feeling sad & excited & happy.
ehhhh.
contradicting huh,
who cares anyway as long as i am happyyy heee. :DDD

ohohoh,
feeling excited & happyyy cause yay i am admitted to MI !!!!!! :]
but the bad thing is i am going to be separate from my friends in NYP. )))):
rmb to askkk me out okayyy hehehe.
will miss them lots man. xoxo :P

yeah i have to wake up at 5.30am tomorrow.
for MI orientation boo,
i hope i will manage to make new friends not sobing cause i miss my friends & trying to adapt.
wish me lots of luck. :))))

ohohoh btw i talk to farhah ytd.
she's still as crazyyy i swear hahaha !!!
we talked abt terence,
& blah blah blah.

im gonna sleep really soon,
if not i wont be able to wake up tml zz.
new adaptions thats crazy. "/





* Big girls dont cry.

went to school to study today hee.
i am so hardworking right ?
hurry,
say i am hahaha !!!

& haha,
maths is making me mad.
i finally know bits and pieces of it under the help of my two wonderful teachers hehehe. :]
pu jin and vicky you guys rocks man wooo~ :D
ohohoh sorry for spoiling vicky's dream in the morning hahaha !!!
but its good to wake u up to face reality. ")

& yeah,
boong i do love you too hahaha.
ehhhh.
i love everyone ard me can just incase more people come asking me if i do love them zz.

dear da yun fu is having a high fever,
& currently i am trying to force her to see a doctor zz.
i dont care no matter what she is going to the doctor HAHAHA !! =X

oh no tomorrow is maths paper.
its so scary & i need lots of mugging. :(
off to mugging readers.
byebyebyebyebye~ :)


mummy,
i want a boyfriend HAHAHA !! :P
well in my dreams i guess. ^^





* JAE, i am waiting for you. Hee~ :D

hellooo.
i am so happyyyy todayy,
because i b.itch with Jo on the phone. :]
b.itch for about 2 hours plus hehehe.
cant blame luhs,
its been long i talked to Jo hahaha. :D

and haha,
best Jo decide to give me a new christian name.
here's what she list. A-Z.
its so long and hilarious can.
we cant stop laughing hahaha !!!!!!

A- Alice
B- Bernice
C- Carrie
D- Denise
E- Elizabeth
F- Fairy ( What a name hahaha !!! Thanks arh Jo. )
G- Glenys
H- Helen
I- Irene
J- Jeanine ( hey Jo, i think this is the nicest)
K- Kate
L- Loraine
M- Mermaid ^^"
N- Nicole
O- Olivia
P- Princess -.-"
Q- Queennie
R- Rachel
S- Stephanie
T- Tina
U- Ursula
V- Valerie
W- Winter
X- X-----ray ( Real cool huh ? -.-")
Y- Yvonne
Z- Zilian = Zi-lian

HAHAHA !! =X
its damn hilarious okay !!!
speaking to Jo brightens my day yay !!
Jo, you rocks man~
i love Jo hahaha !! :P
dont worry serene, i love you too my best camp mates. :DDD





* Its a decision.

its the end people.
a full stop to it alreadyy.
i just send out the email.
thats the end of the journey.

i arent happy.
my tears are droping and rolling down from my eyes.
its something that has been with me for 6 years.
i cant bear to leave,
yet i am tired.

if i could just close my eyes and sleep,
i hope its all a dream when i wake up.





* the end.

hohoho.
forgotten all worries and leaving it all behind ^^
ohohoh we called that memories right ?
hahaha i am so smart. hurry say i am. :P

snakey & me headed to tampines mall,
terence and leslie is late. :/
how can guys be later than girls huh.

while waiting for these two dumbdumb.
snakey & me went to shop around,
slack slack slack. :]
ohohoh and squezzing through crowds too hehehe.

finally that two dumbbies came hahaha after 13273837 mins of waiting. :X
punishments !!!!!!!! :P
snakey & me punish leslie to treat us pizzahut hehehe.
and yay he agree hee.
burp~
thanks leslie,
we are super full lalala. :D

one big round,
my squadmates are still the most wonderful people on earth.
its deep down memories just like the bukit timah outing we had last december hee.
=)
i love snakey and laolang.
i love wanzi and joanna.
i love cleone and farhah.
i love tzechow and zul.
i love sweeyee and chiafong.
I LOVE THEM ALL HAHAHA !!! :DDD

serenettl my b.itching committe training department head !!!!!!!
i am waiting for your sakae treat hee. ")
and haha,
CJ7 again hehehe. :X






* Teardrops on my guitar.

it's bad real bad.
i am having headaches again :(((
too much thinking too much brainstorming and i had enoughh.

i had it all thinking.
reflecting through the memories i spent through the 7 years.
i dunno what keeps me going for that long that far.
but all i knoww my passions is gone.
i am lost and i dunno my directions.
its not impulse yet its more of drawing a fullstop for the 7 years journey.
when its time to come to an end. you will knoww.

thanks for trying.
but i already made my mind up this time.
i have come so far so long.
but everything comes to end. everything even life.
and my mind is clear.






* Its time to say goodbye.