LITTLE MISS GIGGLES

summary of 2009;

it has been a pretty tough year to get around with,
filled with sorrows, confusion, stress, amazement etc.
emotions overwhelm totally.

studies;
school this yr was really stressful.
pw, H1 As & promos has pretty much taken up most of the time.
& i realise its definitely not a year to slack.
but well apparently, i did, thats why my results isnt really good.
& to be remind of, my common test was a total mess up.
i'll never allow history to repeat itself for next year.

family;
conflict level was up & down.
but i think im given more space to breathe.
i just hope everything gets better next year.

friends;
thousand of thanks to people who're always there for me.
i really really appreciate it.

love;

to him:
im really really really sorry towards you.
i could say until today, im still guilty towards you.
its like i shouldnt have allow myself to jump into a r/s with you when i dont love you.
no matter what, you really deserve better.

to him:
we've caused much ripples in each other's life.
but im really glad that everything resumes to normal for the both of us now.
you're happy with your life & im happy with mine.
i think this is the best life we all expect each other to lead.

to him:
its totally amazing how everything starts from 7yrs ago.
how i first fall for you & was having a crush on you for like more than a year,
then we eventually got together.
but happy times was short, we'll ended.
& then its like we have been treating each other like siblings for the years down the road.
you're like the person i would definitely called when in need of someone to talk to & im really used to having you around. you've alrdy been part of my life all along, i couldnt imagine life without you.
but i think heaven is like playing a prank on us, attempt to give us a 2nd chance to love each other at a wrong timing.
although its at the wrong timing, im willing to wait around for the hurt to recover.
for the wreck in you to be slowly repaired.
because i kinda believe that 2nd chance dont come easy,
& we should appreciate it. its fate i guess.
but what should i do now? i kinda angered him unintentionally & he's ignoring me. :(
all i can say is "i'm really sorry."



i hope next yr is better.


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