HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KJ! :D
happy birthday bro, you're even older alrdy.
must stay happy okay! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DESMOND KOH! :)
ohh desmine, we're equally old alrdy! haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KLEO TOO! :]

stupid thoughts & assumptions,
they will kill you.

they're just like a invisible posion,
which slowly corrode your mind, heart & soul.
turning you into nothing but a zombie,
a living dead i would say.

& when you found out the exact truth,
which totally burst your assumptions.
thats the time where you realise you're nothing but a fool.

okay! here's those pic for ytd.

today is a bad bad day,
for both me & twinny.
everything just doesnt seems that its going smooth.
& it made both of us really emo today. sigh.

tmrw im suppose to do ushering for parent's day,
but my parents dont want me to go cos there's no sch tmrw.
& i'm needed at hm since they wont be at home.
yet i promise to do ushering as a councillor,
im in such difficult position i swear.
really really stucked inbetween & idk what to do.

its just really really messed up today.
& thats the time when i wish you'll here with me,
cos i miss you.
im sorry.

heylo.
i actually have lots of photos to upload,
but i swear blogger is freaking slow!
& its late, im tired.
so im just gonna upload them tmrw instead,
sorry carina you got to wait or you can go facebook. :D

its a wed & we had SC meeting till 3plus. -.-
then carina & me walked to westmall & we played along the way.
of cos we took lots of pictures & i will upload tmrw!
so wait okay! (:

after that i went jurong east entertainment center,
walk ard alone while waiting for jackie.
& guess what, i bump into mrstan at ntuc.
so i kind of like shop ard ntuc with her for a while,
& carrying her basket for her cos its very heavy.
then she went off first & i contd to shop ard there.

half an hr later,
jackie & yuankai came.
yuankai drove us to aljunied mrt station & from there we took train.
we'll late meeting ben for dinner due to the jam on the highways.
so we went to kim gary at tamp1 & dine there,
then head hm separately. happy to see them though. :D

ohohoh i forgot to mention ytd,
i saw a quite shuai & muscular & tall guy in the train ytd.
or maybe i sld say bballer from some alumni i think.
he's freaking tall & fit & tanned,
sitting right opposite me & i keep staring at him.
okay, very retarded i knw. LOL! :/

heyhey!
its tues today & i somehow love tuesday.
though lesson is till 4plus but its all the relatively interesting lessons.
like population geog, mob & pe! :D

ohh pe was super fun!
cos my class did invasion games?
we dont really understand mr.ser's language seriously,
he say invasion game, we hear "invention game", "detention game", "recession games", "inflation games".
we're not being bad, but seriously we cant hear lol.
but we played a little & laugh alot.

ohh man.
i wanna go to the japanese cemetry to explore tmrw!
mrs.tan wanna bring us there!
at first there were some excited souls,
but just hrs later all gone by the wind.
so its still a qns if we're going or not. if not i have to go for geog. -.-

ohh but during a 2period break in the afternoon,
twinny& me went for some retail therapy,
& within 5mins i bought a pair of sandal.
cool! my money flow out of my wallet like water.
soon, i will be broke if this contd. haha!
but i loveee retail therapy lots! :D

HELLOOOO!
im like super excited haha.
cos finally my dearest blogger has recover from its madness,
& i can once again post photos!
ohh, some are from last wk cos i couldnt post them that time.

ouch!
my left eye hurts! & idk why.
probably its too dry or maybe its a symptom of sore eye.
but it really kind of hurts & i cant stop rubbing it! :/
i swear its gonna turn worse.

today's dinner was disappointing!
i attempt to eat only custard puff for dinner,
& i only manage to eat one cos it taste yucky.
so now, im starving.
great! great for dieting. (:

&&&&.
i super duper hate it!
i hate to stay back on wed to do something which i feel its useless!
& im FORCED to do it too.
total waste of time & effort cos it doesnt benefit me at all.
stupid obligations.

1 more thing.
sld i quit or not? its a complicated qns.
i hate hearing, "councillor somemore! how can you do this?"
"councillor & you're late?" "counillor must set gd example!"
councillor here, councillor there.
excuse me, councillors are humans too! they arent perfect.
if they are looking for a perfect person to be councillor,
then probably im really not the suitable candidate.
im not what everyone wanted a councillor to be.

hey.
teach me, how do i decipher you?
you're such a mystery.

"even though going on with you gone still upsets me,
there are days every now and again i pretend i’m ok,
but that’s not what gets me"

hello.
took a few steps & revert back to square1,
then took a few steps then back to it again.
eventually im still on the spot.

on this repeated process of back & forth,
im tired & ever thought of just standing there,
holding on whatever i have left.
but i realise i was too greedy,
& it was the initial reason why i lost everything in sight.
i was too greedy, i wanted too much.
even till now.

i wish it was a dream.
the moment i wake up, you'll be right back.
i really hope that happen.
but foolish enough to think that way, cos you wouldn't.

i wish i can stop moving backwards.
but how do i move away?

ohh great! blogger you're recovering slowly!
very very very slowly.
but you're still weird i swear.
recover soon okay! i'll wait.

ohohoh!
i just woke up from a wonderful slp!
its been soo long since i really really slpt well.
its super refreshing! superb! :D
but i hope i can slp again at night lol.

its been really long since i go on shopping spree!
got to go soon! cos this addiction is working up again zz.
& till now i haven got the time to watch harry potter with shuwen.
im so sorry shuwen! it will be soon i promise! (:

dear blogger,
you've turn old & useless!
cos i cannot upload photos at all.
& this is really really bad you knw!
should i abandon you? idk.

give me some time to think abt it.
for photos, please refer to my photostream.
the link is at the side. (:

ehh im going to screw blogger!
until now its still in some mess,
if this continue im going to jump to xanga or something! :/
i wanna upload pics & i cant! what's wrong yo!
hurry recover please. :(

ohh my gawd.
what happen to blogger?!
its so screw up!
& i cant upload pictures at all when i want to! :/

anyway,
its racial harmony day today.
& quite a number of our classmates wore traditional costume. :D
its rather fun cos we keep taking photos,
well actually only me & twinny lol.

after that suppose to meet shuwen to watch harry potter!
but its ruined! cos tmrw we had to hand in eom draft1,
which i have not done it at all!
so i went to the national library with audrey, twinny & rina to do research.
i think today my whole class were in different libraries in sgp haha!
eom suckkkks i swear. :/

im very very tired!
i wanna upload pictures too!
& stupid blogger doesnt allow,
so bear with it people. :(

okay. blogger is turning very weird. :/
since thats the case,
i shall summarise the highlights of today.

firstly,
we got back all the results.
& pathetically, i got 2U, 2S, 1B, 1D.
i feel totally stupid.
how did the Us came out?! & how do i pass promo2 like this?
i have no idea.

its true that im losing sight of what i have now.
& i wanna hold on still even if im going to be wounded.
haha, such a dumb ass.

today.
is such a fattening day! & its really awful.
i ate soo much & i cant even stand myself!
OKAY! Aggressive dieting starts tmrw.
im gonna cut down on my weight by at least 2kg!
those irritating fats, scram scram scram! *pouts. :/

gosh.
happy times always pass fast!
tmrw there's sch again zz.
more blows to come, im real worried abt my mob& geog papers.
ohh there's gp too. sigh.

& its been quite some time i went on shopping spree,
but next wk would be a hectic wk.
wed going kbox, fri watching harry potter & attend pop.
other times are mainly taken up by sch.
got to save sometime for myself to reflect for the wk!