hello.
ohh man im damn tired.
SLE today totally drain away my energy.
but it was really funnnn !
& i got new friends in sch again. :D

i hope SLC next wk is fun too.
got to start packing my bag cos im always packing it last minute.
& then i will start to miss out stuffs.
LOL ! :/

okay you knw what.
the OBS instructor today is cute. xD

hi.
im really disappointed.
you dont seem like the person i really knw anymore.
& i dont want to sms you again.
thats it im pissed !

zz.
SLE tmrw, hope that it will progress smoothly yea.
lucky i have audi in my team for SLC if not i will be boreddd to death.
& rekha gets to be with rina,
how unfair ! :/

BESTFRIENDS. <3

i miss you guys lots, meet up soon ! :D

yo ppl.
sch today is atrocious.
pe totally drain my energy off,
& the financial literacy talk refrain me from supplying my energy back zz.

oh haha,
the atrocious part doesnt include the time spend to play uno.
though one uno game takes 1276494 years to finish but..
playing with your classmates is xtremely funnn ! :D

ass.
you knw what type of hols i have ?!
i have a BACK-TO-SCHOOL holidayyy. -.-
camps & courses & trainings to attend rawrrrrrr !
* pouts ! :/

&&&&.
training is starting soon lol.

HELLO !
Lol tmrw is the last day of sch yay !
& it marks the start of the december holidays hahaha.
i cant wait yo ! xD

weeeeee!
happy deepavali to everyone !
though only the indians celebrate it but everyone gets a day off thanks to them ! :D
so lets wish them happy deepavali sincerely lol.

ohh haha,
jaren is finally back after like vanishing for 2 wks.
& i woke him up last night to chat with me !
& that guy tsk tsk tsk, forgotten something important !
i shall not tell boong that actually he forgotten her birthday hahaha.
opps ! ;x

Sweet beginnings and bitter endings. That’s how it is and how it will always be.

heyo !
did you feel a sense of relief in my tone ?
HAHAHA yes cos promotional verdict is out & im promoted !
phew thanks god seriously. :D

but..
my results are really bad.
i just merely made it & next yr got to pull my socks really highhhh !
if not the game is sooo over for me. ):

ohh yar,
another piece of good news yay !
uncle is going to get discharge soon & he's getting better each day.
*smiles. xD

tmrw is the promotional verdict.
how do i face it ? :/
cross fingers & wish me luckkk.

*worried & frustrated.

shag.
super upset today,
my promos results are really really bad.
& im really disappointed in myself.
:(

my results are bad till i dont knw if i can promote with this shit.
im seriously lost totally,
we'll just have to wait till fri where we will knw our final verdict.

damn.

hais.
uncle is out of the operation room,
unsure of his current condition but mum was crying when she called me.
she say she is too sad when she saw him being push out as he was moaning in pain.
ohh my gawd can.
can all deities & gods bless him please ? thanks.

shittt.
today is promotional exercise,
& that means we will knw our promo verdict tmrw.
haha wish me luckkk.

& damn im still sickk,
more sickk than before. :/

the sky is so pretty today,
but seconds later it seems like its going to cry. :/

hey "someone".
im really sorry with the way i treated you.
but i hope you understand that everything is a lie.
& walk away from me.

i lied,
cos i dont want to hurt you nor give you hopes.
but honestly with the current situation im in.
im unable to start a new relationship at all & wont want to.
i dont want to hurt you yet i have done a lot of stuff to push you away from me.
can you please please please go away ?
get the hint & move on.

i dont want to hurt you further.
there are better girls out there. :/

How come the one i wanted to share my dreams with, took my dream from me.

heylo.
im awfully sickkk. :(
sick until super colourful (direct translation from chinese)
ohh man, get well soon mingli !

its confirmed.
uncle is having operation on monday to remove the tumor.
i hope he'll be fine seriously.
*cross fingers & pray super hard.

life's a bitch.

there is this man in my family.
he's always the big brother,
he call the big shot & hold great responsibility.
in the 18yrs of my life i have never seen him drop a single tears.

but..
now this man broke into tears infront of me & my mum.
this man locked himself in the room & weep,
as the most deadly illness-colon cancer struck him.
it was in the early stage but still there is not yet a guarantee medicine for it.

i was really stunned upon hearing it.
stood there for 10secs & i continue with what i was doing.
but i broke down into tears when i think of the man who has been living in my house since 18 yrs ago.

& he's going for a operation next monday.
i pray & pray & pray & pray that he'll be fine.
his son & daughter are both younger than me,
they really cant live without him.
so may all deities & gods bless him with lots of love.

helloooo.
another day of a waste of time.
retarded shittt.

& im commited a deadly sin today.
by wasting food,
i threw away 2 dollars of kueh bcos mummy didnt appreciate them.
i feel damn bad !
but..my mum sld feel worse ! hmph. >.<

ohohoh !
& i went back to tpss today to meet terence.
we had some tiny winy stuff to settle yea. :D
& i ate chwee kueh in sjab room !
did you see this you intruder ?! im telling you that lalala.
you watch it. i will prove to boong i will drive you out out out !
rawrrr scram asshole. i bite. :/

& here comes the exciting part !
guess who i saw man !
i saw my snco csm which happens to be koo chee hoe !
he looks the same & we had a little chat on the bus yea.
:D

ohh crap.
OBS & SLC & touch camp.
HAHAHA ! busy nov here i come !

peek-ka-boo.

HAHAHA !
can you imagine how interesting the first day of sch can be ?
i knw you cant cos it sooo interesting i swear.
today we had post-exams activity,
& i seriously enjoy my dayyy sooo muchhh !
i cant even believe i actually said that lol. -.-

early in the morning,
the class was separated into 2 grps.
1 grp have to do glass painting & the other grp went out for bowling.
& the crappy part is,
i have to do glass painting ?! despite my draft being super ugly.
wth fine. :/

&&&& !
we finish the stupid glass painting yet the security guy refuse to let us out of sch !
damn asshole can.
spoil my plan of going to westmall for breakfast,
& i have to eat the canteen food which forever taste as bad.

alright enough complaining yea.
something funny hahaha !
rina saw a suspicious article on the mrt & she wanna inform the mrt personel.
but that black garbage bag with something in it belongs to some uncle that is standing super duper far away from it.
HAHAHA !! crap.
& she's damn worried that it might explode then she will die. -.-

okay okay,
i hope sch's better tmrw. :D

因為愛你.所以放手還你自由
因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾
因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過
因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開

ohh crap.
sch's starting tmrw poo ! :/

helloooo.
updates yo !

shag.
sch is starting next tues,
which is 2 days later. -.-
so nonsense can !
going back to sch means facing the outcome of my papers.
& HAHAHA,
all i can do is cross fingers. xD

&&&&.
im saving money now so dont ask me out so often !
i wanna go UK soon !
so im saving money to get my ass off to UK to visit winnie.
she's waiting for me there yay !

i will save lots of money & tried to get a job during the hols.
then i will go tour the world as like i was wishing all the time. :D

i knw abt your new girl.
wish you all the best yea & thats from the bottom of my heart.
:)

the "you" now.
is my reliance or love ?
am i forgotten by you totally ?

heyo.
i've so many things to say today.
so many feelings,
so many thoughts. :/

firstly.
abt this cca that has bought me through my sec sch life.
i can always clearly rmb that during my sec 1 cca orientation,
i totally have no idea what cca to join & im pull in to join that cca due to my friends.
however,
these friends quitted this cca one by one.
& my squad were only left with 11 survivors including me.
i wont denied that the training was tough, the scolding by seniors sucks !

but..
it has turn out to be the best memories my life could give me.
the times where my squad have to hold tgt & get through thick & thin.
the times where we quarrel & hate each other bcos of conflicts.
the times where we bitch abt a particular senior tgt.
the times we hug tgt & cry, hug tgt & laugh.
the times we scream at each other & where political comes in.

in my 4 years in that cca,
i enjoy every single year spent.
there were times where i had attitude & really hated that cca.
but coming to realise that actually i dont hate it at all,
its just the way i see things that everything seems negative.
there is obstacles in the cca,
nothing is smooth.
but when i thought i couldnt get it through,
my squad mates are always there to encourage.
& its bcos of the cca,
i made many friends. many awesome friends.

but why ?
what has lead the corp, the cca to such state.
i want to do something to help, really.
but what can i do ?
this cca has bring me wonderful memories & knowledge.
but why cant it be the same as years ago ?

i want to do something !
i want to do something to let the juniors enjoy sj as how i enjoy it last time.
but why cant it be like the past ?
why cant i change it ?
bcos times have changed or bcos intruders appear.
is standing from far, watching all the efforts the seniors put in fall apart the only thing i can do ?
i dont knw.

st.john ambulance brigade, thank you.

bryan & me. :D

jackie & me. xD

helloooooo.
what a nice nice day today yay!

ohh haha,
went to kbox with my good good friends.
they are all my bestie & bestfriend. :D
& we really enjoy ourselves by singing our lungs out.

but..
this bunch of guys keep looking around for girls.
so retarded can.
however i really enjoy my time spent with them cos..
ITS SUPER DUPER FUNNNNN !!

love you guys to the max yea. xD

okay im sooo excited for tmrw yea.
im going kbox with bryan, jiawen, jackie & chyeseng yo !
haven been seeing chyeseng for sooo damn long can.
:D

LOL.
i haven look for vic too.
i cant wait to hear his stories hahaha !

boohoo.
today im gonna get ultra fat !
im sure & this is badddd !

well,
thats bcos i went cafe cartel with boong & jaren todayyy.
& its gonna get me extra pounds for sure ! ):
* frowns.

but guess what,
junhong is working at cafe cartel & he gave me 10% off !
thank you junhong !! :D

& ohh no.
this is bad bad bad.
i saw sooo many nice stuff today & i want to get them.
but i need to save some $ yeah,
cos im broke.
mingli ! you got to control !
D: i hope i can do it ? LOL.

byeeee, tv-ing in progress. ^^

heyo !
PROMOS IS OVER !!!
happy for me ? :D

haha.
i seriously happy that this nightmare is over.
but when it comes to taking results,
i think i will cry my lungs out tsk.

ohh yeah.
today is maths & geog paper.
i seriously dont want to comment abt it hais. ):
damn depressing !

im gonna enjoy this break !
& start my engine again soon ! :D
btw, kj bro is my depressing partner yo.

hellooo.
tmrw is the last day of nightmare.
geog & maths.
wish me luck lol. :D

wth.
helping my mum with some matchmaking thingy.
lame shit i felt.
a waste of my time.