Tuesday, June 5, 2007

SORRY.

Sorry. I know u like me and u are very nice. Everyone say so too.
But the problem is i don have that type of feeling for you.
I don like you, cos i already have someone i love a lot.
I didnt want you to pin hopes on me. Cos i really don see any hopes between us.
Althou i dunno whether there is hopes in between me and the guy i love.
But, i am willingly to try and wait.
Sometimes, u dunno what's gd abt the person, why u love him so much but some ppl just cant be replaced.
I am really sorry.
U can find someone better than me for sure.
Don pin hopes on me.
He cant be replaced.

Sorry. :(
WHAT A FRIEND SEND ME.

Life...
Sometimes you might heard someone saying:"I'm sick of my life man, its totally sucks". And after a few days, he/she will say:"Wow i feel like I’m at top of the mountain now, my life is great".

Life is just like a graph, it never be a straight line. There's bound to be high and low. When we are at our high peak, everything thing went smoothly as we plan, and get the result we wanted or higher than our expectation.
But when we are our low peak we are facing challenges, difficulties and problems, and sometimes when things are getting out of hand, we might tend to give up or leave it aside.

When we are at our low peak, problems is one of the main factors that really drain us out. Because when we handle a problem for too long, it tends to tired us out not physically but mentally. When we are physically tired, after sleeping for a night we will get refresh and begin a brand new day. But when we are mentally tired, it takes longer time to recover and for some situation its not easy to get recover.

Problem is a very strange thing because it will always come in group, and when problem is not solve, yet another problem arise.
Each and every person has its own limits, its just like a measuring cylinder and the water is stress. When water(stress) begins to fills up the measuring cylinder, when it's fill up to the brim thats when our limit is reach. And when it is overflow, that's when our mental started to break down.

When you are mentally stress out or break down, its time to pour out the water(stress). Leave your problems aside first, then find things that really relieve your stress. Or forget about the problems you have and go out and enjoy yourself for a day, just find means and ways to relieve your stress. Take a good bath, tuck yourself in bed and sleep as early as possible. If it works well on you, when you wake up you will find yourself refresh and tell yourself:"Its' time to solve my problems, one by one."

When you are solving our problems, there are 2 results; either solve the problem completely or make it worse. To prevent matters getting worse, have a clear mind that can think and make decision, make right decision.
When your mind is in a messy state, you can't think properly nevertheless to say making a right decision. Purpose to relieve all the stress, is to prepare yourself in a better mental status to solve the problems without any regrets. When a decision is made, if you made the wrong one you will regret, and regret is forever.

When you have empty your measuring cylinder, its time for more stress :) and i can say you can take more stress than the previous. You will get more stronger after each challenges you face, after each problem you solve, because you learn and grow.


~Don't make wrong decision as it leads to regret, don't regret if wrong decision is made, because it's you the one who made the decision, and regret is forever~
How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
LATE FOR SCHOOL 3rd TIME.

Okay. I am like late for school today. lols.
Bcos i overslept. :)

Actually i woke up at 8 and give someone morning call. Then after that i was super tired, so i fall back aslp till 8.40. Actually i got something wrong. I thought lesson start at 11 bcos Bryan say it start at 11 yest as engineering mechanics lesson was cancelled. So i heard and i was like : " oh okay, start at 11. " and i am super happy cos can slp longer. Then as i was slping, i think back. i thought first lesson is Maths ??? last lesson then engineering mechanics ?? then where will possible start at 11 ?? so in slping mood, i called ben and ask. Ben say start at 10. So i was late.

Nowadays lesson super wierd. Either cancelled or let off super early. whats wrong man ?? lols.
Super wierd.

i heard a shocking news. i dowan to elaborate further. ask me if u want to know. :)
i am dying.

Monday, June 4, 2007

LONG LONG DAY.

What a long day today.
Monday lessons always from 10-5. Super boring lah. Physics and engineering mechanics.
Why everyone say easy ?? I don understand lah. Am i dumb or what ? :(

Okay, after end lesson. Went down to Lavender for interview. Lucky there is chye seng and Bryan to accompany me tk mrt. Waited so long for that interview. Boreddddd.
And before that interview, i meet 2 perverts again. ang moh somemore. omg lor. WTH.
Wanna know more, ask me. I lazy to type. lols.

lazy. :) i saw him today. Happy !! lols !!!

My motivation. I cant imagine myself without him. I will DIE !!

Sunday, June 3, 2007

SORRY.

I am not going to pressurize u. So sorry i made u damn stress. But i didnt mean to. I am just eager and bcos i care. hais. okay. So sorry. i know u very busy nowadays. I am just too worried. I really think too much but thats bcos i care. so sorry. :(


My love is like a circle. Never ending. :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XIAOSI !!

Happy belated birthday to Xiaosi !! lols. Yest was super tired. i slp whole day.

nothing much to blog when i am not in sch or in gd mood. lols. :)

sorry to miss out snco course day. gotta ask ard. :(

I still love him lots. and i mean a lot. :)