i admit defeat.
its really tiring to carry on.
i've lose & i will try to let go.

give me time to forget,
i hope i can.







* memories are the only thing i will take away.

hi.

today is a super super super bad dayyy i swear.
& im fucking pissed.
im sorry but i pissed to the extent that i cried.
sooo pardon the vulgarities yeah. :/

fuck lor.
my *** teacher is a pita seriously !
fyi if you dont knw what is a pita,
pita stands for "pain in the ass".
& i swear she is a pita.

why am i so pissed ?!
just bcos mrs.pita scolded me like fuck ?
what have i do to deserve her scoldings ?!
she insulted our parents okay !

the story goes like this,
she is going through some ans when the lesson is sooo over !
then rach & i were talking.
she point at us & she say,
"if your parents got no $ to send you overseas, then you better shut up & listen !"
but she obviously say in chinese laa.
then i was super pissed & said,
"you dont look dwn lor.."
& she bang the table like wtf then she started scolding me.
why ?!
cos she freaking hell misinterpreted what i said & she thought i said she look dwn on us !
which i totally mean she look dwn on our parents.
whatever lor pita ! >.<

okay !
i shall now do my chinese report & mob & econs hw !
busy busy busy !
byeeee.







* i wish you could smile & say hi to me just like before we got tgt. can you ?

look around don't you feel something missing?
i'm the one you promised you would love
but you gotta ahead so far away
while i'm holding on please turn around
i see you but i don't feel you
can't get your attention to save our love
look back and see me now
don't let me down please turn around

once doesn't mean anything to me
come show me the meaning of complete
where did our love go wrong
once we were so strong how can i go on?

when you told me you loved me
did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling
when our little dream didn't turn out right
when you let me believe that you were incomplete without me by your side
how could i know
that you would go
that you would run
baby, i thought you were the one

why can't i just leave it all behind
i felt passion so bright that i was blind
then something made me weak
talking in my sleep
baby, i'm in so deep and you know I believed

when you told me you loved me
did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling
when our little dream didn't turn out right
when you let me believe that you were incomplete without me by your side
how could i know that you would go
that you would run
baby, I thought you were the one

your lips
your face
something that time just can't erase
my heart
could break
all over again

heyo!

its parent's day todayyy.
but it wasnt doom day ?!
bcos my teachers said fairly good comment abt me yay !
mummy & daddy are reallyyy pleased hees.
except the part abt my results laa.

talking abt my results,
4 passes & 2 fail. -.-
however its nth to be proud of cos i merely just passed them.
seriously i really need to pull up my socks for promos.
which also mean i wont be blogging often alrdy cos im banned from com on wkdays. :(
might be a good thing for me though haha.

& yeah its really bad.
cos im still sick, awfully sickkkk. :/
i need some full speed recover potion,
cos i need plenty of energy to do my chinese report which is due on monday.
ohh my gawd damn stress. @.@
alright im tired.
byeeee.








* am i still in your heart ?

helloooo.
didnt went sch today too.
still sick awfully, awfully sick. :(
& i worrying badly now,
i must have miss out plenty of lessons & that means i need to do lots of self-studying.
anyone volunteer to help ? xD

ohohoh !
tmrw is parent's dayyy !
aww man its sooo freaking scary laa,
what are the teachers going to say man !?
i think i gonna get a heart attack like soon if i continue guessing haha.

damn that fever,
still refuse to go off.
stop bugging me laa i got better things to do beside eating med.
well at least i have tmrw, sat & sunday to rest. :/
get well soon mingli.

now i shall announce my near plan.
first i gonna study hard for promos,
secondly i gonna tk a gamble.
dont bother guessing if you dont knw haha !
i gonna wait & wait & wait & tk a risk.
i knw what im doing bcos both my mind & heart are agreeing to my plan. :D
wish me luck ! :X

anyway,
gonna eat med soon.
tata ^^








* you wait & see !

hii.

* cough cough !
mingli is awfully sickkk now.
dwn with a fever, bad sore throat blah.
life has been unfair to me can ?!
how can like this sobs. :/

didnt went to sch today,
dont think going to sch tmrw either.
being sick is really a bad feeling !
especially when you dont get any care & concern from the one you love anymore.
the feeling sucks to the max zz. :(

okay shall go emo.
byeeee.








* touch my heart & feel my love.