LITTLE MISS GIGGLES

Hmm. Today is a day full of breaks and fun. And also a day which i am totally pissed off.

Today had 3 hrs of break. So as usual, me, benjamin, bryan and jeff went to AMK hub. YAY !! i finally get to eat my favourite mango Ice cream !! lols. SUPER HAPPY. okay, i sound like a kid. BUT I AM. lols. Its super nice lah. I say i must bring KJ go eat someday. lols. Then after eating ice cream, we went to play pool. okay, my skills was lousy so my dearest shi fu- Jeff was trying to coach me. But he almost went crazy. He says: " ask u to shoot that ball in and then the white go in, then never ask u shoot that ball then it went in. " and he groans. lols. SORRY teacher. lols. But i seriously enjoy myself until Ben show me some msges.

Okay, here i need to vent my anger. No one will bother abt me being unhappy i know, but i just have to say. I am super pissed. I dunno how long i can tolerate. I dunno what am i going to do to him if he irritates me again. He call me some words, and blah blah blah. I dunno lah. Today is such a unhappy day for me. Althou they try to cheer me up and all. But what i needed wasnt them. Forget it. No one will understand and bother abt me. I just want someone who can understand me and treats me well. Share my problems.

Yest one of my friend told me abt his relationship prob. He likes this girl who already has a bf. But he thinks that the girl feel the same for him but he isnt sure. So he went to watch spiderman with her. and after that he gave her a ring and then tell her. " I dowan to be like peter parker, he always wanted to give mary jane a ring but never did. I dowan to regret like him. " OMG. if a guy ever tell me this, i will cry man. So touching lah. and then its like i will feel like marrying him. But now, my mind is filled with only him. His faces, his voices, his back view and the way he walks. But i felt he's not going to love me like i love him. I am always holding one sided love. :(
SAD !!!!!!!!!!

Okay, today i talk a lot and yell a lot and cry a lot. I feel so unhappy today. I need someone to talk to, i need care and concern. I need to talk a lot here today also, cos i am going camp tml, till sunday. So cant blog for 2 days. OKAY. I AM UNHAPPY, I DOWAN TO SAY ANYMORE. :((((


when i say i am worried abt you, i am seriously super worried.