LITTLE MISS GIGGLES

Just as you think that everything is in place,
they start to fall apart.
& who'll understand how that feeling feels,
when it was abt to be yours & yet it wasnt or wont be.
so near yet so far. how do i cope with that?
you're such a mystery.

probably due to the weather or what,
im sickk once again.
down with a fever & a bad sore throat,
my voice is turning hoarse as well.
worse i've got a stomach flu.
& i didnt go to sch today.
i guess you probably didnt even realise.

went to the doc,
& once again she gave me lots of med.
i really hate tablets.
whenever im sick, i feel like crying.
cos it isnt some good sign of life.