hello.
took a few steps & revert back to square1,
then took a few steps then back to it again.
eventually im still on the spot.

on this repeated process of back & forth,
im tired & ever thought of just standing there,
holding on whatever i have left.
but i realise i was too greedy,
& it was the initial reason why i lost everything in sight.
i was too greedy, i wanted too much.
even till now.

i wish it was a dream.
the moment i wake up, you'll be right back.
i really hope that happen.
but foolish enough to think that way, cos you wouldn't.

i wish i can stop moving backwards.
but how do i move away?

ohh great! blogger you're recovering slowly!
very very very slowly.
but you're still weird i swear.
recover soon okay! i'll wait.

ohohoh!
i just woke up from a wonderful slp!
its been soo long since i really really slpt well.
its super refreshing! superb! :D
but i hope i can slp again at night lol.

its been really long since i go on shopping spree!
got to go soon! cos this addiction is working up again zz.
& till now i haven got the time to watch harry potter with shuwen.
im so sorry shuwen! it will be soon i promise! (:

dear blogger,
you've turn old & useless!
cos i cannot upload photos at all.
& this is really really bad you knw!
should i abandon you? idk.

give me some time to think abt it.
for photos, please refer to my photostream.
the link is at the side. (:

ehh im going to screw blogger!
until now its still in some mess,
if this continue im going to jump to xanga or something! :/
i wanna upload pics & i cant! what's wrong yo!
hurry recover please. :(

ohh my gawd.
what happen to blogger?!
its so screw up!
& i cant upload pictures at all when i want to! :/

anyway,
its racial harmony day today.
& quite a number of our classmates wore traditional costume. :D
its rather fun cos we keep taking photos,
well actually only me & twinny lol.

after that suppose to meet shuwen to watch harry potter!
but its ruined! cos tmrw we had to hand in eom draft1,
which i have not done it at all!
so i went to the national library with audrey, twinny & rina to do research.
i think today my whole class were in different libraries in sgp haha!
eom suckkkks i swear. :/

im very very tired!
i wanna upload pictures too!
& stupid blogger doesnt allow,
so bear with it people. :(

okay. blogger is turning very weird. :/
since thats the case,
i shall summarise the highlights of today.

firstly,
we got back all the results.
& pathetically, i got 2U, 2S, 1B, 1D.
i feel totally stupid.
how did the Us came out?! & how do i pass promo2 like this?
i have no idea.

its true that im losing sight of what i have now.
& i wanna hold on still even if im going to be wounded.
haha, such a dumb ass.

today.
is such a fattening day! & its really awful.
i ate soo much & i cant even stand myself!
OKAY! Aggressive dieting starts tmrw.
im gonna cut down on my weight by at least 2kg!
those irritating fats, scram scram scram! *pouts. :/

gosh.
happy times always pass fast!
tmrw there's sch again zz.
more blows to come, im real worried abt my mob& geog papers.
ohh there's gp too. sigh.

& its been quite some time i went on shopping spree,
but next wk would be a hectic wk.
wed going kbox, fri watching harry potter & attend pop.
other times are mainly taken up by sch.
got to save sometime for myself to reflect for the wk!