& dear ignore me cos he was sooo engrossed in the movie. -.-
thanks dear !
i had a really wonderful time today.
though we cant see each other for the next 4 days,
please tk care of your hand & yourself. :/
i love you. <3

ohh well,
i guess i really need to read more abt my texts.
cos im really missing out lots of lessons.
this is bad, really bad.
jia you mingli ! :D
bye everyone !!!






* bid farewell to great granny.

to all gods & deities.
i really pray that my great grandma is alright.
she is 100 plus alrdy.
i knw she's old, but she is really a nice lady.
& i really hope she's fine.
although she seems so stranger to me cos i arent really close with her but she has become part of my life.
a piece of puzzle in my heart.
all i can say is i hope she's alright.
im really sad abt this though i thought it wont affect me but im wrong. :(

ohh well,
i start wearing shoe today.
char's bf- jason say its bad for my leg.
i really didnt knw,
i just want to get it prepared for my napfa test tmrw.
my leg is rather okay, just hurt sometimes.

hey !
i think dear's hand is worse than mine.
now his hand is wrap up cos he injured it on ytd.
& he's in pain.
heartpain :/
hurry recover dear !!! :)

ohohoh !!!
tmrw im going to watch movie with dear hahaha.
opps, i need to check the timing.
okay, bye !






* i just hope great grandma is alright.

yipee-doo-pee-doo ! :D
my leg is recovering fast !
thanks leggie ! i love you yeah.
i think i can wear shoes tmrwor i sld try to wear shoe cos im doing napfa on wed.
well, at least sit-up & some simple exercise hahaha !

i need to recover really.
do you knw how long it take for me to move from classroom to classroom ?
super long okay !
im like always late laaa !
recover recover recover fast~

im sad !
cos dear's shin hurt.
& he is in pain. :(
my poor dear, i seriously hope he get well soon.
if not i will be damn worried & sad.
i love pineapple tart !!! <3

when im perfectly alright,
i dread training & pe lots.
now im injured, i want pe & training a lot !
thats contradicting. :/
but i really feel that way.

anyway !
thousand of thanks to kenneth !
which is dear's friend.
cos he send me & dear to novena mrt station today yay !
which give me a chance to buy donuts from donut factory hees. :D
the way he drive is really fast & really dangerous hahaha !
but well, thanks ! :)

okay,
tata ^^






* nice donuts ! :D

HIHIHI !! :D
wah, can you tell im super bored boo !
im bored everyday,
without fail. :/

firstly,
i wanna thanks all my darlings, honey & friends that ask abt the condition of my poor ankle. :D
thanks for your concerns,
rockkkk on guys ! :))
i will be back to school tmrw yeah !
dont miss me too much hees.

wheeee~
im soooo proud of myself these 2 days.
ytd i finish 2 task,
my geog ppt & my chinese report ! :D
& today mingli finish her hw,
like IRP responses & geog & econs hw.
shhhh! well, i ignored maths & mob though.
will be back to them soon hehe. :]

here im blogging,
but dear isnt chatting with me.
why why why ?
cos he got to study. :\
& his dad found out abt little cheng teng & start squeezing her head !!!
haha ! little cheng teng, you deserve it for seducing my dear !
*(evil laugh)

i think the secret is going to go really soon.
whoops ! lets watch & see then hahaha !
tsk tsk tsk tsk, hmph~
bye !






* tmrw i can see dear yay ! :X

i love this photo ! :)

my bf !! :D

oh well, i put the captions. :P

this is me ! aren't i cute ?! haha ! better say yes. >.<

ta-dah ! :D
let me intro you my prince, BARRY ONG LI BIN !!! :D
i love him yo !

& ohh yay !
i finish my chinese report today & i do it in 1 day.
aren't i great hahaha !
rockkkk on mingli !
thats what kj say. :P

now im going to attack my goeg ppt wahahaha.
so i shall not blog sooo much.
partially also because i dont knw what to say.
& dear is not at home. :(
alright alright,
bye ! :D

I LOVE YOU DEAR !!! :D

rawrrr ! im bored to death at home can you tell ?
im bored im bored im bored boo !

right.
morning, mummy force me to go to the chinese doc.
thats because my poor leg is still swollen.
you knw how terrified i was ?!
i cant tolerate pain laaa. :(
lucky dear was there to sms me calming me down.

i waited with mummy for 1 hr plus & finally its my turn.
im soooo scared that the pain might kill me but..
mingli is strong !!!
she endure it through yay ! :D
though tears almost roll hees.

this is bad !
no napfa test for me, no going out, no running for the time being. -.-"
im really screwed.
& mr.tan says that if you sprain once,
there will be a second time ! huh ?!
this is bad laaa ! im scared of the 2nd time.
i wont want it to happen again. :(

& dear has chinese paper today.
i hope he knw how to do those qns & pass with flying colours ! :)
think of me dear !
i knw H2 magic rmb ?!
haha ! thats pretty dumb.
okay, im tired.
tata ^^







* 4 days is like 4 yrs ?!

let me show you this 2 photo of the evil little chengteng who stole my dear from me !

she & her evilish smile make me feel like tearing her apart cos my dear hug her & slp every night.

i really regret giving him that ! :(

die you little cheng teng !

MINGLI STARES ! :/

here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
cause that's when i love you
when nothing you do could change my mind
the more i learn the more i love
the more my heart can't get enough
that's when i love you
when i love you no matter what

HAPPY LABOUR DAY !! :D
its not my day,
but i have hols so yay !
ask me what have i done.
well, nothing pratically.

haha !
all i did is chatting with dear on the phone,
watching tv & going online.
opps ! :X
my leg hurts & i had to limp around.
cant do much laaa !

i hope it recover soon,
i wanna go out you see !
i wanna go out with dear ! :(
okay, stop whining dumbass.
cant help it also.







* i love you dear !