Hello !!
Didnt blog yest, was too busy doing report.
Finally semestral Project presentation is over.
Hoorray !! hahas~

Yest chiong report till 2a.m.
And had to wake up at 5.45a.m.
Oh man !!
Less than 4 hrs of sleep. -.-
I damn tired luhs.

Presentation today was okay except that i was rather nervous.
Moreover, i am facing my classmates not my juniors.
Cant help feeling nervous.
I guess everyone was rather tense up too.
=)

After presentation went mac to eat and had some EG8888 session.
Then me and Meiling head to Orchard to watch "Enchanted".
Its damn funny and nice luhs.
Very fairytale indeed.
I love fairytales.
Highly recommended to watch for fairytale lover.
hahas~

After movie went to Far east to walk walk and eat.
Bought present for Dad and Mum.
Went This Fashion to try out clothes.
hahas~

Something amused me and Meiling a lot while heading home.
Damn long story and it just prove what a direction idiot i am.
hahas~
Mrt madness.

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY !!! ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOSH !! :)




* You are someone who never know what i am thinking.

Had EPC test today.
Under the help of Mr.Koh, its wasnt as bad as i thought.
So i got a A for my lab test !!
hahas !!
I am really glad over it. :)

Oh no !!
Tml got Analouge and Digital Electronics Test.
I am really prepared to blunk that.
hais~

Went to Bugis with Meiling after school today.
Went to shop ard.
Bought a t-shirt. :)
I wanna buy new wallet too !!
OMG !!
So many things desired.
Little money i have.
Hmph~
=(

Report and presentation is driving me crazy.
EPC report, Sem report.
Jap oral presentation, Sem project presentation, Com skills presentation.
*faints.
So many things to do, so little time.

Next sem i decide to Opt out of Jap.
Had enough of it.
I feel i am not up to it at all.
So difficult.
I decide to take up Business mandrain.
Sounds cool huh ?
Oh well, it is. :)
hahas~

Got to go rush report already.
BYE BYE !! :)






* Why everyone saw you except me ?

Hello.
Finally can fork out sometime to do some blogging.
Have been rushing report and all.
Super busy.

Hmm.
Whats the feeling i am feeling now ?
Like very confused.
Wondering what he is doing.
Feeling sour sometimes.
Probably feeling jealous.
But why ?

* Just being random.

Anyway.
OMG lor.
Tml i got EPC re-test.
Thurs i got "bread-talk" test.
Test and test and test.
WTH !!
Hais~

IJC doesnt accept me.
Now i most probably have to struggle with these course.
But how long more can i stand ?
I wonder.





* I am tired, dowan to think anymore.

In the toilet.

OMG !!
I am seriously very tired everyday.
I dunno what happen.
Nowadays i get tired super easily.
I always feel like sleeping.
Yawns~

Lessons on Monday was as usual fun but boring.
Contradicting huh ?
I am refering to com skills.
Fun as in my classmates will all go crazy during it.
Boring as in i always keep yawning during it.
hahas !!

Shall not talk much today.
I am tired and i got to do report.
Plus Fri and next monday got presentation.
ARGGGGHHH !!
Madness.





* Hearts.

Hello.
I am feeling freaking tired these days.
I seriously dunno why.
=(

Mum woke me up in the morning at 7 plus.
Asking me to go Johor shopping with her.
I am seriously very tired.
But i have fetish for shopping.
So i crawl out of bed and get changed.
hahas !!

Meet up with my cousins.
and shop and shop and shop.
Spent money on books and 1 BIG LOLLI !!
I cant imagine i am actually buying books to read.
hahas~
Head home at 3 plus.
=)

And yes,
I am yawning like mad again.

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY !! ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUCIUS !! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIN-CHEN !! :P
Oh man, so many !!
hahas~





* I am missing him, the 3 yrs promises.

Can i love you ?

Best at acting dumb.

My Baby cousin and i.

Us.

My cousin and Brother.

Seriously, i dunno what i am doing.

Photo snap by my cousin. :)

Course day 1.
It totally drain me out.
Lecture after another.
My phone low batt.
So am i.
hahas~

Screamins and shouting again.
My cadets want to buy pi pa gao for me.
WTH.
hahas~

After that,
Hwee chin, Siauling and i have a sudden craving for katong laska.
So we went to Katong to eat it.
Damn nice can.
Order Rojak also.
Yummy !! =)

Was super duper tired.
So we cab home after that.
I think we damn rich can.
hahas !!
Waste money.

Hey, i wanna go slp soon.
BYE BYE !!
:)





* Can i miss you ?

Dai di on bus.

Josh's cai shen.

Ultimate fun today. :)

Talk abt school first.
School today was short.
Had Semestral project lesson in the morning.
Was super tired luhs, slp so late last night.

Next wk presentation.
Must wear formal, must do report.
AHHHH !!~
sians.

Head to Terry's hse after school.
His hse is at blastier.
The guys was playing poker cards on the bus. -.-
* Pictures above.
Damn far for us luhs.
I took nearly 2 hr to reach home.

Anyway,
We went Terry's hse to party !!
Majong-ing session, x-box session, Tv-ing session and Blackjack session.
New game today, "cheat".
The never ending game.
hahas~

Order Pizza hut delivery for lunch.
I think we almost turn his hse upside down.
hahas~
Was super fun though all of us was rather sleepy.
Watch zhou xing che show and was laughing like mad.

Omg, ultimate fun !!

=)

After that head home with Josh and Meiling.
2 hr bus journey. WTH'
Play dai di all the way~
hahas, damn fun and giddy at the same time.

Got to slp very early tonight.
Tml need to wake up at 5 plus.
Meeting Grace, Siauling and Hwee chin at 6.20.
Will be heading to CCHM for 1st course day.
Super duper sleepy !!
Shall not talk much more.
BYE BYE !!
;D






* Fun Fun day !! :)

Gastric pain.
Heart cramps.
ARGGGGHHH !!!
Damn sickening.
Need to consume panadol again and again.
It becomes a habit, i need to quit it.

Finally.
My friend has talk to me.
Though still very stranger, unlike last time.
But at least he finally say something.
Instead of ignoring me.
Happyyyyyy~
=)

I need to do project already.
so shall not talk much.
BYE BYE !! :D






* Nothing's better. :)

*dreams.

Never wanted that to happen.
Never knew why.
I didnt mean to.

Nothing hurts more than that.
Being misunderstood.
My life is in a total mess.

You will never know the reason.
Thats bcos nobody ever know that secret.
NOBODY.

NOBODY will know ever again.
=(

Didnt went to school today.
Didnt want to affect his mood.
Since he hated me so much.
I am really sorry though.

Went to TPSS for SJAB.
Scream and yell and shout.
Vent anger and all.
And i saw a new teacher.
hahas~
He's quite handsome. :)
and he came and talk to me.
hahas !!
Okay, crazy of me.

I am getting very stressed up.
My disciplinary stuff.
JNCO disciplinary stuff.
Packing for move of SJAB room.
Unable to meet deadlines.

Consistence heart cramps.
Am i like going to die ??
Consuming panadol becomes a habit of mine.
I hate it.
HATE IT !!!





* Should i visit the doctor ?

TO HIM : I AM SO SORRY !!!!!!!!

Last night.
thunderstorm came.
something bad happen.
made me fucking pissed though.

But my anger never seems to last long.
Just today, i am not angry already.
I feel like talking to him.
But once i thought of his hurting words.
I dunno how do i start.

To that somebody:'
(Though you may never see this)
I will never know my mistakes if you don tell me.
But spend 1 night figuring and thinking.
I still dunno what wrong have i done to make you pissed off.
What have i done wrong ?

I don like this.
I dowan anyone to be angry with me for no reason.
I don hope to lose a friend.
Can you stop ignoring me ?
I don like that feeling.

Your character is so alike with mine.
I dowan to lose someone nice to talk to.
Someone nice to go out with.
I dowan to lose a friend like you.

Rmb.
I once said.
If you are gone, i will be sad.
Bcos there is no one i can talk to.
No one that understand me bcos of the similiar character.
No one to listen to my sorrows.
No one to bully and to bully me.
And.
I said, all this are from the bottom of my heart.

I know you may never get to read this.
You may ignore me forever.
But till death,
i will never know why.
Bcos you never told me.
i will never know.

I am stubborn.
I cant say this all to you.
and all i can do is type it here.
I would at least feel better.

People say i am over-reacting.
But i can just say, i am not.
I just treasure friendship.

Thats all i can say.
I hope any rumours or nonsense others say.
We can just ignore.
If we know thats not the truth.

I hope my friend can understand. :)






* F R I E N D S H I P.

Just reach home !!! =X
Went to town again with my cousin after school.
To Paragon Aussino again !!
hahas~
Auntie bought some fitted sheet though. :)

After that we went Delifrance to have our dinner.
I AM LIKE SUPER FULL NOW ??!!
Had pizza and ice cream.
I really feel like puking~

Shop and shop and head home at abt 9.
Really drain out.
=(


Amazing + Amusing = Amuzing !!! :)



* I had classmates that think too much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER !!! ;)

Boredom~
Went shopping at Bugis today with my Mum.
Bought myself some Tops and a watch. :)

Walk and shop for 5 hrs plus and Daddy drove us home.
Head to buy a birthday cake for my brother.
He is finally 10.
That dumbass. Hahas~

Anyway,
Nothing much done today beside shopping.
hahas~
Spent too much already.
Need to save up a bit. :]

Feeling damn sad.
I don like anyone to be angry with me.
Anyone.
I am sorry to that someone.
Would you stop being angry ??
Please. I promised.
=(





* Can you don be angry ? :(

* HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN !! :D

Spent 1 whole morning watching Korean Drama series.
Got emo after watching it.
The story is super sad luhs.
Cant help it. :(

Nothing much done today.
I feel so uncomfortable.
The feeling cant be described.
=(

*I seriously hope i know what i want and what to do.
Excluding or including ?





* New nick from Junior~ 魔女明丽

Hey hey !!
I am super happy now.
Bcos i am finally like recovering.
Though my voice still like bad.
But at least its better than yest.
hahas~

School today was seriously a waste of my time.
Wake up at 7.
And took bus with Xiaosi to school.
Reach at 8.50, was late for 8.30 class.
But guess what ?
The lesson will end at 9 bcos Mr.Lai had something on.
So i had 10 mins of lesson and 2 hrs TOTALLY FREE.

Head to town at 11 plus.
with Meiling, Colene, Victor, Josh and Desmond.
went Paragon again. :)
Didnt see Yah-li again. hais~

After that went to Taka.
Victor wants to search his PUMA belt.
Had lunch there and after that cab home.
=)

Now i am at home waiting for my cousin.
she's going to have a 1 0r 2 week vacation here.
hahas~
Okay, lazy to blog somemore.
Bye. :DDD





* When i accidently glanced that...
Qoute of the Sem: Ah, diam luhs !!! (By Terry)

AHHHHH !!!
My condition isnt any better.
Instead, it got SUPER worse.
Now i swear i cant even talk.
No voice project out at all.
and that dumb fever of mine comes and go.
=(

I don think i could even make it to school today.
with this voice, this condition.
hais.
But i have a lab test later.
Omg, HOW ???!!!

I wonder about tml.
Wonder if i could even make it to school.
Oh no.
hais~
Very frustrated. :(





* The electricity flow.

Omg luhs.
Getting more and more sick each day.
I thought i would be feeling better today.
But i didnt.
Instead, it got worse.
I am having a fever again.
Not only that, i also lose my voice.
=(

I think it must be that chocolate cookie i ate in the afternoon.
I sldnt have eat that. :(
I think that was partially the cause.
Maybe its also because i went to K box with Victor and Josh.
Singing and singing and singing.~ lalala~
No voice alreadyyyy. :(

Not mentioning letting the guys worry abt my condition.~ (I am so sorry abt that.)
k box was really a fun trip with them.
Had lots of fun and enjoyed myself there.
I cant wait for the next trip there with them.
hahas~

Oh no !!
Lab test for ECP tml.
I think most likely will flunk can.
hais~
Desmond still say flunk together. -.-
Oh no Oh no Oh NO !!! :(

I am tired already,
bye bye.
Tk care ppl.





* I am stunned.

* cough cough.~

Still very sick today.

Visited the doctor though and was given 1 day mc.

Which is today.

Thats why i am at home blogging.

=(

Really miss my classmates though.

And thanks guys for the care and concern given on msn.
Loves and hugs. <3

Bad.

I think i am missing a lot of lesson.

Receive a msg from Analogue and Digital Electronics lecturer today.

He says that there is a SUPER IMPORTANT lecture on it today.

And like wow,

I am still visiting the doctor. -.-

And i think SEG club, 99% of them are still in wonderland.

:)

Being sick is bad.

No tasty food.

No bubble tea.

No cold drinks.

No heaty food.

If this continues, i will DIE. :(

Only porridge. yucks~

Getting really sick of it.

I am getting sleepy.

Yawns~

Bye. :Pp

* When the sun shine, we shine together.

Today i am very sick.
Flu is seriously a bad thing to get.
Feel so awful luhs, didnt went to school today.
that imply i miss out lots of lessons and the running session.

That doesnt make a difference.
Because Victor P.S me and i P.S Josh.
I wasnt feeling well also. :(
Maybe make up next monday ? hahas~

I miss my all classmates.
Despite is 0703 or 0704.
I miss them all. =)
All the "chap cai peng" store names.
and wow, i have got a nickname from them.
AH-LI !! (screams~~~~)
Sound so orbit though. -.-
Thanks to Josh.

*Random.
Being confidence is a good thing.
But over confidence is nothing but SHIT.
Shall not elaborate further.





* I don love anyone. I don dare.

Mum and Dad drove me to Paragon Aussino today.
Firstly, to see my lovely colleagues there.
Secondly, to do some goods exchange.

Oh yay !!
this is the 1 out of 1 thousand times i went back and Bro is there.
kind of miss him.
Miss his bullying and stuff. =X
Beside bro, there is Chunling, Auntie Jessie and the 3 china girls.
Yah-li and Auntie Lay pheng wasnt there. :(

Bro and i and then went to the storeroom.
And he took my hp and send send and send those games.
He cant wait to play them i guess.
hahas~
Seriously, i really miss them. Miss working. :(

Heard there is a new part time.
A guy, 16.
Omg, younger than me. :(
I thought i was the youngest.
Didnt manage to see him.
I shall see how to look like someday. :DDD

Stay for quite long before meeting Mum and Dad to head home.
I am missing them again.
They really rocks my life. =)

Going running tml,
I got to slp early.
And i shall just pray that VICTOR AND JOSH DON P.S ME.
hahas~

Rarrr.
i have got myself a fever. :(
bad bad bad.
Must be too much of heaty stuff i have eaten these days.

nothing much did today.
beside sleeping and sleeping.
hahas~

Oh ya, i almost forgot to say.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAH-LI !!!!
:) MOTHERRRR.

Going to sleep again.
bye bye !!



* You and her, then me ?

BOO !!!!
Just reach home like 1 hr ago.
Had make-up lesson till 5 today.
After that went Kou-Fu to eat with Josh, Meiling, Colene and Vic.
Including 2 lovely couples.
Jeff and his Gf.
Terry and Yan jun.
hahas~

And ohh gosh.
Meiling, Colene and i actually feel minor earthquake.
Was it our illusion ??
hahas !! *mystery.
Head home after that.

Forgot to mention,
before our make-up lesson we had 3 hrs break.
Colene, Meiling and I went to watch "The Game Plan" at Amk hub.
Oh well, I could HIGHLY recommend it.
Its super funny and touching.
"The Rock" is handsome too. :)

Okay, EPC i seriously cannot understand.
Next week got Lab test.
I need to buck up.
BUCK UP BUCK UP !!
hahas~

Okay, stop here today.
BYE BYE !!!!





* We ? Reality or Dreams ?

HAPPY DEEPAVALI !! (:

Oh well, today is a holiday !!!
Yay~
I slept till 12 plus today.
Super tired luhs.
hahas~
Partially also because i slp at 3 plus last night. opps =X

Seriously i have been slping late these days.
I got to slp early tonight.
Tml lesson start at 8.
If i slp late tml i sure cant wake up.
hahas~
I hate morning lessons.

Did nothing much today at home.
Has been hooking onto my com.
Mum bought a 2 new watch.
And she bought me NONE !!!
how nice of her. :(

Well, i wanna go shopping next wk.
Anyone wanna shop also ?
I think i know someone who wants to shop also.
hahas~
:DDD

Okay, nothing much to say.
我那个
不能说的.秘密是真的不能说
他永远也不可能把我放进他的心里.
但是..
我放不了手.


* Between us.

Hello.
Nowdays i am super duper lazy to blog.
I dunno why, maybe cos i am super duper lazy and tired.
hahas~

yawns~
Its now 11 plus in the night.
It has been long since i slp late at night.
rather miss those times though.
hahas.

Today went to amk hub to play pool with the guys.
As usual, i always lose when playing with Jackie.
But i can win better when playing with Jiawen.
hahas !!!!
so i love playing with Jiawen.
Sorry Jiawen. =p

After abt 2 hrs plus of pool went back to school.
Had "breadtalk" lessons.
Like omg, the teacher first time in gd mood can.
Bcos of a curry puff. =X
hahas.
I didnt know its so easy to make a teacher to be in good mood.

On the way home.
Meiling and i had some exercising session at Cityhall Mrt station.
i think both of us are getting old.
Run awhile start panting like hell.
MINGLI GOT TO train up a bit !!! ( lack of energy~)
Shall not elaborate much if not short entry will turn into compo.
hahas~


I AM HUNGRYYYYYY NOW ~!!!
Super duper hungry. =(






* Good Old times.

当世界
不知不觉的变了有时候
我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想象是
一种快乐
拥有了
同时也失去什么
而眷恋
原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕报不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖
是爱多还是复合
能握着手就是感动的

Tired day ahead.
Tml is a long day in school.
Boring make up class crash my hopes of going home at 12.
Dumb deepavali fault.

I do not know what to do with this outbreak of sudden feelings.
I had never imagine me and you.
But i do not know why this feelings just came.
I had a bad habit, which is my face will feel hot as if i am having a fever when i am in love.
but i do not know how to handle it.
and i am loving you.
Lets just pray.





* He is in my mind.

sobs sobs.
Daddy found out that my laptop is in "coma" and scolded me.
I shouldnt have keep it from him in the first place.
:(((


Today had com skills test.
Super difficult can.
Like just communication wise, has got so much things to learn.
Dumb.

Got Jap tml and like omg.
I HAVEN LEARN THE 46 JAP WORDS !!!
argg.
Super difficult luhs.
Now still doing the Jap hw that needs to pass up tml.
boring boring boring. =p

Shall not talk much,
BYE BYE !!!





* Dark clouds loves to stay above me.

MY BLOG IS LIKE VERY DEAD LUHS.
hahas~
i also lazy to blog also.
sians.
Busy nowadays luhs.

Today lesson was crappy.
Semestral project is boring and sleepy.
didnt went for the last lecture.
My classmate and i was having our own core module.
EG 8888.
hahas !!!

Went shopping with my friend after that.
A guy friend who shop like a girl.
hahas~
took half an hr in a shop.
argggg.
After that head to orchard to shop and eat somemore.
Head home at about 5.
Very tiring.
So i decide to head home and slp.

My laptop is still in coma.
very very bad. :(




* I dunno why my heart is in such a mess.