BLOGGER.
you're not safe anymore.
hey hey you you. shut up.

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen.
I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers.
I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy.
I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant.
I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead.
I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of.
I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

I don’t know if the pain is gone, or if I’m just getting used to it.

Because I miss you, when something really good happens, you’re the first one I want to share it with. Because I miss you when something is troubling me, you’re the only one who would’ve understand. Because I miss you, when I laugh and cry, you’re the only one who could make me laugh harder and make my tears disappear. I don’t know where we went and why we grew apart, but you should know, I miss you.

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you

Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

我都醉了
灯光在我眼里都模糊了
为什么还清清楚楚记得
那天那句要我把你忘了
怎么能忘了 除非不呼吸
走到哪里才躲得 掉回忆
离别就是让人怀疑自己
连恨不恨你都不能确定
也许这一切都是我不好
是我不知道
只有真心留不住男人一个拥抱
就 算眼泪会是溫柔的守候
可是爱如果是求來的我也不想要
是我不好 是我还忘不掉
心痛只能用时间來消耗
毕竟当初是我选的一个
给 不起我永远的人
就算是我不好

是我不好- 陈慧琳

IM HAVING A HEADACHEEEE! ):
must be the short while nap while waiting for pupz with mama.
then plus the rugby boys will damnnn noisyyy!
HAHA! & then one rugby ball came flying towards us.
smack it off & screamm at themmm!

ohh got back my pw results!
got a B, though i actually expected A for my grp! :/

btw,
investiture ended.
it walks the end of my council life in MI.
love it & hate it at the same time!
contradicting huh.

ALRIGHT! PHOTOS UPDATEEE!
popeye's studying session with mama ching & pupz.
it was awesomeee, but studying wasnt very successful. HAHA!
ohh then pupz went home.
& mama ching & me went to esplande rooftop & camwhoreee.
(:

next up is some photos from the night rehearsel for investiture.
apparently a blackout happen & we took some photos. :D
its quite eerie i swear.

in my heart,
there's only you im serious.

no texts. no calls. nothing.
i miss you really badly.
where are you. what are you doing.
i hope you're alright & fine.

i'll be here missing you every second.
& praying that you'll be fine.
lets not give up will we?

PHOTO UPDATES.
CRAZYYY FUNNN AT KBOX WITH JIALU & BENNN.
THEN CRAZY OUTING WITH CHERYING, ADIL, CHARLES, SARAH, YONGYI, RAEHANNA.
OHH NOT FORGETTING PLAYING WITH THE PUSH-CART WITH VALEN.
:D :D :D

there isnt a day that goes by that you didnt cross my mind.
& the zoo thing, i really really wanted to go with you.
its by coincidental that i went with my friend,
but i want to go with you. ):

&&&&
dont give up on me.

is that for me?
why do i have a really really strong feeling it is?
:(

原来有爱真的还不够.

dumbass.
you're such a dumbass.
how can you ask me who my blog is talking abt.
when the person is you all along.

im damn tired & sick of this alrdy,
if you want me, you'll find a way to put me in your life,
no matter how long it takes for your heart to decide to settle down.

heyo!
i went back to malaysia for qing ming festival.
& stupidly, i slipped & fall somewhere at the cemetery.
& i injured my ankle. its kinda swollen.
got to go to the doc tmrw to let him take a look! :/
sucks big timeee.

& im gotta muggg like crazy,
keep myself busyyyy!

I've heard, i've heard, i've heard.
& i choose to believe you, believe you & believe you.
but i realise you aren't even worth my trust.

seriously, now im afraid i might hate you.