heyya.

shootssss.
i dont want to move my leg any further for nowww.
im sooo tired after shopping for a dayyy zzz.

yes yes today i went out with rachel.
accompany rachel to SMU admin office & then we start our shopping trip ! :D
shopping always sucks !
bcos i always cant resist the temptation & start spending.
just today i spend sooo much money on chocs blah`
oh crap, that explains scarcity.

woots.
aussino kids fitted sheet is on sale for me.
now i shall wait for mummy to nod & surrender her money to me.
then i can start dreaming on new colourful bedsheet yay ! :D

ohohoh !
alayne came & join us in the afternoon with her sch uni.
at first we wanted to look for ivy but we got the location wrongly so screwed.
but we had fun in the arcade.
as you can see we took neoprints too. :)

wheeeeeeeee. :DD
i really did enjoy myself todayyy !
thank you rachel & alayne.
except that i was spending too much these days.
gosh gosh gosh i really got to control if not im screwed on thurs.
sentosa & kbox on the way~

but hugging in kbox is soo ohh my gawd ?
nevermind, can try.
i need lots of hug from friends. :]







* our story is history.

yooo.
crappy shit,
i finally make my way out of my house today.
like sooo oh my gawd ?!
cos i have been trapped at home for the past 3 days & i finally see the daylight again yay ! :]

ohohoh !
tmrw im going to do the same too. :)
rachel & i are going to suntec to visit ivy plus doing some shopping.
imissrachel. :D

shit shit shit.
im getting fatter within this holiday T.T
totally sucks & its all my brother's fault !
i alrdy said that kfc is super duper unhealthy but that dumbass so dont want to listen to me.
&&& i dont understand why my mum listen to him when he cry & show some black face just to show his attitude & badly trying to show,
" I WANT KFC !!! IT'S A MUST !!! " (stares at mummy & mummy give in) -.-"
retarded ! may fats grow on him !
opps, im evilish hees. :P

ohh forgot to mention,
i went to chinatown todayyy.
wrong choice seriously but i just wanna get out of house.
it was really wrong cos the weather almost kill me,
i need more exposure to sun. :/

eh yes yes !
serious here.
08b6 people please inform me if you guys are able to make it on thurs for afian's farwell outing ?
please inform me earlier so i can make plans if thurs isnt available.
cheers. :D


byeeee.








* will you count the stars with me tonight ?

yooo.
i have been rotting at home this days.
spider-webs are growing on me,
soon i will turn into a stone. :/

BEST FRIEND !!!
snakey tan is my best friend. :D
we are going to hug tgt & cry someday when we meet up.
& its going to be soon cos im going to buggg her to glide out & meet me hahaha !
i need a hug badly best friend.

dont seek any advices from me regarding any r/s problems please.
im cant help much. sorry rachel.
how can you get help from a failure in love ?
ohh well,
i simply trust love no more.

ohohoh.
you knw i haven intro mr gc to my mum until today ?
i told her this handsome here is my best companion during maths.
she stare at it giving me a puzzle look.
i on it & show her the function,
she stare at me & say im mad for telling her that. :/

my family are weird people,
especially my brother who is currently staring at what im typing now.
*(poke his eyes !)
i shall pardon him for his kpo-ness cos a leopard will never change its spot.
naturally auntie-character hees. :P







* religious is a sin.

hello hello people ! :D
wonderful boring day ahead.

hmph.
mummy made a deal with me & obviously i will be taken advantage of.
she said,
" i help you wash your shoe, you help me iron clothes. "
you would understand why i will lose out if you have ever come my house before.
the un-ironed clothes in my house is stacked up as high as a mountain. -.-"
scheming mum i have. :/

yes fyi.
my tagboard & links are still available readers !
please do not be like my dumb bro KJ who tell me your blog no tagboard how to tag ?! -.-
when you first enter my blog,
please read the navigations at the side. :)

i didnt go out today,
far too tired for no reason & far too lazyyy.
the main issue is the lack of money boo ! >.<
sooo i shall stay at home & hibernate. :D


forget the times you walked by,
forget the times you've made me cry,
forget the time you held my hand,
forget the sweet things if i can,
i can no longer pretend,
i have to remember now that you're just a friend.

anyway, im not emo-ing.
just happen to see this somewhere.
interesting isnt it ? :]







* my eyes are dried. :X

hiyaaaa.
hello readers,
how are you feeling today ? :)

its really tiring these days.
its drains me out totallyyy !
ask me what i have done ?
honestly nothing at all except studying,
& keeping my imaginative mind away from imaging & thinking bullshits. >.<
probably the heart is tired. :/

rachel are we going out tmrw ?
visit ivy & get a retard hair cut.
or maybe hanging out somewhere & laugh your heart out when i tell you my retarded actions these days ?
i feel like screaming blah !
lets go mountain top then. :D

oh man.
i wanna go out, & i dont.
temptation kills.
it sucks.
im broke laaa.
gosh i gonna control.

heart & mind !
you guys better synchronized & think the same.
dont make me suffer further thanks. D:







* that red heart box.

munch munch munch !
helloooo everyone. :D
woo, im chewing a red sweet apple sorry. ^^
i'm back yo ! the cheerful mingli is back hees !
dont worry my dear friends, im fine ? smiles. (:

& yay !
today at 2.50 i announce ehh well didnt announce to the whole sch laa but everyone in my class knows that though.
i announce that mye is over yay !
nightmare is finally gone can ?!
i have been studying & stressing over it for past consecutive days laaa !
yay yay yay ! :]

ohohoh,
credits for farhah in helping me to change blogskin. (:
love you babe ! muacks !
nurul farhah we are so going to go out soon !

btw,
you dont have to worry abt me anymore.
i'm really fine this time.
giving up & getting over it, just needed time to get use to being single.
well, im strong & i will get over it soon yeah. :D
gd luck to your mye my friend !
thanks for the memories. ^^







* the sun shine everyday & i decide to let it shine on me ! (:

how do you heal a broken heart? i have no idea where to start because everything i do reminds me of you.

the worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.

its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.

"a million words would not bring you back, i know because i've tried. neither would a million tears, i know because i've cried."

i drop a tear in the ocean, when you found it, thats when i will stop loving you.

when you lost the meaning of your life, your world turns black & white.

i'm such a failure.
i cant even pretend infront of you.
i tried very hard to cheer up but i cant.
definitely doesnt work infront of you.
i really dont want those tears to roll but they still did.
i just dont want ppl ard me to worry for me but they are still worried.

im sorry for everything.
i really didnt mean to.







* all we need is time.

hey the sun will shine one day for mingli okay ???!
mingli is a cheerful girl ! i dont want what that doesnt belongs to me yo !
不属于我我不会难过 !
我会紧握拳头把那伤心都带走
你要记得至少还有我
一直在为你默默守侯. (:
smile mingli smile !

im tried my best. will you come back ?

i wanted to tell you how much i miss you but i cant. i type a sms everytime i miss you but i couldnt send it so i save it to my draft. now my draft is full of sms that was meant to be send to you, but they will never be send out. i really miss you. tell me that you lied to me will you ? :(

my 8 days of diary.

day 1: hellooo dear, did nothing much except shopping. & i bought 2 clothes yay !! anyway we went to nanjing road & did a lot of walking. as you knw, i dread walking so it was really tough for me but well as long as you get to shop, nothing is a problem. (: ohh !! & i really miss you & i feel like going home on the first day. awww ! but 7 more days to go i really hope i can survive ! :/


Mingli
7/6/08

day2: yo darling ! okay i shall call you a different name everytime i say hi. :) anyway i went to shanghai oriental pearl tower today. the view was really nice as we can see a grand view of shanghai. after that we went to shanghai history museum(wax). omg ! the wax man was really real. & then we went to suzhou, 2 hrs bus journey & we went to visit singapore industrial park, suzhou ancient houses, ohh its damn pretty & i really hope i could buy it & live with you there. (: at night, the tour guide bought us to guan qian street & i bought you a present there. hehe, i have been thinking of you all day laa !! okay, i going to sleep bye !

Mingli
imy !! 8/6/08

day3: i guess you must be busy playing game now. tsk tsk tsk ! did you miss me ? haha. today i went to silk factory in suzhou. super a lot of mosquitos laa !! waste of my time also. after that we went to wuzhen & we visited a place which is damn heavenly !! little houses, little river but just 1 bad thing. its's raining ! & i caught a cold ! had lunch & then we went to hangzhou, we went to visit a temple upon arrival, okay i forgot the name cause its raining & i have been sneezing. i really feel like going home !! its been raining 1 whole day, damn retarded, go everwhere also bu fang bian !! ohh ! i has mac today ! its the most delicious food i have eaten ! :) after that they bought us to a damn old threatre & we watch a drama which is freaking nice !! anyway, im going to bed alrdy ! bye honey ! :] i love you !!

Mingli
9/6/08

day 4: today morning i went to xi hu & took a boat to roam around the lake, the journey around the lake was 1/2 hr which is damn wasteof time as its raining again. my shoes was soak with water ! yucks ! after that we head to tea plantation & i was given green tea to drink. you knw i didnt like green tea but its rude not to drink so i drank it. :/ mum & dad bought a lot of tea food, haha ! tea food means food make out of tea ! in the afternoon, we took 4 hrs bus to nanjing. ohh bad ! you knw nanjing has this bad history of japanese occupation killing 400,000 ppl. i'm damn sad, i wish you were here. upon reaching, we went to visit a old house of a famous woman, i cant rmb her name though. then we went to have dinner & we went to fu zi street for shopping. bad place ! i saw a robbery right in front of me in my whole life but i couldnt help to chase thought i ran fast haha ! bcos i dont knw the place well ! what if i got lost while chasing ?! hehe, time to go to bed. got to wake up at 6 tmrw. bye love ! muacks ! imy !!

Mingli
10/6/08

day 5: hello laogong ! can i call you that ? ohh man, i really miss you & sgp. i cant wait to go back ! food not nice, drity places but the big problem is i am getting fat ! but i didnt eat much. must be those salty & oily food. today morning the tour guide bought us to changjiang bridge. damn nice ! anyway, thats in nanjing. after that we went to a place where they sell jade. super boring & the jade are expensive. ohh ! after that we went to wuxi, another city which bus ride last for 2 hrs plus again. snore ! zzz. first place of interest in wuxi that we went was san guo cheng. you knw san guo yan yi ? its the filming place. the place is damn cool ! i love it. more knowledge of history yay ! after that is dinner & shopping at parkson. boring day today ! tmrw im going back to shanghai alrdy. 3 more days ! home sweet home yay ! imy !! :D got to slp alrdy ! slp early dear !

SWALK
Mingli
11/6/08

day 6: hello my another significant half ! :] today is alrdy my 6th day in china. yes ! im finally going back in 2 days time ! :D miss you like 1000x laa ! ohh well, today morning was really boring, we went to some pearl factory that sell pearls of cos. haha ! waste time ! those pearls are expensive, well thought i love it but my parents wont buy for me & i dont need it so no point also. but you knw it was a really unpleasant trip there as the service was really bad ! those china woman, talk damn loud ! rude to the max. after that my mum & a auntie went to complain abt her & she was punished. ohh ! i got scolded, not only me though, my new friends too. there is this auntie that scolded us when we refuse to buy a thing that she offered, i mean the price cos i wanted to buy for you but my dad told me if she offered too expensive then dont buy but she scolded me when i tried to walk away ! angry ! rawrrr ! soon after, we went to a teapot factory & mum bought 2 set of teapot ! its damn nice laa ! but you knw, i was almost knock down by a bus that day. the bus was just a few cm away from me when it went past me. at the time, you flash through my mind. well, glad im fine. then we went back to shanghai. in shanghai, we went to a woman's tomb & a fengshui master teach us abt fengshui. you knw the mirror on your cupboard is not good for you bcos its facing your bed ? cover it with something before you slp okay ? its bad for your health. :( ohh ! after that we had dinner & we went to take a cruise down huangpu jiang. hehe, damn nice ! the night scenery was damn cool but i got sea sick after a while. haha ! poor me.. okay ! im damn tired i swear ! now its late ! 12 midnight alrdy ! gd night & bye ! I LOVE YOU !!

Mingli
12/6/08

day 7: hi bf ! im finally going back to sgp tmrw ! its contradicting, i cant bear to go back & i cant wait to go back. haha ! the things here are cheap thats why they attract me but i would prefer sgp bcos my love is there. haha ! did you miss me ? see you soon okay ?! i cant wait.. anyway, today was another day at shanghai. we went to a chinese medicine shop & there goes 1000rmb. my mum bought med laa, could have save the money to do more shopping. rahhh ! after that the tour guide bought us to a street to do some shopping yay ! mingli is extremely happy you knw ! but it turns out to be a unhappy trip also. bcos i saw a lot of things that i like but mum wont buy for me. :( had mac for dinner & here im back at the hotel. & i kind of like injured my ankle a little. IMISSYOU.

Mingli
13/6/08

day 8: IM ON MY WAY BACK SWEETIE !! :)

Mingli
14/6/08










* i guess we dont need them now. i realise that no matter how sad i feel when im with you, it is nothing compared to feeling worse being without you.

海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒
有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑
真心会和真心遇到

我缠绕的深情
寻觅
你像蒸发的背影
我垂坠的心情摇曳
不出声音

精彩没结局的戏
我们像不像电影
当看着我的人都散去
我才看见我自己

紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜长
越想逞强去开朗
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
乐园已不再喧哗
还念念不忘旧情话

最暧昧的人
最难忘记
因为还留下梦境
最浪漫的人
最难清醒
不信谁无情
假如能像风和云
彼此又疏离又亲密
不问你不说的秘密
快乐会不会延续

紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜长
越想逞强去开朗
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
心栓在旋转木马
乐园已不再喧哗
还念念不忘旧情话

爱情最折磨的不是别离
而是感动的回忆让人很容易站在原地以为还回的去

紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜长
越想逞强去开朗
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
乐园已不再喧哗
还念念不忘
紫藤花
迎风心事日升夜长
越想逞强去开朗
笑声就越哑
紫藤花
把心栓在旋转木马
乐园已不再喧哗
还念念不忘旧情话

i knew that day is near weeks before.
woman isnt sensitive,
what they sense is always right.
& im right.

the 8 days that i wasnt around.
i wrote diary everyday.
& they were meant for you but i suppose we dont need them now.
i had so many things to tell you but i couldnt speak up just now.
all i could do was to keep quiet cos i really dont knw what to say.

it was really amazing how we first met,
how we first talked, sms or even go sch tgt.
thanks for the memories.
i dont knw why but i just cant dont love you.
its really contradicting you knw,
i hate you for the awful things you have done.
i hate you for being unfair to me.
but i still love you at the same time.

i knw we arent working out weeks before.
but i didnt want us to separate.
so i tried to tell you & you say you will try.
i told you i wanted you to try from the bottom of your heart not bcos i ask you to do so.
i really mean it cos i didnt want you to lied to yourself or to me.
i even thought of giving us a period to cool down & let you think again if you still need me.
but i failed to do so.

when i ask kj how he feel abt vicky.
he say, i think i will stick with her for the rest of my life.
i had the same thought at that time,
i wanted to stick with you for the rest of my life too.
i really mean it.
well, i guess things are different now.

you knw its been how long i heard you saying i love you or i miss you ?
i knew things are different but i kept waiting for those words.
well, i didnt force you to say cos i knw you didnt want to.
i think im no longer going to hear them anymore.
i'm not sad,
its more than that which i simply cant describe it.

im sorry.

helloooo !
i will be away to china for 8 days & will be back on 14 june.
so miss me ppl ! hehe. :D

ohohoh !
i watch kungfu panda today with dear & his friend & the gf.
the movie is niceeeee & funny.
maybe 4/5 stars ?
go catch it laa, you will understand. :)

after that we went to eat & then i got to head home bcos i haven packed my bag yet.
zzz -.-. i hate packing rahhh !
now i gonna go pack yeah.
so wait for me to come back & then i will update.
bye bye ! ^^

DEAR I WILL MISS YOU !!! :(







* be back soon. :)

raycherl & me !

*yawns !
damn tired laa !
went to sch in the morning with dear for his rugby.
& then i went to meet kj at bukit batok mac for breakfast,
thanks for coming over early in the morning just to teach me how to fold stars with straws but its just too hard for me hahaha !
after a while i went back to sch.

Had lunch with dear & some rugby guys.
shags ! i was damn sleepy & tired at the moment when i am going to have a match later.
& edward upon hearing me whining & whining,
he taught me a method to get immediate energy.
its damn useful laa ! :D

talking abt the match,
some rugby guys stayed back to support us.
& we draw with nyjc for 3 match.
1st match we draw, 2nd match we won, 3rd match we lose.
& yay i scored 1 ! i was damn happy ! :)
but i kind of like slightly injured my ankle again. -.-
got to take care of it. :(

1 more day to china trip.
but im not at all excited,
probably cos i scared i might miss dear too much.








* Time.

hiiii !
ytd blogger was screwed thats why i didnt blog,
& i was trying very hard to upload pics.
well, today was alright yay !
i have a chance to speak. :D

rawrrr,
i'm hungryyy !!!
ohh yeah, that was damn random hees. xD

ohh talking abt the pics.
it was a outing with my poly friends to lunch & pooling.
pooling as in playing pool not swimming haha !
& its been like 3 to 4 months i have been to town.
yay i finally went, not noob boo ! :]
shit im really hungry. zzz -.-

ohh,
i just came back home after MOB extra lessons today.
its not boring yet its more of tiring cos we spend half of the time copying notes in a very fast mode.
everyone was damn stress & my hand is damn pain can !
thursday is another day yawns ! :0

ouch !
my bro was just hit by my mum cos his teachers complain abt him not doing his hw & all.
then yar,
& he failed 3 subjects so i think he kind of deserve it.
hey. im not being evil but yar. :P

thank you dear for your effort.
& im really touched. :)
i love you dear !







* love is giving the other person the ability to hurt u but trusting him not to do so.

:D

pool yo !

bias to 1 side.

trying to act cute.

bestfriend. (: jackie.

he say his fats are sticking out !

bestie !

buddy ben !

jiawen & me.

okay. it just happen to.

bryan.jiawen.mingli

Jeff & me.

peek-ka-boo !
im going out later with besties ! :D
i hope my swollen eyes isnt that obvious though.
its really bad to let them see me sad you see. :/

& im extremely sorry for ytd night.
i was really upset if not i will just keep it to myself.
im really not them,
give me some trust & confidence please.
will you ?

or maybe like what others always say,
never expect anything cos usually you will never get them.
its pretty sad huh ?
well, i still wanna take a hope. :)
bcos thats love.







* im waiting, for the sun to shine 1 day.