Saturday, December 12, 2009

hello.
within a night,
i kinda see the truth that everyone wants me to see.
yes i feel cheated now, like finally.

i actually believe in you.
why must you prove me wrong?
what hurts the most is you're running away,
all i need was just a word from you telling me you cant & it will be okay.
we're still friends but im utterly disappointed in you now.
& whatever i told you,
im like totally serious & i guess you actually took that into your advantage.
cos im stupid enough to actually trust you & defend you all the way.

you must be laughing at how dumb i am now arent you?
yes i'm, because i actually believe you with the whole of my heart.
i guess i just need to learn to be smarter.

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