MY MUSCLES ARE ACHING DAMN BADLY!
ouch ouch ouch!
& its like orientation is damn tiring!
had to bring those kids ard.
my battery only left with abt 10%!
i need sleep to recharge.

& ohh my gawd,
we took cab to sch today.
& our cab fare was 46bucks,
damn damn ex i swear! :/

SO, im damn broke.


独送昏暗不离的风 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里 更提起你名字
心还跳动 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果 都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

HEYO!
today i went running with siying early in the morning!
its damn tiring! i ran more than 2.4km. :/
but i definitely need to practice more! tsk.

after reaching home,
mummy suddenly mention abt heading to malaysia.
so we went malaysia!
im glad we did, so i can skip spring cleaning of my com desk.
its like totally messy! LOL!

now im back hm,
im super duper tireddd!
anyway, that pizza up there is made by my brother.
*claps for him! :D

heyhey.
sch has been killing me softly these days.
with the pile of hw undone, pile of notes unread, pile of doubts unclear.
i'm getting headache almost everyday,
& i sleep damn early everyday cos im damn tired.
ohh i almost forgot pe, its a total killer i swear. :/

i just finish my gp essay.
& now im brain-dead.
tmrw is like another long day before the wkends come.
but i doubt i'll pretty much enjoy the wkends,
cos i've spring cleaning to do! & not forgetting those hw again.
sigh. lifeless pathetic life.
:(

"maybe instead of thinking you know everything,
let go of your ego for a while and you'd start to get to know her,
and maybe if you threw away your fears of getting hurt and just loved her,
maybe you two could make it."

i came across this & i almost cry,
cos i wished this is what you can understand & we'll try.
if we try, we might make it boy.

i just don't want to do anything to pressure you or drive you away.
even though sometimes i can't help it.
just like i can't help that i fell in love with you.
cause i did, i love you.
and it scares me, a little bit, but, there it is.

没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

黄小琥 - 没那么简单

yay!
jotan's backkk! :D
& i met up with her like ytd?
we went on a shopping spree & damn i spend 100 again.
she spend 100 plus too! thats bad. i fail to control.

& we went haagen dazs to have ice-cream as well.
its damn damn heavenly! :D
after that jo came to my hse for abt 2hrs before she proceed to met jug.
we took photos & try on new clothes! its really funnn.
hope i can meet up with her again before she fly back to australia.
(:

ohh & i went malaysia todayy for shopping again with my family,
& i bought another pair of shoe. shit.
but its like really really really nice?! im gonna be damn broke.
& then its like we came back to sgp,
then we went to IMM to shop moreee. :/

save money mingli. tsk.



我想维持礼貌 忘记骄傲. 继续做你唯一的城堡

hello.
the first day of sch is quite like hell.
end sch at 5.25 & its like im damn damn sleepy today.
i almost couldn't keep my eyes open during geog lessons,
not because its boring but i was really really tired.
probably its because im not tuned back to the timing yet zz.

anyway,
my timetable quite sucks.
& im stressed out, gotta start revising.

ohh no!
school's starting tmrw, its like back to hell.
i dont like it! & im feeling quite lost.
although its not as if its my first day of school,
but its like school is so unfamiliar to me now. :/

end of freedom, start of fears.
its gonna be a tough year ahead as im having As this year.
i really hope to do well & get into a local uni.
work hard mingli! :D

just wait for the day where revenge takes place.
i'll return you the favour.
dont cry upon the grave for regrets,
cos everything would be too late by then.


the 13rd day.

hey.
damn damn damn.
im very very sick now, down with a 38 degree fever.
& its like wth laa, like again!
right before sch's gonna start, damn retarded.
& i have to work full shift tmrw, seriously bless me.
i hope i dont like faint there or something.

& i really fail in controlling my spending.
i bought a hat from esprit today.
& tmrw i gonna buy 2 other bags.
& ytd i alrdy bought 2 bags.
& 2days before i bought another bag.
so within 8days, i bought 5bags. -.-
holy shit! i really really cannot buy anymore bags for the rest of the year.
no. maybe half of the year. :D

okay gonna rest. bye.

12th day you're gone.

hello.
ohh no recently i've been spending a lot a lot of money.
bought a schoolbag from everlast, a running shoe from adidas.
& today i bought 2 other bags.
i need to start to control.

& definitely get rid of the stupid habit of spending when im sad.
:/


11th day you're gone.

today is the 10th day you ignore me my dear.
but it seems like 10yrs.

you drag me all the way,
& you tell me we're walking too fast.
then you dump me on the roadside & walked away.
how can you assume i'll find my way back home?
so i shall sit by the roadside & wait,
wait for you to come pick me up again.

i'm waiting for his text everyday.
i'm waiting for his call everyday.
i'm waiting for him to talk to me on msn everyday.
i'm waiting for him to miss me; cos i dont knw if he ever miss me.
i'm waiting for him to contd to love me.

Single? Exotic experiences are appealing to you, and you aren't so concerned about attaching yourself to any one thing or person, but are intrigued and excited by the adventures life has to offer. You don't need to settle down now, but you will enjoy some romantic experiences with those in your personal environment in this period.

this is so true!
omg you're right horoscope! :D

Looking at the photos we took,
still there as my wallpaper & screen saver.
so close yet so far.

i really really miss you.
you wont knw how much im going through now,
just to hide the pain of you ignoring me.

come back soon.
i miss you & i love you.

for now; i will lead life normal.

heylo.
went shopping with my family today,
bought a pair of adidas running shoes so that i can wear it to school. :D
school is starting in a wk time, i'm totally not prepared for it.
its gonna be a yr of hardship which i definitely have to go through.
go on girl! (:

dear boy,
how long do you intend to hide from me?
are you really really sure you gonna break away from my life?
stop escaping dear.
let me dry your tears & ease your fears with love.

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your
Soul to the fates
Never thought you`d leave me alone

Retail therapy doesn't work when you are penniless. :(



如果有一刻 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

heyhey.
i cant imagine i actually slept less than 6hrs for the past 2days.
today i just manage to replenish my sleep a little.
but i'm still freaking tired.

i promise to go shopping with my cousins.
so..
i hope retail therapy would cure everything! :/