hellooo people. :D
let me intro this person in the pic,
he is my little brother.
tsk isnt he fat ?!

anyway !
i went to m'sia in the morning & came back just not long ago.
i was bitten by a mosquito twice !
curse that mozzie bang into the wall & die. >.<
ohh man. im evil. :P

hawrrrr~
im jealous cos my cousin change hp & i want a change of hp too !
daddyyyy !!!
i want a new handphone please ! :)

screwed.
sch's starting soon yet everything is undone.
mingli you are screwed totally ! :/







* im glad i at least knew you are okay.

hiii.
im sorry for the ranting ytd.
but im really feeling mixed up.

i feel that..
no matter how much i tried to act okay & all,
but in fact im not.
i want to knw whats going on ard you.
how are you doing & all but i dont.

& the other side,
flash back keep coming back.
at the time where i needed you most, he's there.
i feel comfort but okay i really dont knw.

i dont want to love anyone now.
leave me alone, i need time to heal wounds.







* im breaking down.

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditional and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

aiyooo.
eugene & kj is still angryy with me. :(
sobs im alrdy scolded by kj alrdy what more they want me to do ?
im really very sorryyy ! D:

ehh..
my emotions are really mixed up todayyy.
i dont understand why.
why you leave, why im feeling that way, how are you doing now & all.
i want to knw badly.

but on the other hand,
i dont understand why im sad when i see that happening.
why its still lingering in my mind, why everything is different now.

pardon me for that,
i wont get any answers but i just wanna squeeze them out of my mind.
can we just be friends ?!

我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流
别往下流

不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
很不相同

想要说 却还沉默
伸出手 无法触碰

天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新 的生活

闭上眼 让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我 的世界自由的走








* too many qns, too little ans.

heyo.
i spent 1 whole day outside today.
just reach home around 8.30pm & but i went out at 7.30am.
needing plenty of rest boo !

firstly,
had a mini class outing to sentosa.
& i've got sunburn ! -.-
aww sucks !
i didnt went to play in the water.

ahh yes.
i need to sincerely apologised to kj & eugene.
im sooo sorry i didnt attend your chalet.
& kj seems so pissed with me,
making me feel very very very guilty.
im really very sorryyy ! :/

2nd round of outing.
went ktv with vic, des, yanjun, josh & terry.
they are still the same & i miss them badly. :(
it feels very good to be with them again.
awaiting our next outing yo ! :D

shucks !
my eyelids are really super heavy. @.@
i think i look like a panda with those heavy eyebags !
& im on some diet programme i set for myself.
i eat a bread for lunch & dinner. :]
ohh crap,
its not a programme laa its just that i too busy to eat alrdy.

dont ask me what i busy with !
im just busy going out & enjoying myself.
keeping my mind & heart active,
they wouldnt wander ard & i will feel better.
much less emotions squeezing their way out. :\








* its suffering when night falls.

helloooo.
yay going to sentosa tmrw !
let the sun shine yo !

ohh crap man.
some asshole complain abt my family.
crappy ! she is just plainly jealous & over-sensitive.
she say we are noisy & she needed rest,
my neighbours say she need rest please go hospital hahaha !
curse swear screw her ! :/

bad !
im having a bad headache now.
needing rest, byeeee.







* for the lonely.

hellooo.
damn im super sleepyyy @.@
my eyelids are almost shutting down but..
if i sleep now i will stare at space for the rest of the night.

crap.
i dont knw whats wrong with me these days.
especially during the hols.
i feel like a bat totally. -.-
okay im weird.

counting down to the end of the hols,
& it will be time to start studying very very hard again.
promos will be here soon.
mingli needs to stop yawning & start to worried abt meet the parents session.
ohh my gawd those results. :/

hees i didnt do anything much today again.
ohh !
& i totally fall in love with this song. (fall for you)
can anyone send me this song ? :D
thank you !

tata ! ^^







* tonight will be the night i will fall for you over again, dont make me change my mind.