LITTLE MISS GIGGLES

hello.
took a few steps & revert back to square1,
then took a few steps then back to it again.
eventually im still on the spot.

on this repeated process of back & forth,
im tired & ever thought of just standing there,
holding on whatever i have left.
but i realise i was too greedy,
& it was the initial reason why i lost everything in sight.
i was too greedy, i wanted too much.
even till now.

i wish it was a dream.
the moment i wake up, you'll be right back.
i really hope that happen.
but foolish enough to think that way, cos you wouldn't.

i wish i can stop moving backwards.
but how do i move away?