LITTLE MISS GIGGLES

2010-05-30T05:32:00.000-07:00

2010-05-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

2010-05-02T18:32:00.000-07:00

HEY BLOGGER,
IM GONNA LEAVE YOU FOR NOW. (:

http://craplikeblahh.tumblr.com/
-relink peeps. (:

2010-04-28T04:39:00.001-07:00

BLOGGER.
you're not safe anymore.
hey hey you you. shut up.

2010-04-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen.
I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers.
I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy.
I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant.
I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead.
I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of.
I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

2010-04-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

I don’t know if the pain is gone, or if I’m just getting used to it.

Because I miss you, when something really good happens, you’re the first one I want to share it with. Because I miss you when something is troubling me, you’re the only one who would’ve understand. Because I miss you, when I laugh and cry, you’re the only one who could make me laugh harder and make my tears disappear. I don’t know where we went and why we grew apart, but you should know, I miss you.

2010-04-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you

Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

2010-04-17T07:52:00.000-07:00

我都醉了
灯光在我眼里都模糊了
为什么还清清楚楚记得
那天那句要我把你忘了
怎么能忘了除非不呼吸
走到哪里才躲得掉回忆
离别就是让人怀疑自己
连恨不恨你都不能确定
也许这一切都是我不好
是我不知道
只有真心留不住男人一个拥抱
就算眼泪会是溫柔的守候
可是爱如果是求來的我也不想要
是我不好是我还忘不掉
心痛只能用时间來消耗
毕竟当初是我选的一个
给不起我永远的人
就算是我不好

是我不好- 陈慧琳

2010-04-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

IM HAVING A HEADACHEEEE! ):
must be the short while nap while waiting for pupz with mama.
then plus the rugby boys will damnnn noisyyy!
HAHA! & then one rugby ball came flying towards us.
smack it off & screamm at themmm!

ohh got back my pw results!
got a B, though i actually expected A for my grp! :/

btw,
investiture ended.
it walks the end of my council life in MI.
love it & hate it at the same time!
contradicting huh.

2010-04-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT! PHOTOS UPDATEEE!
popeye's studying session with mama ching & pupz.
it was awesomeee, but studying wasnt very successful. HAHA!
ohh then pupz went home.
& mama ching & me went to esplande rooftop & camwhoreee.
(:

next up is some photos from the night rehearsel for investiture.
apparently a blackout happen & we took some photos. :D
its quite eerie i swear.

in my heart,
there's only you im serious.

2010-04-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

no texts. no calls. nothing.
i miss you really badly.
where are you. what are you doing.
i hope you're alright & fine.

i'll be here missing you every second.
& praying that you'll be fine.
lets not give up will we?

2010-04-09T04:00:00.000-07:00

PHOTO UPDATES.
CRAZYYY FUNNN AT KBOX WITH JIALU & BENNN.
THEN CRAZY OUTING WITH CHERYING, ADIL, CHARLES, SARAH, YONGYI, RAEHANNA.
OHH NOT FORGETTING PLAYING WITH THE PUSH-CART WITH VALEN.
:D :D :D

there isnt a day that goes by that you didnt cross my mind.
& the zoo thing, i really really wanted to go with you.
its by coincidental that i went with my friend,
but i want to go with you. ):

&&&&
dont give up on me.

2010-04-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

is that for me?
why do i have a really really strong feeling it is?
:(

原来有爱真的还不够.

2010-04-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

dumbass.
you're such a dumbass.
how can you ask me who my blog is talking abt.
when the person is you all along.

im damn tired & sick of this alrdy,
if you want me, you'll find a way to put me in your life,
no matter how long it takes for your heart to decide to settle down.

2010-04-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

heyo!
i went back to malaysia for qing ming festival.
& stupidly, i slipped & fall somewhere at the cemetery.
& i injured my ankle. its kinda swollen.
got to go to the doc tmrw to let him take a look! :/
sucks big timeee.

& im gotta muggg like crazy,
keep myself busyyyy!

2010-04-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

I've heard, i've heard, i've heard.
& i choose to believe you, believe you & believe you.
but i realise you aren't even worth my trust.

seriously, now im afraid i might hate you.

2010-04-02T03:51:00.001-07:00

2010-04-01T00:51:00.000-07:00

DEAR MARCH,
IM GLAD YOU'RE OVER.
YOU'RE SO FREAKING FUCKED UP! :/

its really depressing how much you've to go through;
within a month.
regardless which perspective of life,
its just screwed up. everything.

DEAR APRIL,
YOU SERIOUSLY AREN'T GIVING ME ANY FACE.
YOU JUST STARTED; & YOU AREN'T ANY BETTER.

fucked my life.
time to think about everything again.

2010-03-29T04:43:00.001-07:00

I SPEND THE ENTIRE DAY ON THE COM.
why oh why. thanks to our lovely e-learning program.
seriously, it sucks BIG TIME! :/

& its really funny how the 98% of the sch is online,
at the same time cursing & swearing it on fb. :D
the sch is stop implementing this next yr,
its like i rather travel my journey to sch & have lessons there.
fyi, i live at tampines.

fine alright,
this is a short wk ahead though.
sch tmrw, sch on wed.
thurs is CIP day, we're heading to some old folks home.
& im probably going out after that.
& OHH yeah, friday is good fridayy. :)

it sure its a good friday, extended wkend.
(:

2010-03-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

2010-03-22T21:05:00.001-07:00

Just as you think that everything is in place,
they start to fall apart.
& who'll understand how that feeling feels,
when it was abt to be yours & yet it wasnt or wont be.
so near yet so far. how do i cope with that?
you're such a mystery.

probably due to the weather or what,
im sickk once again.
down with a fever & a bad sore throat,
my voice is turning hoarse as well.
worse i've got a stomach flu.
& i didnt go to sch today.
i guess you probably didnt even realise.

went to the doc,
& once again she gave me lots of med.
i really hate tablets.
whenever im sick, i feel like crying.
cos it isnt some good sign of life.

2010-03-21T03:53:00.000-07:00

yes i've decided.
i want to find a balance in both areas.
i need to learn to balance,
because i cant give up on either side. (:
i gotta study hard & love you at the same time.
go on girl! :D

ohh.
next outinggg!
can we go to the zoo someday in the wkends?
i wanna go to the zoo with youuu! :)
someday alright?
(:

2010-03-20T06:31:00.000-07:00

crap.
i feel like crap once again.
life's like a rollercoaster ride nowadays.

had some memories rewind today.
first aid com was a great memory to have,
the time when we train so hard tgt, cry tgt, laugh out loud tgt.
even those punishments were memories so great.
hey my nc team, <3
i miss doing footdrills, case study & home nursing with you guys.
but sadly life cant be rewind or pause.

& im needing of some reflection time.
had a heart to heart talk with a sec sch teacher today.
he always never failed to understand me or give the best advice.
kind of spilled out all my worries & stories in life.
he advise, question & made me think.
dear life; i realise i need to re-define you.

it's hard.
but im trying. i really am.
):

i might just try to vanish myself.

2010-03-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEYO!
see those pics? i went marina barrage ytd!
like finally! senior bought me there! :D

when we reach there, there was only lightning risk.
& then it rain cats & dogs! rawrrrr.
so we had to stay indoors & watch the exhibitionnn.
but the exhibition was really cool! :D
due to the stupid rain, we had to like tour the exhibition twice.
but it was cool! xD

next up, we finally can step outside cos the rain stop.
but the field was water-logged & muddy. :/
so we merely just took a walk ard the perimeter! (:
& then it starts the drizzle again, so we decide to leave the place.
its a wise choice cos after that it starts to rain again!
^@#&^#@#!

then we took train back to tampines,
walk ard tampines1 & head to tampines mall for dinner. (:
went to delifrance to eat & senior dont wanna eat with me. ):
he keep forcing me to keep more onlyy. :/
after that we went to the inter & senior send me up my bus,
cos he needs to meet his parents for dinner.

THANKS A LOT SENIORRR! (:
i really enjoy myself a lot.
<3

2010-03-15T04:14:00.000-07:00

AHH crap.
i feel like im getting fatter, i need to slim down badlyyy! :/
& i need to go back to sch for extra geog lesson tmrw,
4periods straight! ohh my gawddd.

& gosh.
my gastric problem is getting bad.
doc say if this contd, the situation is going to be worse than everrr.
i'll probably be dead by then.

i'm starting to feel the gap.
please stop expanding it further. :(
i ____ you.

2010-03-14T18:32:00.000-07:00

i think i somehow knw.
i think i could guess it.

MINGLI you're damn screwed.

i just realise recently that its not a crush.
its actually something more serious than it.
& crap, im gone case.

ppl do qns, how much can you love?
you only knw him for how long?!
i always keep quiet to that.
because right in my mind, im asking myself,
"shit, why cant i answer that qns?"
& i knw, thats cos no matter what i say, nobody will believe.
even me myself, i cant believe this is more than a crush,
when the entire story only last less than 2months.

but i knw the answer to that,
" i do love him really a lot. too much that i cant even tell you cos you wont believe."
& the current moment, i feel like an idiot.
its like mingli in wonderland, i dont knw where the hell i am.
if i was ever heading your direction.

but well, im not giving up!
i'm sure i'll be able to open that castle in your heart,
i'll find that key no matter how long it takes.
let me try please? (:

2010-03-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

2010-03-08T04:40:00.001-08:00

everything is alright when you're here for me.
only if you're always there. (:

heyhey.
completed my napfa test today!
2.4 is pure torture.
HATE IT! i rather do 5stations for 10 times. :/

lots happen these days,
pardon me for not updating recently.
cos really really not in the mood.
got my As results for h1 that day,
got a S for my math & a A for chinese. :(
quite disappointed though.

i really really really feel that way.

2010-03-06T19:46:00.000-08:00

i wont go away.
i wont go away even if you chase me away.
i wont go away even if i've to go against all odds.

i'll just wait even if ppl say im stupid.
i'll just wait even if you dont care the slightest bit.
i'll just wait even if i'm no longer ard.

2010-03-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

how do i heal your scar?
& how're you going to heal mine?
how can you promise me to help me get back on my feet,
asking me to trust you yet you disappear the next moment?

where do i find my direction out.

2010-03-05T23:53:00.000-08:00

i wonder how long i can stand.
maybe it seems like a good time for dieting.

2010-03-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

we wouldn't knw how much each of us have gone through.
how much hurt we have to take,
that actually leave us the huge scar that we're unable to heal.

now its not that i still like them.
its just the fear of the hurt that i've gone through,
i'm afraid that i still have to go through them again.
& trust me, the next guy after you would suffer.
no guys will fall for me ever again cos i'll make them suffer.
i wont trust them at all.

i only knw.
after going through shits,
i've turn into a sensitive, insecure & low-confident person.

2010-03-04T05:39:00.000-08:00

HEYO!
today was quite an awesome day! :D
though lessons was pretty much the same,
which is boring to the max!
but it was kinda cool cos i managed to complete an assignment alone!
:D sense of achievement yay!

ohh my dear senior had suspension today.
so i accompany him until 6. :D
so nice right?! xD
then he brought me to walk walk at north point!
its quite cool! (:
OHH! & i found a lot of senior-like stuff toys!
CUTE! :D
& something is wrong abt fairytale,
i kiss a frog, it didnt turn into a prince! :/

ohh senior!
there's marina barrage, zoo & universal studios..
SOMEDAY alright! :)

anyway, sch's having sports fiesta tmrw.
i've council studies. :/

2010-03-03T04:55:00.000-08:00

i feel like crap now.
now all the stupid problem lies in me.
haunted by the past totally.

i need to re-think.

2010-03-01T04:38:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO!
thats a present i bought for twinny! xD
birthday bears! cos we're the only may babies in class!
cute right!? i knw. :D

ahh crap.
today's sch is damn boringgg!
i literally had all subjects, including PE. :/
we did our 5stations of napfa for pe today!
im dead tireddd now!
& i disappointed, cos i didnt get A for standing board jump.
:x

CT screwed.
i wonder how. sigh.

2010-02-27T07:57:00.000-08:00

TITANIC IS SUPER TOUCHING! ):
i cried super badly watching it.
the stupid director! must you make the movie soo touching?!
:/

2010-02-27T03:52:00.000-08:00

OHH MAN!
aren't the octopus adorable?!
my bro gave it to me as advance birthday present,
haha cos i refuse to leave that shop without it! :D
loveeee it lots! (:

ohohoh!
i went malaysia for shopping today,
went in the morning & came back only in the evening!
DAMN TIREDD!
the worse thing is i wore heels,
& i had like 7 blisters on my foot! it hurts like mad. ):
i cant even walk anymoreee.

then i told mummy to buy me a new pair of slippers.
this is what she say, "YOU BOUGHT 4PAIR OF SHOES THIS YR!"
& she bought me a pack of plaster instead, how nice! :/
but with senior's concern, the hurt reduce by half.
(:

after that we went to eat thai food at some thai restaurant!
the food is super ex & super spicyyy! :/
but quite niceeee!
except that my seafood by the sea's request is rejected.
BLAH.

:D
i wanna see the full moon tonight too.

2010-02-25T06:47:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU! :D
early in the morning,
meet up with joel for breakfast then went to play pool!
fun fun fun! cos we both quite lousy! LOL.
okay, more practice soon!
then joel had to go for work so i went to walk ard myself. :/

suppose to meet benji!
but he last min got like stuff in sch so cancelled.
then i meet jaren instead for movie!
we went to watch all's well ends well 2010,
damn retarded & funny show hahaha! :D

I HAD TO CLEAR DEBTS OF GOING OUT! :/
i damn lazyy.

2010-02-24T05:04:00.000-08:00

here's those pics with twinny! :D
i love twinny lots!

AHH.
tmrw i wanna go pool with joel!
haven ask mummy yet though,
i hope she doesnt scream at me. LOL! :D

2010-02-23T07:13:00.000-08:00

helloheylo.
wow wow wow.
CT ended, but seriously all gonna get BIG Us. :/
sigh, pathetic.

anyway, went shopping at town after CT with twinny today.
more photos tmrw. tired. :/

& wow wow wow again,
thumbs up to someone's bravery! :D
niceee.

2010-02-22T04:32:00.000-08:00

SERIOUSLY!
fuck it, im not going to mug for stupid geog & econs anymore.
wtf i cannot even get a single shit inside.
its damn depressing okay!
thats it! im done with it.

screw common test like seriously!

2010-02-21T23:52:00.000-08:00

helloo.
its a super depressing day i swear.
GP first paper & its like "okay i tried my best!".
then my body's battery alrdy left like 30%.

the following mob paper is a total killer.
i ston like half the time i swear,
my mind was in a total blank.
HEADACHE! i lie down & i fall aslp literally.
until the teacher came & woke me up!
& i contd to ston. :/

I'M SO SCREWED FOR COMMON TEST! :(

2010-02-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

you'll realise how dumb you're when you're trying your hardest,
trying your best so that the whole situation would change for the better.
yet it just keep getting worse.
you've no idea how much i'm going through.

maybe thats enough.

2010-02-20T21:18:00.000-08:00

ごめんなさい。

2010-02-20T08:34:00.001-08:00

figuring out what isaac has said,
now i think im just making a fuss out of nothing.
probably because im feeling insecure.
you have done a lot, just that the past is haunting me.

2010-02-20T05:24:00.000-08:00

hey.
common test is in 1 day time.
& i not at all prepared, god damn screwed.
i seriously don't know what to do cos i'm not at all motivated to mug.
everytime i start reading the notes, i feel damn sleepyyy!
HOW HOW HOW!

& things are getting out of hand recently,
got to watch things closer. :/

2010-02-17T00:49:00.000-08:00

H-E-L-L-O!!!
yay im back from malaysia.
its like a super duper long trip!
& i gotten lots of mosquito bites back. :/

cny was kinda boring this year,
not much cny atmosphere at all.
i even gotten myself indigestion problems, irritating.
probably because i ate too much! stupid.
time for dieting again! :(

its been quite some time since i update so..
sorry for the spam of photos. :D

2010-02-12T06:56:00.000-08:00

heyhey.
im going to malaysia tmrw morning,
will only be back on next thurs. :D
soo..
happy chinese new year people! gong xi fa cai!
OHH! happy valentine's day too!

(:
miss me alright!

2010-02-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

hey.
i kinda realise dreams was just harder & harder to achieve.
& alright, here's a reminder to myself.
dont put too much effort in this!
cos its kinda hopeless. :/
just another one.

2010-02-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

hellowello.
why is everyone asking me where have i been?
i only absent for 2days & it seems really long.
but yongquan is right,
the amount of lesson i miss is powerpack.
i'll be damn lost tmrw for sure. :/

& yes this nice friend told me this.
"yeah everybody is sick, you is retarded (:"

alright! thanks. -.-

2010-02-08T03:04:00.000-08:00

heylo.
ahh as we knw,
this yr's vday crash with the first day of chinese new year.
but..
as for those who doesnt have a valentine just like me,
it would just chinese new year.
it doesnt bring double meaning to that day. :/

& pouts,
im still damn damn sickkk.
fever come & go, damn annoying! :(

2010-02-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

HEYO!
okay its been really really long since i blog.
orientation had drag for 2wks & it had finally ended ytd.
its really really tiring but fruitful! :D
i had lots of fun! & i really really love some of the yr1s. :)
awesome job fujiwara!

the item put up during the finale was like chair by me,
& we got the best item award! woohoo!
excellent job! the wonder girls & super junior rocks totally!

now;
im down with a flu.
sucks totally! ):
monday i still got to go sch early for pe make up lesson.
& lessons resumes, i've lots of hw undone. damn! :/

OKOKU'10 was a blast! :D

2010-01-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

MY MUSCLES ARE ACHING DAMN BADLY!
ouch ouch ouch!
& its like orientation is damn tiring!
had to bring those kids ard.
my battery only left with abt 10%!
i need sleep to recharge.

& ohh my gawd,
we took cab to sch today.
& our cab fare was 46bucks,
damn damn ex i swear! :/

SO, im damn broke.

独送昏暗不离的风回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里更提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动

不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔
当又一次美梦落空回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

2010-01-24T02:29:00.000-08:00

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

2010-01-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

HEYO!
today i went running with siying early in the morning!
its damn tiring! i ran more than 2.4km. :/
but i definitely need to practice more! tsk.

after reaching home,
mummy suddenly mention abt heading to malaysia.
so we went malaysia!
im glad we did, so i can skip spring cleaning of my com desk.
its like totally messy! LOL!

now im back hm,
im super duper tireddd!
anyway, that pizza up there is made by my brother.
*claps for him! :D

2010-01-21T05:36:00.000-08:00

heyhey.
sch has been killing me softly these days.
with the pile of hw undone, pile of notes unread, pile of doubts unclear.
i'm getting headache almost everyday,
& i sleep damn early everyday cos im damn tired.
ohh i almost forgot pe, its a total killer i swear. :/

i just finish my gp essay.
& now im brain-dead.
tmrw is like another long day before the wkends come.
but i doubt i'll pretty much enjoy the wkends,
cos i've spring cleaning to do! & not forgetting those hw again.
sigh. lifeless pathetic life.
:(

2010-01-17T04:19:00.000-08:00

"maybe instead of thinking you know everything,
let go of your ego for a while and you'd start to get to know her,
and maybe if you threw away your fears of getting hurt and just loved her,
maybe you two could make it."

i came across this & i almost cry,
cos i wished this is what you can understand & we'll try.
if we try, we might make it boy.

i just don't want to do anything to pressure you or drive you away.
even though sometimes i can't help it.
just like i can't help that i fell in love with you.
cause i did, i love you.
and it scares me, a little bit, but, there it is.

2010-01-16T06:02:00.000-08:00

没那麼简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麼简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经
想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

黄小琥 - 没那么简单

2010-01-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

yay!
jotan's backkk! :D
& i met up with her like ytd?
we went on a shopping spree & damn i spend 100 again.
she spend 100 plus too! thats bad. i fail to control.

& we went haagen dazs to have ice-cream as well.
its damn damn heavenly! :D
after that jo came to my hse for abt 2hrs before she proceed to met jug.
we took photos & try on new clothes! its really funnn.
hope i can meet up with her again before she fly back to australia.
(:

ohh & i went malaysia todayy for shopping again with my family,
& i bought another pair of shoe. shit.
but its like really really really nice?! im gonna be damn broke.
& then its like we came back to sgp,
then we went to IMM to shop moreee. :/

save money mingli. tsk.

我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲. 继续做你唯一的城堡

2010-01-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

hello.
the first day of sch is quite like hell.
end sch at 5.25 & its like im damn damn sleepy today.
i almost couldn't keep my eyes open during geog lessons,
not because its boring but i was really really tired.
probably its because im not tuned back to the timing yet zz.

anyway,
my timetable quite sucks.
& im stressed out, gotta start revising.

2010-01-10T05:16:00.000-08:00

ohh no!
school's starting tmrw, its like back to hell.
i dont like it! & im feeling quite lost.
although its not as if its my first day of school,
but its like school is so unfamiliar to me now. :/

end of freedom, start of fears.
its gonna be a tough year ahead as im having As this year.
i really hope to do well & get into a local uni.
work hard mingli! :D

2010-01-07T23:49:00.000-08:00

just wait for the day where revenge takes place.
i'll return you the favour.
dont cry upon the grave for regrets,
cos everything would be too late by then.

the 13rd day.

2010-01-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

hey.
damn damn damn.
im very very sick now, down with a 38 degree fever.
& its like wth laa, like again!
right before sch's gonna start, damn retarded.
& i have to work full shift tmrw, seriously bless me.
i hope i dont like faint there or something.

& i really fail in controlling my spending.
i bought a hat from esprit today.
& tmrw i gonna buy 2 other bags.
& ytd i alrdy bought 2 bags.
& 2days before i bought another bag.
so within 8days, i bought 5bags. -.-
holy shit! i really really cannot buy anymore bags for the rest of the year.
no. maybe half of the year. :D

okay gonna rest. bye.

12th day you're gone.

2010-01-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

hello.
ohh no recently i've been spending a lot a lot of money.
bought a schoolbag from everlast, a running shoe from adidas.
& today i bought 2 other bags.
i need to start to control.

& definitely get rid of the stupid habit of spending when im sad.
:/

11th day you're gone.

2010-01-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

today is the 10th day you ignore me my dear.
but it seems like 10yrs.

you drag me all the way,
& you tell me we're walking too fast.
then you dump me on the roadside & walked away.
how can you assume i'll find my way back home?
so i shall sit by the roadside & wait,
wait for you to come pick me up again.

i'm waiting for his text everyday.
i'm waiting for his call everyday.
i'm waiting for him to talk to me on msn everyday.
i'm waiting for him to miss me; cos i dont knw if he ever miss me.
i'm waiting for him to contd to love me.

2010-01-05T00:39:00.000-08:00

Single? Exotic experiences are appealing to you, and you aren't so concerned about attaching yourself to any one thing or person, but are intrigued and excited by the adventures life has to offer. You don't need to settle down now, but you will enjoy some romantic experiences with those in your personal environment in this period.

this is so true!
omg you're right horoscope! :D

2010-01-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

Looking at the photos we took,
still there as my wallpaper & screen saver.
so close yet so far.

i really really miss you.
you wont knw how much im going through now,
just to hide the pain of you ignoring me.

come back soon.
i miss you & i love you.

for now; i will lead life normal.

2010-01-03T04:26:00.000-08:00

heylo.
went shopping with my family today,
bought a pair of adidas running shoes so that i can wear it to school. :D
school is starting in a wk time, i'm totally not prepared for it.
its gonna be a yr of hardship which i definitely have to go through.
go on girl! (:

dear boy,
how long do you intend to hide from me?
are you really really sure you gonna break away from my life?
stop escaping dear.
let me dry your tears & ease your fears with love.

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your
Soul to the fates
Never thought you`d leave me alone

2010-01-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

2010-01-02T03:09:00.000-08:00

Retail therapy doesn't work when you are penniless. :(

如果有一刻我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

2010-01-01T19:09:00.000-08:00

heyhey.
i cant imagine i actually slept less than 6hrs for the past 2days.
today i just manage to replenish my sleep a little.
but i'm still freaking tired.

i promise to go shopping with my cousins.
so..
i hope retail therapy would cure everything! :/

2009-12-31T18:58:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D
ytd i spent my countdown & new year with pierre, benji & sheryl.
they are all really nice people!

firstly,
met up with pierre & benji at marina bay cos we wanted to go marina barrage.
but apparently, there is a ticketed event there so no tickets; no entry as well.
so we change our plan & we head to plaza sing!
had pasta mania as dinner & then sat at starbucks playing monopoly cards.
out of like 6 times we played, i only won once?! :/
looks like i need to practiceee! LOL!

after counting down there,
we walked down to orchard road & everyone there was like damn high?
especially those bangalas haha!
we met sheryl who is actually benji's friend & we contd to walk walk walk.
& we walked to newton to have supper at ard 3am.
then we walked back to orchard.
but by that time we're all damn drained out!

so so so!
we took a ride in sheryl's dad's car & went to her house instead.
in her house we played some card games & then we all went to sleep.
its a really tiring day i would say! we cab home only at about 9a.m today.
& guess what, I HAVE TO WORK TODAY! :/
what a way to spend my new year.
but the main concern is,
i dont knw if my energy level is able to last me for the day. ohh no.

anyway, i had an enjoyable night out!
thanks people! :D

2009-12-30T06:32:00.000-08:00

2009-12-29T20:10:00.000-08:00

it really really sucks.
TOTALLY.

a misunderstanding occur,
you're being misunderstood & you're given no chance to explain at all.
& here comes the verdict.
this is total shit.

here's the story;
i went to your house,
& apparently you're not in the right mood.
i can tell, im not blind!
im not angry, im worried!
i dont knw what the hell can i do to actually make you feel better.
my tears was on the verge of my eyes, its going to drop anytime.
thus, i walked out of your house & take a walk alone.
i just think that i sld give you some time alone,
cos i dont think that me staying there would help any better.
after the walk, i went back to your house & you came out to tell me its time to leave.
i told you i didnt want to go alrdy,
that is because i dont want to be your extra burden of the day!
you've to take care of me, entertain your cousin when you're obviously not in the right mood to do that.
but yet probably in your eyes, i was just throwing temper.
thats why until now you decide to contd to be angry with me.
i've say my part, its up to you to believe it or not.

2009-12-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

i miss you.
i really really do.

but why is it so hard?
i wish everything was just right, boy.

2009-12-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

summary of 2009;

it has been a pretty tough year to get around with,
filled with sorrows, confusion, stress, amazement etc.
emotions overwhelm totally.

studies;
school this yr was really stressful.
pw, H1 As & promos has pretty much taken up most of the time.
& i realise its definitely not a year to slack.
but well apparently, i did, thats why my results isnt really good.
& to be remind of, my common test was a total mess up.
i'll never allow history to repeat itself for next year.

family;
conflict level was up & down.
but i think im given more space to breathe.
i just hope everything gets better next year.

friends;
thousand of thanks to people who're always there for me.
i really really appreciate it.

love;

to him:
im really really really sorry towards you.
i could say until today, im still guilty towards you.
its like i shouldnt have allow myself to jump into a r/s with you when i dont love you.
no matter what, you really deserve better.

to him:
we've caused much ripples in each other's life.
but im really glad that everything resumes to normal for the both of us now.
you're happy with your life & im happy with mine.
i think this is the best life we all expect each other to lead.

to him:
its totally amazing how everything starts from 7yrs ago.
how i first fall for you & was having a crush on you for like more than a year,
then we eventually got together.
but happy times was short, we'll ended.
& then its like we have been treating each other like siblings for the years down the road.
you're like the person i would definitely called when in need of someone to talk to & im really used to having you around. you've alrdy been part of my life all along, i couldnt imagine life without you.
but i think heaven is like playing a prank on us, attempt to give us a 2nd chance to love each other at a wrong timing.
although its at the wrong timing, im willing to wait around for the hurt to recover.
for the wreck in you to be slowly repaired.
because i kinda believe that 2nd chance dont come easy,
& we should appreciate it. its fate i guess.
but what should i do now? i kinda angered him unintentionally & he's ignoring me. :(
all i can say is "i'm really sorry."

i hope next yr is better.

最讨厌被误会了但越解释越觉得难过

2009-12-26T18:38:00.000-08:00

hello.
went tamp1 with kj, eugene & zhenhao.
sat at carls junior for an hr plus & chat chat chat.
then we kinda miss those old school days,
so we went back to the coffeeshop opposite tpss to have dinner.
there's a big change in tpss, its a totally different sch, different feeling alrdy.

after that,
took train to simei for eugene to get home & get his car.
then we went to have beancurd at somewhere?
but just because i didnt have dinner & lunch & i ate the beancurd which is cold,
my gastric is aching.
so zhenhao drove us back to eugene's house & eugene got me gastric med,
then zhenhao drove me home & kj sent me up to my hse.
its really really nice of them, thankyou guys! :D

apparently,
im supposed to go out today.
but i dont knw if i still am?

love is not a game; you dont play it.

2009-12-24T18:18:00.001-08:00

merry christmas people!
this christmas kinda show me how i really feel.
i dont knw if its a good thing though.

alright;
went kj's hse for steamboat today.
i realise i spend more than 12hrs in his house ytd lol.
from 11 plus till 12 midnight then i cab home with eugene.
we kinda had fun there. :D
& kj's mum is like really really really niceee!?
i really like her a lot! we click really well!
well, to the extent that kj's a little worried. LOL!

at the same time,
i'm really sorry to that someone.
its like you're really not suitable for me,
& i think you deserve better cos you're a nice person.
but its just that i cant find the type of feeling im seeking for in you.
sorry.

& i realise the affection line 7yrs ago didnt really broke.

2009-12-23T04:27:00.000-08:00

heyo!
tmrw is christmas eve alrdy people!
apparently tmrw i wont be at home for the whole day,
so here i am wishing everyone a merry christmas this yr! :D

im going kj's hse for steamboat tmrw! (:
mahjong & all the fun, here i come!

2009-12-18T18:48:00.000-08:00

heylo!
went kj's camp's bbq ytd.
its was like really awesome?
though starting i thought like its gotta be a bore,
cos i dont knw much ppl there except vernon & yuanhao.
BUT..
it turn out that his camp mates were all real fun ppl?
so the whole thing was alright! i kinda enjoy myself with them.
(;

today's weather is bad!
rain rain rain, it just make my bed look more interesting.
:/

2009-12-13T04:39:00.000-08:00

heyhey.
ytd was a blast!
went out with kj & his camp mates.
& yupyup, i met new friends!
benedict, vernon, yuanhao.

first stop;
i went to meet kj at bugis,
he accompanied me to get some stuff for my mum & weiping.
then at abt 6, we went over to town.

second stop;
we went to town, stopped at somerset.
but i swear i was mesmerized by the new change!
okay i sound really dumb but its been a thousand yrs since i last go to town.
me & kj was like wow! we thought we'll lost for a moment.
then we went over to cineleisure to meet his camp mates.
we had dinner tgt & then benedict, kj & me went for pool!
while vernon & yuanhao went to watch zombieland.
slack around cine till abt 11plus!
then i cab home with yuanhao though he live in yishun lol.

& apparently,
i cant wake up in the morning for a hike at mount faber with mummy.
& now she angered.
she haven been talking to me since morning.
:/

2009-12-12T22:25:00.001-08:00

城市里小星星

稀疏的亮晶晶
太多光吃掉他们的身影
就像我爱上你
隐没在灯海里
你眼中只看繁华的夜景
我的爱藏在你的背影里
想要笑着坚定的恒心
天黑的时候我远远陪着你
再小的闪烁也努力放光明
当有天我在夜空里面
偶尔被发现希望我眨眼
能感动你视线
想把小星星排成爱的图形
为你的天空点缀一些惊奇
即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿
不求你看见只想为你发光永远
遇见你小星星
孤单的湿淋淋
你躲在有人陪伴的伞底
就像我总被你
遗忘在晴空里
月光下才有机会想念你
我的爱藏在你的背影里
想要笑着坚定的恒心
天黑的时候我远远陪着你
再小的闪烁也努力放光明
当有天我在夜空里面
偶尔被发现希望我眨眼
能感动你视线
想把小星星排成爱的图形
为你的天空点缀一些惊奇
即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿
不求你看见只想为你发光永远
****
我相信你说的每一句
就算是明知是甜言蜜语
可是我总觉得哪里有问题
也许这些话语不只说给我听

我相信是因为你的忧郁
所以把感情陷入难题
没关系我有做坏人的勇气
就算毁灭自己也要捍卫爱情

我全都相信相信你说的每一句
每一句我答应我可以我不会敷衍
我全都相信相信你说的每一句
每一句只差一句我爱你

我相信你说的每一句
就算是一切都变成回忆
可是我逃不开也回不去
也许这些话语是讽刺的回忆

我相信是因为你的忧郁
所以把我永远困在这里
没关系我会继续撑下去
给我勇气呼吸我只需要一句

2009-12-12T22:09:00.000-08:00

hello.
within a night,
i kinda see the truth that everyone wants me to see.
yes i feel cheated now, like finally.

i actually believe in you.
why must you prove me wrong?
what hurts the most is you're running away,
all i need was just a word from you telling me you cant & it will be okay.
we're still friends but im utterly disappointed in you now.
& whatever i told you,
im like totally serious & i guess you actually took that into your advantage.
cos im stupid enough to actually trust you & defend you all the way.

you must be laughing at how dumb i am now arent you?
yes i'm, because i actually believe you with the whole of my heart.
i guess i just need to learn to be smarter.

2009-12-11T07:38:00.000-08:00

hey hi.
im like pretty busy working nowadays.
sales & office! its kinda like working almost everyday a wk.
well i need more money to shoppp!

ahh yes i got my pay,
but i spend it all as well.
i knw, what a smart move.

conclusion; i'm broke. :/

2009-12-06T17:06:00.000-08:00

heyo.
tmrw im going to work at bugis outlet!
i hope its going to turn out fine like seriously,
because recently i've been making quite a number of mistakes.
probably because i'm like kinda sick & distracted as well,
concentration is a problem i faced recently.

i seriously shld get more slp!
rest mingli! :/

2009-12-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

heyhey.
here are some pics taken at the chalet.

today was kinda complicated.
i dont knw how sld i say it here,
but i think its pointless to say.
when i choose to believe, i need you guys to trust me.

anyway,
im not working on these days.
so ask me out! :D
8, 10, 12, 13, 15, 20, 21, 17, 28 Dec.
(;

* i believe you.

2009-12-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

always tell someone how you feel about them,
m e a n w h a t y o u s a y & s a y w h a t y o u m e a n,
even when it's hard, because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye but regrets last a lifetime.

i feel like asking you,
can i fall for you?

2009-12-03T03:05:00.000-08:00

hi.
i just reach home after having lunch & dinner with raymond,
had some stuff to ask his advice from.
but it was a nice talking session cos i kinda knw how i really feel.
i should achieve what i want & not want any regrets!

anyway,
i've watch 2012! :D
watch it with ivan & it was a really pleasant day with him.
i enjoy myself a lot.
he's nice & definitely deserve to be appreciated. (:
thankyou!

ohohoh!
i finally went wild wild wet & i actually got a cut on my thigh.
*pouts.

2009-12-02T06:41:00.000-08:00

hey.
LOTS of stuff happen,
i'm like super not in the mood to talk abt anything now.
sorry to my dear friends who came & talk to me on msn.

cried like 4rounds,
each time i repeat my story.

2009-11-29T07:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
yay i'm having off days for next wk,
soo date me people!
i'm finally free after so much of workkk.
but skip tues, wed & thurs cos i've got class chalet! :D

2009-11-26T18:33:00.000-08:00

hello people! :D
i'm back to blog for a little.
i've been working real hard recently,
from tues to sunday; no rest days.
& then i'll break all the way till next sat. :D

work's not bad,
the people are nice & im really starting to get used to it.
but its quite bad to work there cos the bags are super niceee,
BUT super ex as well.
i set my eyes on quite a few, awaiting for pay day!
but it seems like i've too much things to buy,
so got to think carefully. :/

ahhh!
there're so many movies i wanna watchhh!
2012, coraline etc! all not watch yet.
*pouts!

2009-11-20T05:04:00.000-08:00

BOO!
yay work is extremely smooth!
i kind of love it,
well of cos its better than working with stupid old witch.
:D

FULL shift tmrw.
rather tired though.
:/

2009-11-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

HEYO!
i found a new job!
its definitely x10000 better than the previous job.
ohh thanks to the old witch,
i swear she polluted the shop. :/

anyway,
new work starts tmrw! :D
wish me luckkkk.

OHH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY RETARDED BRO!
(:

2009-11-17T04:08:00.000-08:00

hello.
started work on monday,
& it ended on monday as well.
i really dislike the job & i dont think i'm going back.

its pure torture.
i'm gonna look for another job.

2009-11-15T02:53:00.000-08:00

heyo!
went tampines mall with my family for dinner.
the fish bee hoon there was delicious. :D
oh then we went to toy'rus cos my bro's birthday is in 3days,
& he wanted a present.
but that childish guy who is going to be a sec sch student next yr,
still wanna get some fake gun as a present. :/

btw,
i guess i wont be blogging as often alrdy.
cos i gonna start work tmrw!
& its from 10 to 10,
so i guess i wont have much time to blog.
but do drop by to visit when you're free or if you see me online. (:

cheers!
:D

2009-11-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

heylo.
i feel a sense of relief today.
maybe its because issues which had always been in my heart was release.
its true.
this yr we have cause ripples in each others life,
but im glad that everything resumes normal now.

as time goes by,
i believe we can be good friends one day. (:

2009-11-10T04:53:00.000-08:00

heyhey.
YAY H1 exams are finally over!
especially MATH which is a a pure torture.
but seriously, i've tried my best today.
whether i did pass or not is another thing lol.

now now now,
i shall enjoy & wait till next monday when i start work.
:)

&& i love huannie x10000000. :D

2009-11-09T03:49:00.000-08:00

+-@&@^&**!
math paper tmrw.
I GIVE UP ALRDY! hopeless i swear.
please allow the 3hrs tmrw to pass fast, thanks.

2009-11-08T04:43:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling really guilty.
i really cannot do math, i cant do math at all!
yet ms.mada put in soo much effort to coach me.
i really feel damn sorry towards her.
this is not what i want!

i also want to pass badly okay.
i need to pass it but i cant! i really cannot!
anyone can tell me what to do?
im really tired. let this torture end please.

2009-11-07T03:10:00.000-08:00

BOO!
went to amk hub to meet ms mada for consultation today.
thanks to her, i'm getting to understand differentiation & log.
THANKYOUU! LOVE YOU MS MADA! :D

but i need to practice math intensively these few days.
sigh. nevermind! i shall endure! :/

ohh btw,
im starting work next next monday!
cant wait! i hope everything's alright!