LITTLE MISS GIGGLES

i knew that day is near weeks before.
woman isnt sensitive,
what they sense is always right.
& im right.

the 8 days that i wasnt around.
i wrote diary everyday.
& they were meant for you but i suppose we dont need them now.
i had so many things to tell you but i couldnt speak up just now.
all i could do was to keep quiet cos i really dont knw what to say.

it was really amazing how we first met,
how we first talked, sms or even go sch tgt.
thanks for the memories.
i dont knw why but i just cant dont love you.
its really contradicting you knw,
i hate you for the awful things you have done.
i hate you for being unfair to me.
but i still love you at the same time.

i knw we arent working out weeks before.
but i didnt want us to separate.
so i tried to tell you & you say you will try.
i told you i wanted you to try from the bottom of your heart not bcos i ask you to do so.
i really mean it cos i didnt want you to lied to yourself or to me.
i even thought of giving us a period to cool down & let you think again if you still need me.
but i failed to do so.

when i ask kj how he feel abt vicky.
he say, i think i will stick with her for the rest of my life.
i had the same thought at that time,
i wanted to stick with you for the rest of my life too.
i really mean it.
well, i guess things are different now.

you knw its been how long i heard you saying i love you or i miss you ?
i knew things are different but i kept waiting for those words.
well, i didnt force you to say cos i knw you didnt want to.
i think im no longer going to hear them anymore.
i'm not sad,
its more than that which i simply cant describe it.

im sorry.